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the governess-第18章

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 of this gift; he likewise gave me a perfect knowledge of the true value of everything around me; by which means I might learn; whatever outward accidents befell me; not to lose the greatest blessing in this world; namely; a calm and contented mind。  He taught me so well my duty; that I cheerfully obeyed my mother in all things; though she seldom gave me a kind word; or even a kind look; for my spiteful sister was always telling some lies to make her angry with me。  But my heart overflowed with gratitude to my father; that he would give me leave to love him; whilst he instructed me that it was my duty to pay him the most strict obedience。

'Brunetta was daily encouraged by her mother to use me ill; and chiefly because my father loved me; and although she succeeded in all her designs of revenge on me; yet was she very uneasy; because she could not take away the cheerfulness of my mind; for I bore with patience whatever happened to me:  and she would often say; 〃must I with all my beauty; power; and wisdom (for so she called her low cunning) be suffering perpetual uneasiness? and shall you; who have neither beauty; power; nor wisdom; pretend to be happy and cheerful?〃  Then would she cry and stamp; and rave like a mad creature; and set her invention at work to make my mother beat me; or lock me up; or take from me some of my best clothes to give to her; yet still could not her power extend to vex my mind:  and this used to throw her again into such passions; as weakened her health; and greatly impaired her so much boasted beauty。

'In this manner we lived; till on a certain day; after Brunetta had been in one of her rages with me for nothing; my father came in and chid her for it; which; when my mother heard; she threw herself into such a violent passion; that her husband could not pacify her。  And; being big with child; the convulsions; caused by her passions; brought her to her grave。  Thus my father lost her; by the same uncontrollable excesses; the fatal effects of which he had before ruined his daughter to preserve her from。  He did not long survive her; but; before he died; gave me a little wand; which; by striking three times on the ground; he said; would at any time produce me any necessary or convenience of life; which I really wanted; either for myself; or the assistance of others; and this he gave me; because he was very sensible; he said; that as soon as he was dead; my sister would never rest till she had got from me both his castle; and everything that I had belonging to me; in it。  〃But;〃 continued he; 〃whenever you are driven from thence; bend your course directly into the pleasant wood Ardella; there strike with your wand; and everything you want; will be provided for you。  But keep this wand a profound secret; or Brunetta will get it from you; and then (though you can never; while you preserve your patience; be unhappy) you will not have it in your power to be of so much use as you would wish to be; to those who shall stand in need of your assistance。〃  Saying these words; he expired; as I kneeled by his bedside; attending his last commands; and bewailing the loss of so good a father。

'In the midst of this our distress; we sent to my Uncle Sochus; my father's brother; to come to us; and to assist us in an equal division of my deceased father's effects; but my sister soon contrived to make him believe; that I was the wickedest girl alive; and had always set my father against her by my art; which she said I pretended to call my wisdom; and by several handsome presents she soon persuaded him (for he did not care a farthing for either of us) to join with her in saying; that; as she was the eldest sister; she had a full right to the castle; and everything in it; but she told me I was very welcome to stay there; and live with her; if I pleased; and while I behaved myself well; she should be very glad of my company。

'As it was natural for me to love every one that would give me leave to love them; I was quite overjoyed at this kind offer of my sister's; and never once thought on the treachery she had so lately been guilty of; and I have since reflected; that happy was it for me; that passion was so much uppermost with her; that she could not execute any plot; that required a dissimulation of any long continuance; for had her good humour lasted but one four…and…twenty hours; it is very probable that I should have opened my whole heart to her; should have endeavoured to have begun a friendship with her; and perhaps have betrayed the secret of my wand; but just as it was sunset; she came into the room where I was; in the most violent passion in the world; accusing me to my uncle of ingratitude to her great generosity; in suffering me to live in her castle。  She said; 〃that she had found me out; and that my crimes were of the blackest dye;〃 although she would not tell me either what they were; or who were my accusers。  She would not give me leave to speak; either to ask what my offence was; or to justify my innocence; and I plainly perceived; that her pretended kindness was only designed to make my disappointment the greater; and that she was now determined to find me guilty; whether I pleaded; or not。  And after she had raved on for some time; she said to me with a sneer; 〃Since you have always boasted of your calm and contented mind; you may now try to be contented this night with the softness of the grass for your bed; for here in my castle you shall not stay one moment longer。〃  And so saying; she and my uncle led me to the outer court; and thrusting me with all their force from them; they shut up the gates; bolting and barring them as close as if to keep out a giant; and left me; at that time of night; friendless; and; as they thought; destitute of any kind of support。

'I then remembered my dear father's last words; and made what haste I could to this wood; which is not above a mile distant from the castle; and being; as I thought; about the middle of it; I struck three times with my wand; and immediately up rose this grove of trees; which you see; this house; and all the other conveniences; which I now enjoy; and getting that very night into this my plain and easy bed; I enjoyed as sweet a repose as ever I did in my life; only delayed; indeed; a short time; by a few sighs; for the loss of so good a parent; and the unhappy state of a self…tormented sister; whose slumbers (I fear) on a bed of down; were more restless and interrupted that night than mine would have been; even had not my father's present of the wand prevented me from the necessity of using the bed of grass; which she; in her wrath; allotted me。  In this grove; which I call Placid Grove; is contained all that I want; and it is so well secured from any invaders; by the thick briars and thorns which surround it; having no entrance but through that tender jessamine; that I live in no apprehensions of any disturbance; though so near my sister's castle。  But once; indeed; she came with a large train; and; whilst I was asleep; set fire to the trees all around me; and waking; I found myself almost suffocated with smoke; and the flames had reached one part of my House。  I started from my bed; and striking on the ground three times with my wand; there came such a quantity of water from the heavens; as soon extinguished the fire; and the next morning; by again having recourse to my wand; all things grew up into their convenient and proper order。  When my sister Brunetta found that I had such a supernatural power at my command; though she knew not what it was; she desisted from ever attempting any more by force to disturb me; and now only uses all sorts of arts and contrivances to deceive me; or any persons whom I would wish to secure。  One of my father's daily lessons to me was; that I should never omit any one day of my life endeavouring to be as serviceable as I possibly could to any person in distress。  And I daily wander; as far as my feet will carry me; in search of any such; and hither I invite them to peace and calm contentment。  But my father added also this command; that I should never endeavour doing any farther good to those whom adversity had not taught to hearken to the voice of reason; enough to enable them so to conquer their passions as not to think themselves miserable in a safe retreat from noise and confusion。  This was the reason I could not gratify you in relating the history of my life; whilst you gave way to raging passions; which only serve to blind your eyes; and shut your ears from truth。  But now; great queen (for I know your state; from what you vented in your grief); I am ready to endow this little princess with any gift in my power; that I know will tend really to her good; and I hope your experience of the world has made you too reasonable to require any other。'

The queen considered a little while; and then desired Sybella to endow the princess with that only wisdom which would enable her to see and follow what was her own true good; to know the value of everything around her; and to be sensible that following the paths of goodness and performing her duty was the only road to content and happiness。

Sybella was overjoyed at the queen's request; and immediately granted it; only telling the Princess Hebe; that it was absolutely n
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