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Perhaps you said a good word for me。〃
〃It was the idea of the money；〃 said Miss Tita。
〃And did you suggest that？〃
〃I told her that you would perhaps give a good deal。〃
〃What made you think that？〃
〃I told her I thought you were rich。〃
〃And what put that idea into your head？〃
〃I don't know； the way you talked。〃
〃Dear me； I must talk differently now；〃 I declared。
〃I'm sorry to say it's not the case。〃
〃Well；〃 said Miss Tita； 〃I think that in Venice the forestieri；
in general； often give a great deal for something that after all isn't much。〃
She appeared to make this remark with a comforting intention； to wish to
remind me that if I had been extravagant I was not really foolishly singular。
We walked together along the sala； and as I took its magnificent
measure I said to her that I was afraid it would not form a part of my
quartiere。 Were my rooms by chance to be among those that opened into it？
〃Not if you go above； on the second floor；〃 she answered with a little
startled air； as if she had rather taken for granted I would know
my proper place。
〃And I infer that that's where your aunt would like me to be。〃
〃She said your apartments ought to be very distinct。〃
〃That certainly would be best。〃 And I listened with respect
while she told me that up above I was free to take whatever I liked；
that there was another staircase； but only from the floor on which
we stood； and that to pass from it to the garden…story or to come
up to my lodging I should have in effect to cross the great hall。
This was an immense point gained； I foresaw that it would
constitute my whole leverage in my relations with the two ladies。
When I asked Miss Tita how I was to manage at present to find
my way up she replied with an access of that sociable shyness
which constantly marked her manner。
〃Perhaps you can't。 I don't seeunless I should go with you。〃
She evidently had not thought of this before。
We ascended to the upper floor and visited a long succession of
empty rooms。 The best of them looked over the garden； some of the others
had a view of the blue lagoon； above the opposite rough…tiled housetops。
They were all dusty and even a little disfigured with long neglect；
but I saw that by spending a few hundred francs I should be able
to convert three or four of them into a convenient habitation。
My experiment was turning out costly； yet now that I had all
but taken possession I ceased to allow this to trouble me。
I mentioned to my companion a few of the things that I should put in；
but she replied rather more precipitately than usual that I might
do exactly what I liked； she seemed to wish to notify me that the
Misses Bordereau would take no overt interest in my proceedings。
I guessed that her aunt had instructed her to adopt this tone； and I
may as well say now that I came afterward to distinguish perfectly
（as I believed） between the speeches she made on her own responsibility
and those the old lady imposed upon her。 She took no notice of the unswept
condition of the rooms and indulged in no explanations nor apologies。
I said to myself that this was a sign that Juliana and her niece
（disenchanting idea！） were untidy persons； with a low Italian standard；
but I afterward recognized that a lodger who had forced an entrance
had no locus standi as a critic。 We looked out of a good
many windows； for there was nothing within the rooms to look at；
and still I wanted to linger。 I asked her what several different objects
in the prospect might be； but in no case did she appear to know。
She was evidently not familiar with the viewit was as if she
had not looked at it for yearsand I presently saw that she was
too preoccupied with something else to pretend to care for it。
Suddenly she saidthe remark was not suggested：
〃I don't know whether it will make any difference to you；
but the money is for me。〃
〃The money？〃
〃The money you are going to bring。〃
〃Why； you'll make me wish to stay here two or three years。〃
I spoke as benevolently as possible； though it had begun to act
on my nerves that with these women so associated with Aspern
the pecuniary question should constantly come back。
〃That would be very good for me；〃 she replied； smiling。
〃You put me on my honor！〃
She looked as if she failed to understand this； but went on：
〃She wants me to have more。 She thinks she is going to die。〃
〃Ah； not soon； I hope！〃 I exclaimed with genuine feeling。
I had perfectly considered the possibility that she would destroy
her papers on the day she should feel her end really approach。
I believed that she would cling to them till then； and I think
I had an idea that she read Aspern's letters over every night
or at least pressed them to her withered lips。 I would have
given a good deal to have a glimpse of the latter spectacle。
I asked Miss Tita if the old lady were seriously ill； and she
replied that she was only very tiredshe had lived so very；
very long。 That was what she said herselfshe wanted to die
for a change。 Besides； all her friends were dead long ago；
either they ought to have remained or she ought to have gone。
That was another thing her aunt often saidshe was not
at all content。
〃But people don't die when they like； do they？〃 Miss Tita inquired。
I took the liberty of asking why； if there was actually enough money
to maintain both of them； there would not be more than enough in case
of her being left alone。 She considered this difficult problem
a moment and then she said； 〃Oh； well； you know； she takes care of me。
She thinks that when I'm alone I shall be a great fool； I shall not know
how to manage。〃
〃I should have supposed that you took care of her。
I'm afraid she is very proud。〃
〃Why； have you discovered that already？〃 Miss Tita cried with the glimmer
of an illumination in her face。
〃I was shut up with her there for a considerable time； and she struck me；
she interested me extremely。 It didn't take me long to make my discovery。
She won't have much to say to me while I'm here。〃
〃No； I don't think she will；〃 my companion averred。
〃Do you suppose she has some suspicion of me？〃
Miss Tita's honest eyes gave me no sign that I had touched a mark。
〃I shouldn't think soletting you in after all so easily。〃
〃Oh； so easily！ she has covered her risk。 But where is it
that one could take an advantage of her？〃
〃I oughtn't to tell you if I knew； ought I？〃 And Miss Tita added；
before I had time to reply to this； smiling dolefully； 〃Do you
think we have any weak points？〃
〃That's exactly what I'm asking。 You would only have to mention
them for me to respect them religiously。〃
She looked at me； at this； with that air of timid but candid
and even gratified curiosity with which she had confronted me
from the first； and then she said； 〃There is nothing to tell。
We are terribly quiet。 I don't know how the days pass。
We have no life。〃
〃I wish I might think that I should bring you a little。〃
〃Oh； we know what we want；〃 she went on。 〃It's all right。〃
There were various things I desired to ask her： how in the world
they did live； whether they had any friends or visitors；
any relations in America or in other countries。 But I judged such
an inquiry would be premature； I must leave it to a later chance。
〃Well； don't YOU be proud；〃 I contented myself with saying。
〃Don't hide from me altogether。〃
〃Oh； I must stay with my aunt；〃 she returned； without looking at me。
And at the same moment； abruptly； without any ceremony of parting；
she quitted me and disappeared； leaving me to make my own way downstairs。
I remained a while longer； wandering about the bright desert （the sun was
pouring in） of the old house； thinking the situation over on the spot。
Not even the pattering little serva came to look after me； and I
reflected that after all this treatment showed confidence。
IV
Perhaps it did； but all the same； six weeks later；
toward the middle of June； the moment when Mrs。 Prest undertook
her annual migration； I had made no measurable advance。
I was obliged to confess to her that I had no results to speak of。
My first step had been unexpectedly rapid； but there
was no appearance that it would be followed by a second。
I was a thousand miles from taking tea with my hostesses
that privilege of which； as I reminded Mrs。 Prest； we both
had had a vision。 She reproached me with wanting boldness；
and I answered that even to be bold you must have an opportunity：
you may push on through a breach but you can't batter down
a dead wall。 She answered that the breach I had already made
was big enough to admit an army and accused me of wasting precious
hours in whimpering in her salon when I ought to have been
carrying on the struggle in the field。 It is true that I went
to see her very often；