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e only family with whom we have here any acquaintance； but I never thought of crying； to be sure Eloisa and Mrs Marlowe have always been more together than with me； and have therefore contracted a kind of affection for each other； which does not make Tears so inexcusable in them as they would be in me。 The Marlowes are going to Town； Cliveland accompanies them； as neither Eloisa nor I could catch him I hope you or Matilda may have better Luck。 I know not when we shall leave Bristol； Eloisa's spirits are so low that she is very averse to moving； and yet is certainly by no means mended by her residence here。 A week or two will I hope determine our Measuresin the mean time believe me and etcand etc Charlotte Lutterell。
LETTER the EIGHTH Miss LUTTERELL to Mrs MARLOWE Bristol April 4th
I feel myself greatly obliged to you my dear Emma for such a mark of your affection as I flatter myself was conveyed in the proposal you made me of our Corresponding； I assure you that it will be a great releif to me to write to you and as long as my Health and Spirits will allow me； you will find me a very constant correspondent； I will not say an entertaining one； for you know my situation suffciently not to be ignorant that in me Mirth would be improper and I know my own Heart too well not to be sensible that it would be unnatural。 You must not expect news for we see no one with whom we are in the least acquainted； or in whose proceedings we have any Interest。 You must not expect scandal for by the same rule we are equally debarred either from hearing or inventing it。You must expect from me nothing but the melancholy effusions of a broken Heart which is ever reverting to the Happiness it once enjoyed and which ill supports its present wretchedness。 The Possibility of being able to write； to speak； to you of my lost Henry will be a luxury to me； and your goodness will not I know refuse to read what it will so much releive my Heart to write。 I once thought that to have what is in general called a Freind （I mean one of my own sex to whom I might speak with less reserve than to any other person） independant of my sister would never be an object of my wishes； but how much was I mistaken！ Charlotte is too much engrossed by two confidential correspondents of that sort； to supply the place of one to me； and I hope you will not think me girlishly romantic； when I say that to have some kind and compassionate Freind who might listen to my sorrows without endeavouring to console me was what I had for some time wished for； when our acquaintance with you； the intimacy which followed it and the particular affectionate attention you paid me almost from the first； caused me to entertain the flattering Idea of those attentions being improved on a closer acquaintance into a Freindship which； if you were what my wishes formed you would be the greatest Happiness I could be capable of enjoying。 To find that such Hopes are realised is a satisfaction indeed； a satisfaction which is now almost the only one I can ever experience。I feel myself so languid that I am sure were you with me you would oblige me to leave off writing； and I cannot give you a greater proof of my affection for you than by acting； as I know you would wish me to do； whether Absent or Present。 I am my dear Emmas sincere freind E。 L。
LETTER the NINTH Mrs MARLOWE to Miss LUTTERELL Grosvenor Street； April 10th
Need I say my dear Eloisa how wellcome your letter was to me I cannot give a greater proof of the pleasure I received from it； or of the Desire I feel that our Correspondence may be regular and frequent than by setting you so good an example as I now do in answering it before the end of the week。 But do not imagine that I claim any merit in being so punctual； on the contrary I assure you； that it is a far greater Gratification to me to write to you； than to spend the Evening either at a Concert or a Ball。 Mr Marlowe is so desirous of my appearing at some of the Public places every evening that I do not like to refuse him； but at the same time so much wish to remain at Home； that independant of the Pleasure I experience in devoting any portion of my Time to my Dear Eloisa； yet the Liberty I claim from having a letter to write of spending an Evening at home with my little Boy； you know me well enough to be sensible； will of itself be a sufficient Inducement （if one is necessary） to my maintaining with Pleasure a Correspondence with you。 As to the subject of your letters to me； whether grave or merry； if they concern you they must be equally interesting to me； not but that I think the melancholy Indulgence of your own sorrows by repeating them and dwelling on them to me； will only encourage and increase them； and that it will be more prudent in you to avoid so sad a subject； but yet knowing as I do what a soothing and melancholy Pleasure it must afford you； I cannot prevail on myself to deny you so great an Indulgence； and will only insist on your not expecting me to encourage you in it； by my own letters； on the contrary I intend to fill them with such lively Wit and enlivening Humour as shall even provoke a smile in the sweet but sorrowfull countenance of my Eloisa。
In the first place you are to learn that I have met your sisters three freinds Lady Lesley and her Daughters； twice in Public since I have been here。 I know you will be impatient to hear my opinion of the Beauty of three Ladies of whom you have heard so much。 Now； as you are too ill and too unhappy to be vain； I think I may venture to inform you that I like none of their faces so well as I do your own。 Yet they are all handsomeLady Lesley indeed I have seen before； her Daughters I beleive would in general be said to have a finer face than her Ladyship； and yet what with the charms of a Blooming complexion； a little Affectation and a great deal of small…talk； （in each of which she is superior to the young Ladies） she will I dare say gain herself as many admirers as the more regular features of Matilda； and Margaret。 I am sure you will agree with me in saying that they can none of them be of a proper size for real Beauty； when you know that two of them are taller and the other shorter than ourselves。 In spite of this Defect （or rather by reason of it） there is something very noble and majestic in the figures of the Miss Lesleys； and something agreably lively in the appearance of their pretty little Mother…in…law。 But tho' one may be majestic and the other lively； yet the faces of neither possess that Bewitching sweetness of my Eloisas； which her present languor is so far from diminushing。 What would my Husband and Brother say of us； if they knew all the fine things I have been saying to you in this letter。 It is very hard that a pretty woman is never to be told she is so by any one of her own sex without that person's being suspected to be either her determined Enemy； or her professed Toad…eater。 How much more amiable are women in that particular！ One man may say forty civil things to another without our supposing that he is ever paid for it； and provided he does his Duty by our sex； we care not how Polite he is to his own。
Mrs Lutterell will be so good as to accept my compliments； Charlotte； my Love； and Eloisa the best wishes for the recovery of her Health and Spirits that can be offered by her affectionate Freind E。 Marlowe。
I am afraid this letter will be but a poor specimen of my Powers in the witty way； and your opinion of them will not be greatly increased when I assure you that I have been as entertaining as I possibly could。
LETTER the TENTH From Miss MARGARET LESLEY to Miss CHARLOTTE LUTTERELL Portman Square April 13th
MY DEAR CHARLOTTE We left Lesley…Castle on the 28th of last Month； and arrived safely in London after a Journey of seven Days； I had the pleasure of finding your Letter here waiting my Arrival； for which you have my grateful Thanks。 Ah！ my dear Freind I every day more regret the serene and tranquil Pleasures of the Castle we have left； in exchange for the uncertain and unequal Amusements of this vaunted City。 Not that I will pretend to assert that these uncertain and unequal Amusements are in the least Degree unpleasing to me； on the contrary I enjoy them extremely and should enjoy them even more； were I not certain that every appearance I make in Public but rivetts the Chains of those unhappy Beings whose Passion it is impossible not to pity； tho' it is out of my power to return。 In short my Dear Charlotte it is my sensibility for the sufferings of so many amiable young Men； my Dislike of the extreme admiration I meet with； and my aversion to being so celebrated both in Public； in Private； in Papers； and in Printshops； that are the reasons why I cannot more fully enjoy； the Amusements so various and pleasing of London。 How often have I wished that I possessed as little Personal Beauty as you do； that my figure were as inelegant； my face as unlovely； and my appearance as unpleasing as yours！ But ah！ what little chance is there of so desirable an Event； I have had the small…pox； and must therefore submit to my unhappy fate。
I am now going to intrust you my dear Charlotte with a secret which has long disturbed the tranquility of my days； and which is of a kin