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October; November; December passed away。 One afternoon in
January; Mrs。 Fairfax had begged a holiday for Adele; because she
had a cold; and; as Adele seconded the request with an ardour that
reminded me how precious occasional holidays had been to me in my
own childhood; I accorded it; deeming that I did well in showing
pliability on the point。 It was a fine; calm day; though very cold;
I was tired of sitting still in the library through a whole long
morning: Mrs。 Fairfax had just written a letter which was waiting to
be posted; so I put on my bonnet and cloak and volunteered to carry it
to Hay; the distance; two miles; would be a pleasant winter
afternoon walk。 Having seen Adele comfortably seated in her little
chair by Mrs。 Fairfax's parlour fireside; and given her her best wax
doll (which I usually kept enveloped in silver paper in a drawer) to
play with; and a story…book for a change of amusement; and having
replied to her 'Revenez bientot; ma bonne amie; ma chere Mdlle。
Jeannette;' with a kiss I set out。
The ground was hard; the air was still; my road was lonely; I
walked fast till I got warm; and then I walked slowly to enjoy and
analyse the species of pleasure brooding for me in the hour and
situation。 It was three o'clock; the church bell tolled as I passed
under the belfry: the charm of the hour lay in its approaching
dimness; in the low…gliding and pale…beaming sun。 I was a mile from
Thornfield; in a lane noted for wild roses in summer; for nuts and
blackberries in autumn; and even now possessing a few coral
treasures in hips and haws; but whose best winter delight lay in its
utter solitude and leafless repose。 If a breath of air stirred; it
made no sound here; for there was not a holly; not an evergreen to
rustle; and the stripped hawthorn and hazel bushes were as still as
the white; worn stones which causewayed the middle of the path。 Far
and wide; on each side; there were only fields; where no cattle now
browsed; and the little brown birds; which stirred occasionally in the
hedge; looked like single russet leaves that had forgotten to drop。
This lane inclined up…hill all the way to Hay; having reached the
middle; I sat down on a stile which led thence into a field。 Gathering
my mantle about me; and sheltering my hands in my muff; I did not feel
the cold; though it froze keenly; as was attested by a sheet of ice
covering the causeway; where a little brooklet; now congealed; had
overflowed after a rapid thaw some days since。 From my seat I could
look down on Thornfield: the grey and battlemented hall was the
principal object in the vale below me; its woods and dark rookery rose
against the; west。 I lingered till the sun went down amongst the
trees; and sank crimson and clear behind them。 I then turned eastward。
On the hill…top above me sat the rising moon; pale yet as a
cloud; but brightening momentarily; she looked over Hay; which; half
lost in trees; sent up a blue smoke from its few chimneys: it was
yet a mile distant; but in the absolute hush I could hear plainly
its thin murmurs of life。 My ear; too; felt the flow of currents; in
what dales and depths I could not tell: but there were many hills
beyond Hay; and doubtless many becks threading their passes。 That
evening calm betrayed alike the tinkle of the nearest streams; the
sough of the most remote。
A rude noise broke on these fine ripplings and whisperings; at once
so far away and so clear: a positive tramp; tramp; a metallic clatter;
which effaced the soft wave…wanderings; as; in a picture; the solid
mass of a crag; or the rough boles of a great oak; drawn in dark and
strong on the foreground; efface the aerial distance of azure hill;
sunny horizon; and blended clouds where tint melts into tint。
The din was on the causeway: a horse was coming; the windings of
the lane yet hid it; but it approached。 I was just leaving the
stile; yet; as the path was narrow; I sat still to let it go by。 In
those days I was young; and all sorts of fancies bright and dark
tenanted my mind: the memories of nursery stories were there amongst
other rubbish; and when they recurred; maturing youth added to them
a vigour and vividness beyond what childhood could give。 As this horse
approached; and as I watched for it to appear through the dusk; I
remembered certain of Bessie's tales; wherein figured a
North…of…England spirit called a 'Gytrash;' which; in the form of
horse; mule; or large dog; haunted solitary ways; and sometimes came
upon belated travellers; as this horse was now coming upon me。
It was very near; but not yet in sight; when; in addition to the
tramp; tramp; I heard a rush under the hedge; and close down by the
hazel stems glided a great dog; whose black and white colour made
him a distinct object against the trees。 It was exactly one form of
Bessie's Gytrash… a lion…like creature with long hair and a huge head:
it passed me; however; quietly enough; not staying to look up; with
strange pretercanine eyes; in my face; as I half expected it would。
The horse followed;… a tall steed; and on its back a rider。 The man;
the human being; broke the spell at once。 Nothing ever rode the
Gytrash: it was always alone; and goblins; to my notions; though
they might tenant the dumb carcasses of beasts; could scarce covet
shelter in the commonplace human form。 No Gytrash was this;… only a
traveller taking the short cut to Millcote。 He passed; and I went
on; a few steps; and I turned: a sliding sound and an exclamation of
'What the deuce is to do now?' and a clattering tumble; arrested my
attention。 Man and horse were down; they had slipped on the sheet of
ice which glazed the causeway。 The dog came bounding back; and
seeing his master in a predicament; and hearing the horse groan;
barked till the evening hills echoed the sound; which was deep in
proportion to his magnitude。 He snuffed round the prostrate group; and
then he ran up to me; it was all he could do;… there was no other help
at hand to summon。 I obeyed him; and walked down to the traveller;
by this time struggling himself free of his steed。 His efforts were so
vigorous; I thought he could not be much hurt; but I asked him the
question…
'Are you injured; sir?'
I think he was swearing; but am not certain; however; he was
pronouncing some formula which prevented him from replying to me
directly。
'Can I do anything?' I asked again。
'You must just stand on one side;' he answered as he rose; first to
his knees; and then to his feet。 I did; whereupon began a heaving;
stamping; clattering process; accompanied by a barking and baying
which removed me effectually some yards' distance; but I would not
be driven quite away till I saw the event。 This was finally fortunate;
the horse was re…established; and the dog was silenced with a 'Down;
Pilot!' The traveller now; stooping; felt his foot and leg; as if
trying whether they were sound; apparently something ailed them; for
he halted to the stile whence I had just risen; and sat down。
I was in the mood for being useful; or at least officious; I think;
for I now drew near him again。
'If you are hurt; and want help; sir; I can fetch some one either
from Thornfield Hall or from Hay。'
'Thank you: I shall do: I have no broken bones;… only a sprain;'
and again he stood up and tried his foot; but the result extorted an
involuntary 'Ugh!'
Something of daylight still lingered; and the moon was waxing
bright: I could see him plainly。 His figure was enveloped in a
riding cloak; fur collared and steel clasped; its details were not
apparent; but I traced the general points of middle height and
considerable breadth of chest。 He had a dark face; with stern features
and a heavy brow; his eyes and gathered eyebrows looked ireful and
thwarted just now; he was past youth; but had not reached
middle…age; perhaps he might be thirty…five。 I felt no fear of him;
and but little shyness。 Had he been a handsome; heroic…looking young
gentleman; I should not have dared to stand thus questioning him
against his will; and offering my services unasked。 I had hardly
ever seen a handsome youth; never in my life spoken to one。 I had a
theoretical reverence and homage for beauty; elegance; gallantry;
fascination; but had I met those qualities incarnate in masculine
shape; I should have known instinctively that they neither had nor
could have sympathy with anything in me; and should have shunned
them as one would fire; lightning; or anything else that is bright but
antipathetic。
If even this stranger had smiled and been good…humoured to me
when I addressed him; if he had put off my offer of assistance gaily
and with thanks; I should have gone on my way and not felt any
vocation to renew inquiries: but the frown; the roughness of the
traveller; set me at my ease: I retained my station when he waved to
me to go; and announced…
'I cannot think of leaving you; sir; at so late an hour; in this
solitary lane; till I see you are fit to mount your horse。'
He looked at me when I said this; he had