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〃In time some particular train of ideas fixes the attention; all other intellectual gratifications are rejected; the mind; in weariness or leisure; recurs constantly to the favourite conception; and feasts on the luscious falsehood whenever she is offended with the bitterness of truth。 By degrees the reign of fancy is confirmed; she grows first imperious and in time despotic。 Then fictions begin to operate as realities; false opinions fasten upon the mind; and life passes in dreams of rapture or of anguish。
〃This; sir; is one of the dangers of solitude; which the hermit has confessed not always to promote goodness; and the astronomer's misery has proved to be not always propitious to wisdom。〃
〃I will no more;〃 said the favourite; 〃imagine myself the Queen of Abyssinia。 I have often spent the hours which the Princess gave to my own disposal in adjusting ceremonies and regulating the Court; I have repressed the pride of the powerful and granted the petitions of the poor; I have built new palaces in more happy situations; planted groves upon the tops of mountains; and have exulted in the beneficence of royalty; till; when the Princess entered; I had almost forgotten to bow down before her。〃
〃And I;〃 said the Princess; 〃will not allow myself any more to play the shepherdess in my waking dreams。 I have often soothed my thoughts with the quiet and innocence of pastoral employments; till I have in my chamber heard the winds whistle and the sheep bleat; sometimes freed the lamb entangled in the thicket; and sometimes with my crook encountered the wolf。 I have a dress like that of the village maids; which I put on to help my imagination; and a pipe on which I play softly; and suppose myself followed by my flocks。〃
〃I will confess;〃 said the Prince; 〃an indulgence of fantastic delight more dangerous than yours。 I have frequently endeavoured to imagine the possibility of a perfect government; by which all wrong should be restrained; all vice reformed; and all the subjects preserved in tranquillity and innocence。 This thought produced innumerable schemes of reformation; and dictated many useful regulations and salutary effects。 This has been the sport and sometimes the labour of my solitude; and I start when I think with how little anguish I once supposed the death of my father and my brothers。〃
〃Such;〃 said Imlac; 〃are the effects of visionary schemes。 When we first form them; we know them to be absurd; but familiarise them by degrees; and in time lose sight of their folly。〃
CHAPTER XLV … THEY DISCOURSE WITH AN OLD MAN。
THE evening was now far past; and they rose to return home。 As they walked along the banks of the Nile; delighted with the beams of the moon quivering on the water; they saw at a small distance an old man whom the Prince had often heard in the assembly of the sages。 〃Yonder;〃 said he; 〃is one whose years have calmed his passions; but not clouded his reason。 Let us close the disquisitions of the night by inquiring what are his sentiments of his own state; that we may know whether youth alone is to struggle with vexation; and whether any better hope remains for the latter part of life。〃
Here the sage approached and saluted them。 They invited him to join their walk; and prattled awhile as acquaintance that had unexpectedly met one another。 The old man was cheerful and talkative; and the way seemed short in his company。 He was pleased to find himself not disregarded; accompanied them to their house; and; at the Prince's request; entered with them。 They placed him in the seat of honour; and set wine and conserves before him。
〃Sir;〃 said the Princess; 〃an evening walk must give to a man of learning like you pleasures which ignorance and youth can hardly conceive。 You know the qualities and the causes of all that you behold … the laws by which the river flows; the periods in which the planets perform their revolutions。 Everything must supply you with contemplation; and renew the consciousness of your own dignity。〃
〃Lady;〃 answered he; 〃let the gay and the vigorous expect pleasure in their excursions: it is enough that age can attain ease。 To me the world has lost its novelty。 I look round; and see what I remember to have seen in happier days。 I rest against a tree; and consider that in the same shade I once disputed upon the annual overflow of the Nile with a friend who is now silent in the grave。 I cast my eyes upwards; fix them on the changing moon; and think with pain on the vicissitudes of life。 I have ceased to take much delight in physical truth; for what have I to do with those things which I am soon to leave?〃
〃You may at least recreate yourself;〃 said Imlac; 〃with the recollection of an honourable and useful life; and enjoy the praise which all agree to give you。〃
〃Praise;〃 said the sage with a sigh; 〃is to an old man an empty sound。 I have neither mother to be delighted with the reputation of her son; nor wife to partake the honours of her husband。 I have outlived my friends and my rivals。 Nothing is now of much importance; for I cannot extend my interest beyond myself。 Youth is delighted with applause; because it is considered as the earnest of some future good; and because the prospect of life is far extended; but to me; who am now declining to decrepitude; there is little to be feared from the malevolence of men; and yet less to be hoped from their affection or esteem。 Something they may yet take away; but they can give me nothing。 Riches would now be useless; and high employment would be pain。 My retrospect of life recalls to my view many opportunities of good neglected; much time squandered upon trifles; and more lost in idleness and vacancy。 I leave many great designs unattempted; and many great attempts unfinished。 My mind is burdened with no heavy crime; and therefore I compose myself to tranquillity; endeavour to abstract my thoughts from hopes and cares which; though reason knows them to be vain; still try to keep their old possession of the heart; expect; with serene humility; that hour which nature cannot long delay; and hope to possess in a better state that happiness which here I could not find; and that virtue which here I have not attained。〃
He arose and went away; leaving his audience not much elated with the hope of long life。 The Prince consoled himself with remarking that it was not reasonable to be disappointed by this account; for age had never been considered as the season of felicity; and if it was possible to be easy in decline and weakness; it was likely that the days of vigour and alacrity might be happy; that the noon of life might be bright; if the evening could be calm。
The Princess suspected that age was querulous and malignant; and delighted to repress the expectations of those who had newly entered the world。 She had seen the possessors of estates look with envy on their heirs; and known many who enjoyed pleasures no longer than they could confine it to themselves。
Pekuah conjectured that the man was older than he appeared; and was willing to impute his complaints to delirious dejection; or else supposed that he had been unfortunate; and was therefore discontented。 〃For nothing;〃 said she; 〃is more common than to call our own condition the condition of life。〃
Imlac; who had no desire to see them depressed; smiled at the comforts which they could so readily procure to themselves; and remembered that at the same age he was equally confident of unmingled prosperity; and equally fertile of consolatory expedients。 He forbore to force upon them unwelcome knowledge; which time itself would too soon impress。 The Princess and her lady retired; the madness of the astronomer hung upon their minds; and they desired Imlac to enter upon his office; and delay next morning the rising of the sun。
CHAPTER XLVI … THE PRINCESS AND PEKUAH VISIT THE ASTRONOMER。
THE Princess and Pekuah; having talked in private of Imlac's astronomer; thought his character at once so amiable and so strange that they could not be satisfied without a nearer knowledge; and Imlac was requested to find the means of bringing them together。
This was somewhat difficult。 The philosopher had never received any visits from women; though he lived in a city that had in it many Europeans; who followed the manners of their own countries; and many from other parts of the world; that lived there with European liberty。 The ladies would not be refused; and several schemes were proposed for the accomplishment of their design。 It was proposed to introduce them as strangers in distress; to whom the sage was always accessible; but after some deliberation it appeared that by this artifice no acquaintance could be formed; for their conversation would be short; and they could not decently importune him often。 〃This;〃 said Rasselas; 〃is true; but I have yet a stronger objection against the misrepresentation of your state。 I have always considered it as treason against the great republic of human nature to make any man's virtues the means of deceiving him; whether on great or little occasions。 All imposture weakens confidence and chills benevolence。 When the sage finds