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kick in the left eye。 My eyeball seemed to have
burst。 When they saw my eye closed； and badly
swollen； they left me。 With this I seized the hand…
spike； and for a time pursued them。 But here the
carpenters interfered； and I thought I might as well
give it up。 It was impossible to stand my hand
against so many。 All this took place in sight of not
less than fifty white ship…carpenters； and not one
interposed a friendly word； but some cried； 〃Kill
the damned nigger！ Kill him！ kill him！ He struck
a white person。〃 I found my only chance for life
was in flight。 I succeeded in getting away without
an additional blow； and barely so； for to strike a
white man is death by Lynch law；and that was the
law in Mr。 Gardner's ship…yard； nor is there much
of any other out of Mr。 Gardner's ship…yard。
I went directly home； and told the story of my
wrongs to Master Hugh； and I am happy to say of
him； irreligious as he was； his conduct was heavenly；
compared with that of his brother Thomas under
similar circumstances。 He listened attentively to my
narration of the circumstances leading to the savage
outrage； and gave many proofs of his strong indigna…
tion at it。 The heart of my once overkind mistress
was again melted into pity。 My puffed…out eye and
blood…covered face moved her to tears。 She took a
chair by me； washed the blood from my face； and；
with a mother's tenderness； bound up my head；
covering the wounded eye with a lean piece of fresh
beef。 It was almost compensation for my suffering
to witness； once more； a manifestation of kindness
from this； my once affectionate old mistress。 Master
Hugh was very much enraged。 He gave expression
to his feelings by pouring out curses upon the heads
of those who did the deed。 As soon as I got a little
the better of my bruises； he took me with him to
Esquire Watson's； on Bond Street； to see what could
be done about the matter。 Mr。 Watson inquired who
saw the assault committed。 Master Hugh told him
it was done in Mr。 Gardner's ship…yard at midday；
where there were a large company of men at work。
〃As to that；〃 he said； 〃the deed was done； and there
was no question as to who did it。〃 His answer was；
he could do nothing in the case； unless some white
man would come forward and testify。 He could
issue no warrant on my word。 If I had been killed
in the presence of a thousand colored people； their
testimony combined would have been insufficient
to have arrested one of the murderers。 Master Hugh；
for once； was compelled to say this state of things
was too bad。 Of course； it was impossible to get any
white man to volunteer his testimony in my behalf；
and against the white young men。 Even those who
may have sympathized with me were not prepared
to do this。 It required a degree of courage unknown
to them to do so； for just at that time； the slightest
manifestation of humanity toward a colored person
was denounced as abolitionism； and that name sub…
jected its bearer to frightful liabilities。 The watch…
words of the bloody…minded in that region； and in
those days； were； 〃Damn the abolitionists！〃 and
〃Damn the niggers！〃 There was nothing done； and
probably nothing would have been done if I had
been killed。 Such was； and such remains； the state
of things in the Christian city of Baltimore。
Master Hugh； finding he could get no redress； re…
fused to let me go back again to Mr。 Gardner。 He
kept me himself； and his wife dressed my wound
till I was again restored to health。 He then took me
into the ship…yard of which he was foreman； in the
employment of Mr。 Walter Price。 There I was im…
mediately set to calking； and very soon learned the
art of using my mallet and irons。 In the course of
one year from the time I left Mr。 Gardner's； I was
able to command the highest wages given to the
most experienced calkers。 I was now of some impor…
tance to my master。 I was bringing him from six
to seven dollars per week。 I sometimes brought him
nine dollars per week： my wages were a dollar and
a half a day。 After learning how to calk； I sought
my own employment； made my own contracts； and
collected the money which I earned。 My pathway
became much more smooth than before； my condi…
tion was now much more comfortable。 When I could
get no calking to do； I did nothing。 During these
leisure times； those old notions about freedom would
steal over me again。 When in Mr。 Gardner's employ…
ment； I was kept in such a perpetual whirl of ex…
citement； I could think of nothing； scarcely； but
my life； and in thinking of my life； I almost forgot
my liberty。 I have observed this in my experience
of slavery；that whenever my condition was im…
proved； instead of its increasing my contentment；
it only increased my desire to be free； and set me to
thinking of plans to gain my freedom。 I have found
that； to make a contented slave； it is necessary to
make a thoughtless one。 It is necessary to darken his
moral and mental vision； and； as far as possible； to
annihilate the power of reason。 He must be able to
detect no inconsistencies in slavery； he must be made
to feel that slavery is right； and he can be brought
to that only when he ceases to be a man。
I was now getting； as I have said； one dollar and
fifty cents per day。 I contracted for it； I earned it；
it was paid to me； it was rightfully my own； yet；
upon each returning Saturday night； I was compelled
to deliver every cent of that money to Master Hugh。
And why？ Not because he earned it；not because
he had any hand in earning it；not because I owed
it to him；nor because he possessed the slightest
shadow of a right to it； but solely because he had
the power to compel me to give it up。 The right of
the grim…visaged pirate upon the high seas is exactly
the same。
CHAPTER XI
I now come to that part of my life during which I
planned； and finally succeeded in making； my escape
from slavery。 But before narrating any of the pe…
culiar circumstances； I deem it proper to make
known my intention not to state all the facts con…
nected with the transaction。 My reasons for pursuing
this course may be understood from the following：
First； were I to give a minute statement of all the
facts； it is not only possible； but quite probable； that
others would thereby be involved in the most embar…
rassing difficulties。 Secondly； such a statement would
most undoubtedly induce greater vigilance on the
part of slaveholders than has existed heretofore
among them； which would； of course； be the means
of guarding a door whereby some dear brother bond…
man might escape his galling chains。 I deeply regret
the necessity that impels me to suppress any thing
of importance connected with my experience in
slavery。 It would afford me great pleasure indeed；
as well as materially add to the interest of my nar…
rative； were I at liberty to gratify a curiosity； which
I know exists in the minds of many； by an accurate
statement of all the facts pertaining to my most
fortunate escape。 But I must deprive myself of this
pleasure； and the curious of the gratification which
such a statement would afford。 I would allow my…
self to suffer under the greatest imputations which
evil…minded men might suggest； rather than excul…
pate myself； and thereby run the hazard of closing
the slightest avenue by which a brother slave might
clear himself of the chains and fetters of slavery。
I have never approved of the very public manner
in which some of our western friends have conducted
what they call the ~underground railroad；~ but which
I think； by their open declarations； has been made
most emphatically the ~upperground railroad。~ I honor
those good men and women for their noble daring；
and applaud them for willingly subjecting them…
selves to bloody persecution； by openly avowing their
participation in the escape of slaves。 I； however； can
see very little good resulting from such a course；
either to themselves or the slaves escaping； while；
upon the other hand； I see and feel assured that
those open declarations are a positive evil to the
slaves remaining； who are seeking to escape。 They
do nothing towards enlightening the slave； whilst
they do much towards enlightening the master。
They stimulate him to greater watchfulness； and
enhance his power to capture his slave。 We owe
something to the slave south of the line as well as
to those north of it； and in aiding the latter on their
way to freedom； we should be careful to do nothing
which would be likely to hinder the former from
escaping from slavery。 I would keep the merciless
slaveholder profoundly ignorant of the means of
flight adopted by the slave。 I would leave him to
imagine himself surrounded by myriads of invisible
tormentors； ever ready to snatch from his infernal
grasp his trem