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2 new moon新月-第60章

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〃Yeah;〃 I answered with the same level of acid。 I didn't like Jacob when he acted this way。 〃What's it to 
you?〃 

He wrinkled his nose again like he smelled something unpleasant。 〃Where's your 'friend'?〃 I could hear 
the quotation marks in his tone。 

〃She had some errands to run。 Look; Jacob; what do you want?〃 

Something about the room seemed to make him edgier—his long arms were quivering。 He didn't answer 
my question。 Instead he moved on to the kitchen; his restless eyes darting everywhere。 

I followed him。 He paced back and forth along the short counter。 

〃Hey;〃 I said; putting myself in his way。 He stopped pacing and stared down at me。 〃What's your 
problem?〃 

〃I don't like having to be here。〃 

That stung。 I winced; and his eyes tightened。 

〃Then I'm sorry you had to come;〃 I muttered。 〃Why don't you tell me what you need so you can leave?〃 

〃I just have to ask you a couple of questions。 It shouldn't take long。 We have to get back for the funeral。〃 

〃Okay。 Get it over with then。〃 I was probably overdoing it with the antagonism; but I didn't want him to 
see how much this hurt。 I knew I wasn't being fair。 After all; I'd picked the bloodsucker over him last 
night。 I'd hurt him first。 

He took a deep breath; and his trembling fingers were suddenly still。 His face smoothed into a serene 
mask。 

〃One of the Cullens is staying here with you;〃 he stated。 

〃Yes。 Alice Cullen。〃 

He nodded thoughtfully。 〃How long is she here for?〃 

〃As long as she wants to be。〃 The belligerence was still there in my tone。 〃It's an open invitation。〃 

〃Do you think you could… please… explain to her about the other one—Victoria?〃 

I paled。 〃I told her about that。〃 

He nodded。 〃You should know that we can only watch our own lands with a Cullen here。 You'll only be 
safe in La Push。 I can't protect you here anymore。〃 

〃Okay;〃 I said in a small voice。 

He looked away then; out the back windows。 He didn't continue。 

〃Is that all?〃 

He kept his eyes on the glass as he answered。 〃Just one more thing。〃 

I waited; but he didn't continue。 〃Yes?〃 I finally prompted。 

〃Are the rest of them coming back now?〃 he asked in a cool; quiet voice。 It reminded me of Sam's 
always calm manner。 Jacob was becoming more like Sam… I wondered why that bothered me so much。 

Now I didn't speak。 He looked back at my face with probing eyes。 

〃Well?〃 he asked。 He struggled to conceal the tension behind his serene expression。 

〃No。〃 I said finally。 Grudgingly。 〃They aren't coming back。〃 

His expression didn't change。 〃Okay。 That's all。〃 

I glared at him; annoyance rekindled。 〃Well; run along now。 Go tell Sam that the scary monsters aren't 
coming to get you。〃 

〃Okay;〃 he repeated; still calm。 

That seemed to be it。 Jacob walked swiftly from the kitchen。 I waited to hear the front door open; but I 
heard nothing。 I could hear the clock over the stove ticking; and I marveled again at how quiet he'd 
become。 

What a disaster。 How could I have alienated him so completely in such a short amount of time? 

Would he forgive me when Alice was gone? What if he didn't? 

I slumped against the counter and buried my face in my hands。 How had I made such a mess of 
everything? But what could I have done differently? Even in hindsight; I couldn't think of any better way; 
any perfect course of action。 

〃Bella… ?〃 Jacob asked in a troubled voice。 

I pulled my face out of my hands to see Jacob hesitating in the kitchen doorway; he hadn't left when I'd 
thought。 It was only when I saw the clear drops sparkling in my hands that I realized I was crying。 

Jacob's calm expression was gone; his face was anxious and unsure。 He walked quickly back to stand in 
front of me; ducking his head so that his eyes were closer to being on the same level with mine。 

〃Did it again; didn't I?〃 

〃Did what?〃 I asked; my voice cracking。 

〃Broke my promise。 Sorry。〃 

〃'S'okay;〃 I mumbled。 〃I started it this time。〃 

His face twisted。 〃I knew how you felt about them。 It shouldn't have taken me by surprise like that。〃 

I could see the revulsion in his eyes。 I wanted to explain to him what Alice was really like; to defend her 
against the judgments he'd made; but something warned me that now was not the time。 

So I just said; 〃Sorry;〃 again。 

〃Let's not worry about it; okay? She's just visiting; right? She'll leave; and things will go back to normal。〃 

〃Can't I be friends with you both at the same time?〃 I asked; my voice not hiding an ounce of the hurt I 
felt。 

He shook his head slowly。 〃No; I don't think you can。〃 

I sniffed and stared at his big feet。 〃But you'll wait; right? You'll still be my friend; even though I love 
Alice; too?〃 

I didn't look up; afraid to see what he'd think of that last part。 It took him a minute to answer; so I was 
probably right not to look。 

〃Yeah; I'll always be your friend;〃 he said gruffly。 〃No matter what you love。〃 

〃Promise?〃 

〃Promise。〃 

I felt his arms wind around me; and I leaned against his chest; still sniffling。 〃This sucks。〃 

〃Yeah。〃 Then he sniffed my hair and said; 〃Ew。〃 

〃What?〃 I demanded。 I looked up to see that his nose was wrinkled again。 〃Why does everyone keep 
doing that to me? I don't smell!〃 

He smiled a little。 〃Yes; you do—you smell like them。 Blech。 Too sweet—sickly sweet。 And… icy。 It 
burns my nose。〃 

〃Really?〃 That was strange。 Alice smelled unbelievably wonderful。 To a human; anyway。 〃But why would 
Alice think I smelled; too; then?〃 

That wiped his smile away。 〃Huh。 Maybe I don't smell so good to her; either。 Huh。〃 

〃Well; you both smell fine to me。〃 I rested my head against him again。 I was going to miss him terribly 
when he walked out my door。 It was a nasty catch…22—on the one hand; I wanted Alice to stay forever。 
I was going to die—metaphorically—when she left me。 But how was I supposed to go without seeing 
Jake for any length of time? What a mess; I thought again。 

〃I'll miss you;〃 Jacob whispered; echoing my thoughts。 〃Every minute。 I hope she leaves soon。〃 

〃It really doesn't have to be that way; Jake。〃 

He sighed。 〃Yes; it really does。 Bella。 You… love her。 So I'd better not get anywhere near her。 I'm not 
sure that I'm even…tempered enough to handle that。 Sam would be mad if I broke the treaty; and〃—his 
voice turned sarcastic—〃you probably wouldn't like it too much if I killed your friend。〃 

I recoiled from him when he said that; but he only tightened his arms; refusing to let me escape。 〃There's 
no point in avoiding the truth。 That's the way things are; Bells。〃 

〃I do not like the way things are。〃 

Jacob freed one arm so that he could cup his big brown hand under my chin and make me look at him。 
〃Yeah。 It was easier when we were both human; wasn't it?〃 

I sighed。 

We stared at each other for a long moment。 His hand smoldered against my skin。 In my face; I knew 
there was nothing but wistful sadness—I didn't want to have to say goodbye now; no matter for how 
short a time。 At first his face reflected mine; but then; as neither of us looked away; his expression 
changed。 

He released me; lifting his other hand to brush his fingertips along my cheek; trailing them down to my 
jaw。 I could feel his fingers tremble—not with anger this time。 He pressed his palm against my cheek; so 
that my face was trapped between his burning hands。 

〃Bella;〃 he whispered。 

I was frozen。 

No! I hadn't made this decision yet。 I didn't know if I could do this; and now I was out of time to think。 
But I would have been a fool if I thought rejecting him now would have no consequences。 

I stared back at him。 He was not my Jacob; but he could be。 His face was familiar and beloved。 In so 
many real ways; I did love him。 He was my comfort; my safe harbor。 Right now; I could choose to have 
him belong to me。 

Alice was back for the moment; but that changed nothing。 True love was forever lost。 The prince was 
never coming back to kiss me awake from my enchanted sleep。 I was not a princess; after all。 So what 
was the fairy…tale protocol for other kisses? The mundane kind that didn't break any spells? 

Maybe it would be easy—like holding his hand or having his arms around me。 Maybe it would feel nice。 
Maybe it wouldn't feel like a betrayal。 Besides; who was I betraying; anyway? Just myself。 

Keeping his eyes on mine; Jacob began to bend his face toward me。 And I was still absolutely 
undecided。 

The shrill ring of the phone made us both jump; but it did not break his focus。 He took his hand from 
under my chin and reached over me to grab the receiver; but still held my face securely with the hand 
against my cheek。 His dark eyes did not free mine。 I was too muddled to react; even to take advantage 
of the distraction。 

〃Swan residence;〃 Jacob said; his husky voice low and intense。 

Someone answered; and Jacob altered in an instant。 He straightened up; and his hand dropped from my 
face。 His eyes went flat; his face blank; and I would have bet the measly remainder of my college f and 
that it was Alice。 

I recovered myself and held out my hand for the phone。 Jacob ignored me。 

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