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〃Jane; my child;〃 he gasped; 〃my poor little Jane!〃
〃Oh let me sleep;〃 she moaned feebly。
〃Darling; it's your own papa;〃 said Julia softly。
〃Poor papa!〃 said she; turning rather to Julia than to him。 〃Let me sleep。〃
She was in a half lethargic state。
Mr。 Hardie asked the doctor in an agitated whisper if he might move her home。 The doctor shook his head: 〃Not by my advice; her pulse is scarce perceptible。 We must not move her nor excite her; nor yet let her sink into lethargy。 She is in great danger; very great。〃
At these terrible words Mr。 Hardie groaned: and they all began to speak below the breath。
〃Edward;〃 murmured Mrs。 Dodd hurriedly; 〃run and put off the auction: put it off altogether; then go to the railway; nothing must come here to make a noise; and get straw put down directly。 Do that first; dear。〃
〃You are kinder to me than I deserve;〃 muttered Mr。 Hardie humbly; quite cowed by the blow that had fallen on him。 The words agitated Mrs。 Dodd with many thoughts; but she whispered as calmly as she could; 〃Let us think of nothing now but this precious life。〃
Mr。 Hardie begged to see the extent of the injury。
Mrs。 Dodd dissuaded him; but he persisted。 Then the doctor showed her poor head。
At that the father uttered a scream and sat quivering。 Julia buried her face in the bed…clothes directly; and sobbed vehemently。 It passed faintly across the benumbed and shuddering father; 〃How she loves my child; they all love her;〃 but the thought made little impression at the time; the mind was too full of terror and woe。 The doctor now asked for brandy in a whisper。 Mrs。 Dodd left the room with stealthy foot; and brought it。 He asked for a quill。 Julia went with swift; stealthy foot; and brought it。 With adroit and tender hands they aided the doctor; and trickled stimulants down her throat。 Then sat like statues of grief about the bed; only every now and then eye sought eye; and endeavoured to read what the other thought。 Was there hope? Was there none? And by…and…bye; so roving is the mind; especially when the body is still; these statues began to thrill with thoughts of the past as well as the absorbing present。
Ay; here were met a strange party; a stranger; for its size; methinks; never yet met on earth; to mingle their hearts together in one grief。
Just think! Of him who sat there with his face hidden in his hands; and his frame shuddering; all the others were the victims。
Yet the lady; whose husband he had robbed and driven mad; pitied and sympathised with him; and he saw it; the lady; whom he had insulted at the altar and blighted her young heart and life; pitied and sympathised with him; the poor old doctor pitied and sympathised; and was more like an anxious father than a physician。
Even Jane was one of his victims; for she fell by the hand of a man he had dishonestly ruined and driven out of his senses。
Thinking of all he had done; and this the end of it; he was at once crushed and melted。
He saw with awe that a mightier hand than man's was upon him; it had tossed him and his daughter into the house and the arms of the injured Dodds; in defiance of all human calculation; and he felt himself a straw in that hand: so he was; and the great globe itself。 Oh; if Jane should die! the one creature he loved; the one creature; bereaved of whom he could get no joy even from riches。
What would he not give to recall the past; since all his schemes had but ended in this。 Thus stricken by terror of the divine wrath; and touched by the goodness and kindness of those he had cruelly wronged; all the man was broken with remorse。 Then he vowed to undo his own work as far as possible: he would do anything; everything; if Heaven would spare him his child。
Now it did so happen that these resolves; earnest and sincere but somewhat vague; were soon put to the test; and; as often occurs; what he was called on to do first was that which he would rather have done last。 Thus it was: about five o'clock in the afternoon Jane Hardie opened her eyes and looked about her。
It was a moment of intense anxiety。 They all made signals; but held their breath。 She smiled at sight of Mr。 Hardie; and said; 〃Papa! dear papa!〃
There was great joy: silent on the part of Mrs。 Dodd and Julia; but Mr。 Hardie; who saw in this a good omen; Heaven recognising his penitence; burst out: 〃She knows me; she speaks; she will live。 How good God is! Yes; my darling child; it is your own father。 You will be brave and get well; for my sake。〃
Jane did not seem to pay much heed to these words: she looked straight before her like one occupied with her own thought; and said distinctly and solemnly; 〃Papasend for Alfred。〃
It fell on all three like a clap of thunder; those gentle but decided tones; those simple natural words。
Julia's eyes flashed into her mother's; and then sought the ground directly。
There was a dead silence。
Mr。 Hardie was the one to speak 〃Why for him; dear? Those who love you best are all here。〃
〃For Heaven's sake; don't thwart her; sir;〃 said the doctor; in alarm。 〃This is no time to refuse her anything in your power。 Sometimes the very expectation of a beloved person coming keeps them alive; stimulates the powers。〃
Mr。 Hardie was sore perplexed。 He recoiled from the sudden exposure that might take place; if Alfred without any preparation or previous conciliatory measures were allowed to burst in upon them。 And while his mind was whirling within him in doubt and perplexity; Jane spoke again; but no longer calmly and connectedly; she was beginning to wander。 Presently in her wandering she spoke of Edward; called him dear Edward。 Mrs。 Dodd rose hastily; and her first impulse was to ask both gentlemen to retire: so instinctively does a good woman protect her own sex against the other。 But; reflecting that this was the father; she made an excuse and retired herself instead; followed by Julia。 The doctor divined; and went to the window。 The father sat by the bed; and soon gathered his daughter loved Edward Dodd。
The time was gone by when this would have greatly pained him。
He sighed like one overmatched by fate; but said; 〃You shall have him; my darling; he is a good young man; he shall be your husband; you shall be happy。 Only live for my sake; for all our sakes。〃 She paid no attention and wandered on a little; but her mind gradually cleared; and by…and…bye she asked quietly for a glass of water。 Mr。 Hardie gave it her。 She sipped; and he took it from her。 She looked at him close; and said distinctly; 〃Have you sent for Alfred?〃
〃No; love; not yet。〃
〃Not yet? There is no time to lose;〃 she said gravely。
Mr。 Hardie trembled。 Then; being alone with her; the miserable man unable to say no; unwilling to say yes; tried to persuade her not to ask for Alfred。 〃My dear;〃 he whispered; 〃I will not refuse you: but I have a secret to confide to you。 Will you keep it?〃
〃Yes; papa; faithfully。〃
〃Poor Alfred is not himself。 He has delusions: he is partly insane。 My brother Thomas has thought it best for us all to put him under gentle restraint for a time。 It would retard his cure to have him down here and subject him to excitement。〃
〃Papa;〃 said Jane; 〃are you deceiving me; or are you imposed upon? Alfred insane! It is a falsehood。 He came to me the night before the wedding that was to be。 Oh; my brother; my darling brother; how dare they say you are insane! That letter you showed me then was a falsehood? Oh; papa!〃
〃I feared to frighten you;〃 said Mr。 Hardie; and hung his head。
〃I see it all;〃 she cried 〃those wicked men with their dark words have imposed on you。 Bring him to me that I may reconcile you all; and end all this misery ere I go hence and be no more seen。〃
〃Oh; my child; don't talk so;〃 cried Mr。 Hardie; trembling。 〃Think of your poor father。〃
〃I do;〃 she cried; 〃I do。 Oh; papa; I lie here between two worlds; and see them both so clear。 Trust to me: and; if you love me〃
〃If I love you; Jane? Better than all the world twice told。〃
〃Then don't refuse me this one favour: the last; perhaps; I shall ever ask you。 I want my brother here before it is too late。 Tell him he must come to his little sister; who loves him dearly; andis dying。
〃Oh no! no! no!〃 cried the agonised father; casting everything to the winds。 〃I will。 He shall be here in twelve hours。 Only promise me to bear up。 Have a strong will; have courage。 You shall have Alfred; you shall have anything you like on earth; anything that money can get you。 What am I saying? I have no money; it is all gone。 But I have a father's heart。 Madam; Mrs。 Dodd!〃 She came directly。
〃Can you give me paper? No; I won't trust to a letter。 I'll send off a special messenger this moment。 It is for my son; madam。 He will be here to…morrow morning。 God knows how it will all end。 But how can I refuse my dying child? Oh; madam; you are good; kind; forgiving; keep my poor girl alive for me: keep telling her Alfred is coming; she cares more for him than for her poor heart…broken father。〃
And the miserable man rushed out; leaving Mrs。 Dodd in tears for him。
He was no sooner gone than Julia came in; and clasped her mother; and trembled on her bosom。 Then Mrs。 Dodd knew she had overheard Mr。 Hardie's last words。
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