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t the secret marriage，and perhaps Dunstan would never come home．‘What a good thing I didn't confess every－thing to the Squire！’he thought．‘Now I can make Nancy and myself happy And the child？Well，it won't matter to her whether I'm her father or not．
That week the dead woman was buried in Raveloe，and the child stayed at the weaver's cottage．The villagers were very surprised that Silas had decided to keep her，but they liked him for wanting to help an orphan．The women，especially，were very ready to give him useful advice on taking care of children．
Dolly Winthrop came every day to help Silas．‘It's no trou－ble，'she said．‘I get up early，so I've got plenty of time．And I can bring you some of Aaron's old baby clothes，so you won't need to spend a lot of money on the child．I can wash her，and give her food，and—’
‘Ye—es，'said silas，hesitating．He was looking a little jeal－ously at the baby in Dolly's arms．‘That's very kind of you．But—but I want to do everything for her myself！I want her to be fond of me！She's my child！’
‘Don't worry，'said Dolly gently，giving him the child．‘Look，she loves you the best．See，she's smiling at you！And so Silas learnt how to take care of the little girl．He called her Eppie，which had been his little sister's name．His life was quite different now．When he was working and living only for his gold，he had not been interested in the world outside his cottage，or the people he sometimes met．But now that he had another reason for living，he had to look outward．He spent hours in the fields with Eppie，happily rediscovering the plants he used to know so well．Together they visited his neighbours，who were always delighted to see him and his adopted child．His days and evenings were full，taking care of a trusting，lov…ing child．
Godfrey Cass watched the little girl growing up with great interest During Eppie's childhood he often gave money to Silas to spend on her，but was careful that nobody should suspect him of being her father．His life was also changing．There was a new firmness about him which everyone noticed He was looking forward to marrying Nancy very soon．‘Nancy and I will have children！’he thought happily．‘But I won't forget that other child！’
8 Eppie has grown up
It was a bright autumn Sunday，sixteen years after Silas had found Eppie in his cottage．The Raveloe church bells were ringing，and people were coming out of church after the morning service．First came the new squire，Godfrey Cass，looking a little heavier now，but with a straight back and a firm step．On his arm was his wife Nancy，still a pretty woman．Just behind them came Mr Lammeter and Priscilla．They all went into the Red House．
‘You and Priscilla will stay for tea，won't you？Nancy asked her father．
‘My dear，you must ask Priscilla，'replied Mr Lammeter with a smile．‘She manages me and the farm as well．’
‘Well，it's better for your health if I manage everything，fa ther，'said Priscilla．‘Then there's nothing for you to worry about．No，Nancy dear，we must go home now． But you and I can have a walk round the garden while the servants are get ting the horses ready．
When the sisters were alone in the garden，Priscilla said，‘My dear，I'm very glad you're going to have a dairy．Making your own butter will give you something to think about all the time．You'll never be sad when you've got a dairy．’And she put her arm through her sister's．
‘Dear Priscilla，'said Nancy gratefully．‘I'm only ever sad when Godfrey is．I could be happy if he could accept our life as it is．But it's more difficult for a man ．’
‘Men！’cried Priscilla impatiently．‘They're always wanting something new！Never happy with what they've got！I'm glad I was too ugly to get married！I'm much happier with fa－ther！’
‘ Oh Priscilla，'said Nancy．‘Don't be angry with Godfrey—he's a very good husband． But of course he's disappointed that we haven't had children—he wanted them so much．’
‘Well，father is waiting for me—I'd better go now．Goodbye，my dear．’And the sisters kissed goodbye When Priscilla and her father had left，Godfrey said，‘Nancy，I think I'll just go and look at some of the fields we're draining near the old quarry ．’
‘You'll be back by tea…time，dear？’
‘Oh yes，I'll be back in an hour．’
This was a habit of Godfrey's on Sunday afternoons．He en－joyed walking round the fields that belonged to him now．So Nancy often had a quiet hour at about this time，which she spent reading，or sometimes just thinking。
She remembered all the little things that had happened to her，especially during her marriage，in the last fifteen years ．The great sadness of her married life had been the death of her only baby．Like most women，she had looked forward to be－coming a mother very much．But when the baby died soon af－ter it was born，she made herself accept the fact． She did not allow herself to think about it，or to wish for anything different．Godfrey，however，had been terribly disappointed，es－pecially when it seemed likely that Nancy could have no more children．
Nancy's religion was extremely important to her．She firmly believed that people should accept whatever happened to them in life，because it was God who decided everything．But she un…derstood how difficult it was for Godfrey to accept that their marriage would be childless．‘Was I right，'she wondered for the hundredth time，‘to refuse him，when he said we should adopt a child？I believe that if God hasn't given us a child，it's because God doesn't want us to have one．I'm sure I'm right．But poor Godfrey！It's worse for him than for me．I've got him， and the house，and now the dairy to think about． But although he's always good to me，I know he's unhappy—he wants children so much！’
From the first moment Godfrey had spoken of adopting a child，he had mentioned Eppie's name．She had always been the child he wanted to adopt．He had no idea that Silas would rather die than lose Eppie，and he imagined that the weaver would be glad if the child were adopted by the Cass family．‘After all，the girl will have a much better life with us，’he told himself．‘I can't be really happy if we don't have a child．And I can never tell Nancy the truth about Eppie—I'm afraid she'll hate me for it．’
While Nancy was sitting quietly in the Red House，thinking about her husband，Silas and Eppie were sitting outside their cottage near the quarry They had been to church too，which they did every week，like the Casses and most of the villagers Silas had started taking Eppie to church when she was very young，because Dolly Winthrop had persuaded him that every child should have some religious training．Because of Eppie，Silas was completely accepted in Raveloe now．Nobody thought he was strange any more；in fact，he was almost a popular fig…ure in the village．
He was older now，and could not work as hard as he used to．Recently，as he had more time to think，he had begun to re…member the past，and his old friends at the Light Street chapel．He realized how his once lonely life had changed since Eppie had come to him Now he had friends，and trusted people，and was happy． And he began to see that the God in the Raveloe church was the same God he had been so angry with，the last time he had been to the chapel．It seemed to him that there had been some mistake in his past，which had thrown a dark shadow over his early life Perhaps now he would never know whether Mr Paston，the chapel minister，still thought he was guilty of stealing．And he would never dis－cover why the drawing of the lots had seemed to prove his guilt．‘But there must be a Good of goodness in this world，’he thought，‘because He sent Eppie to me．I must just trust，and believe that He is right。'
He had told Eppie how her mother had died in the snow，and he had given her the dead woman's wedding ring．Eppie was not at all interested in who her real father was，as she thought she had the best father in the world already．At the moment she was sitting close to Silas outside their door in the sunshine．Neither of them had spoken for a while．
‘Father，'she said gently，‘if I get married，do you think I should wear my mother's ring？’
‘Oh，Eppie！'said Silas，surprised．‘Are you thinking of get－ting married，then？’
‘Well，Aaron was talking to me about it，'replied Eppie，blushing．‘You know he's nearly twenty…four now，and is earning good money， and he'd like to marry soon．’
‘And who would he like to marry？’asked Silas with rather a sad smile．
‘Why，me，of course，daddy！'said Eppie，laughing and kiss－ing her father．‘He won't want to marry anyone else！’
‘And you'd like to marry him，would you？’asked Silas．
‘Yes，one day．I don't know when．Aaron says everyone's married some time．But I told him that's not true，because you haven't ever been married，have you，daddy？’
‘No，child，'said Silas．‘I was a lonely man before you were sent to me．’
‘But you'll never be lonely again，father，'said Eppie loving－ly．‘That's what Aaron said．He doesn't want to take me away from you．He wants us all to live together，a