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Cowperwood laughed even as she laughed； for he knew she was right and he felt sorry for her。 At the same time her biting humor pleased him。 He knew that she did not really suspect him of actual infidelity； he was obviously so fond of her。 But she also knew that he was innately attractive to women； and that there were enough of the philandering type to want to lead him astray and make her life a burden。 Also that he might prove a very willing victim。
Sex desire and its fruition being such an integral factor in the marriage and every other sex relation； the average woman is prone to study the periodic manifestations that go with it quite as one dependent on the weathera sailor； or examplemight study the barometer。 In this Aileen was no exception。 She was so beautiful herself； and had been so much to Cowperwood physically； that she had followed the corresponding evidences of feeling in him with the utmost interest； accepting the recurring ebullitions of his physical emotions as an evidence of her own enduring charm。 As time went on； howeverand that was long before Mrs。 Sohlberg or any one else had appearedthe original flare of passion had undergone a form of subsidence； though not noticeable enough to be disturbing。 Aileen thought and thought； but she did not investigate。 Indeed； because of the precariousness of her own situation as a social failure she was afraid to do so。
With the arrival of Mrs。 Sohlberg and then of Antoinette Nowak as factors in the potpourri； the situation became more difficult。 Humanly fond of Aileen as Cowperwood was； and because of his lapses and her affection； desirous of being kind； yet for the time being he was alienated almost completely from her。 He grew remote according as his clandestine affairs were drifting or blazing； without； however； losing his firm grip on his financial affairs； and Aileen noticed it。 It worried her。 She was so vain that she could scarcely believe that Cowperwood could long be indifferent； and for a while her sentimental interest in Sohlberg's future and unhappiness of soul beclouded her judgment； but she finally began to feel the drift of affairs。 The pathos of all this is that it so quickly descends into the realm of the unsatisfactory； the banal； the pseudo intimate。 Aileen noticed it at once。 She tried protestations。 〃You don't kiss me the way you did once；〃 and then a little later； 〃You haven't noticed me hardly for four whole days。 What's the matter？〃
〃Oh； I don't know；〃 replied Cowperwood； easily； 〃I guess I want you as much as ever。 I don't see that I am any different。〃 He took her in his arms and petted and caressed her； but Aileen was suspicious； nervous。
The psychology of the human animal； when confronted by these tangles； these ripping tides of the heart； has little to do with so…called reason or logic。 It is amazing how in the face of passion and the affections and the changing face of life all plans and theories by which we guide ourselves fall to the ground。 Here was Aileen talking bravely at the time she invaded Mrs。 Lillian Cowperwood's domain of the necessity of 〃her Frank〃 finding a woman suitable to his needs； tastes； abilities； but now that the possibility of another woman equally or possibly better suited to him was looming in the offingalthough she had no idea who it might beshe could not reason in the same way。 Her ox； God wot； was the one that was being gored。 What if he should find some one whom he could want more than he did her？ Dear heaven； how terrible that would be！ What would she do？ she asked herself； thoughtfully。 She lapsed into the blues one afternoonalmost criedshe could scarcely say why。 Another time she thought of all the terrible things she would do； how difficult she would make it for any other woman who invaded her preserves。 However； she was not sure。 Would she declare war if she discovered another？ She knew she would eventually； and yet she knew； too； that if she did； and Cowperwood were set in his passion； thoroughly alienated； it would do no good。 It would be terrible； but what could she do to win him back？ That was the issue。 Once warned； however； by her suspicious questioning； Cowperwood was more mechanically attentive than ever。 He did his best to conceal his altered moodhis enthusiasms for Mrs。 Sohlberg； his interest in Antoinette Nowakand this helped somewhat。
But finally there was a detectable change。 Aileen noticed it first after they had been back from Europe nearly a year。 At this time she was still interested in Sohlberg； but in a harmlessly flirtatious way。 She thought he might be interesting physically； but would he be as delightful as Cowperwood？ Never！ When she felt that Cowperwood himself might he changing she pulled herself up at once； and when Antoinette appearedthe carriage incidentSohlberg lost his； at best； unstable charm。 She began to meditate on what a terrible thing it would be to lose Cowperwood； seeing that she had failed to establish herself socially。 Perhaps that had something to do with his defection。 No doubt it had。 Yet she could not believe； after all his protestations of affection in Philadelphia； after all her devotion to him in those dark days of his degradation and punishment； that he would really turn on her。 No； he might stray momentarily； but if she protested enough； made a scene； perhaps； he would not feel so free to injure herhe would remember and be loving and devoted again。 After seeing him； or imagining she had seen him； in the carriage； she thought at first that she would question him； but later decided that she would wait and watch more closely。 Perhaps he was beginning to run around with other women。 There was safety in numbersthat she knew。 Her heart； her pride； was hurt； but not broken。
Chapter XVIII
The Clash
The peculiar personality of Rita Sohlberg was such that by her very action she ordinarily allayed suspicion； or rather distracted it。 Although a novice； she had a strange ease； courage； or balance of soul which kept her whole and self…possessed under the most trying of circumstances。 She might have been overtaken in the most compromising of positions； but her manner would always have indicated ease； a sense of innocence； nothing unusual； for she had no sense of moral degradation in this matterno troublesome emotion as to what was to flow from a relationship of this kind； no worry as to her own soul； sin； social opinion； or the like。 She was really interested in art and lifea pagan； in fact。 Some people are thus hardily equipped。 It is the most notable attribute of the hardier type of personalitiesnot necessarily the most brilliant or successful。 You might have said that her soul was naively unconscious of the agony of others in loss。 She would have taken any loss to herself with an amazing equablenesssome qualms； of course； but not manybecause her vanity and sense of charm would have made her look forward to something better or as good。
She had called on Aileen quite regularly in the past； with or without Harold； and had frequently driven with the Cowperwoods or joined them at the theater or elsewhere。 She had decided； after becoming intimate with Cowperwood； to study art again； which was a charming blind； for it called for attendance at afternoon or evening classes which she frequently skipped。 Besides； since Harold had more money he was becoming gayer； more reckless and enthusiastic over women； and Cowperwood deliberately advised her to encourage him in some liaison which； in case exposure should subsequently come to them； would effectually tie his hands。
〃Let him get in some affair；〃 Cowperwood told Rita。 〃We'll put detectives on his trail and get evidence。 He won't have a word to say。〃
〃We don't really need to do that；〃 she protested sweetly； naively。 〃He's been in enough scrapes as it is。 He's given me some of the letters〃（she pronounced it 〃lettahs〃）〃written him。〃
〃But we'll need actual witnesses if we ever need anything at all。 Just tell me when he's in love again； and I'll do the rest。〃
〃You know I think；〃 she drawled； amusingly； 〃that he is now。 I saw him on the street the other day with one of his studentsrather a pretty girl； too。〃
Cowperwood was pleased。 Under the circumstances he would almost have been willingnot quitefor Aileen to succumb to Sohlberg in order to entrap her and make his situation secure。 Yet he really did not wish it in the last analysiswould have been grieved temporarily if she had deserted him。 However； in the case of Sohlberg； detectives were employed； the new affair with the flighty pupil was unearthed and sworn to by witnesses； and this； combined with the 〃lettahs〃 held by Rita； constituted ample material wherewith to 〃hush up〃 the musician if ever he became unduly obstreperous。 So Cowperwood and Rita's state was quite comfortable。
But Aileen； meditating over Antoinette Nowak； was beside herself with curiosity； doubt； worry。 She did not want to injure Cowperwood in any way after his bitter Philadelphia experience； and yet when she thought of his deserting her in this way she fell into a great rage。 Her vanity； as much as her love； was hurt。 What could she do to justify or set at rest her suspicions？ Watch him personally？ She was too digni