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irreligious and effeminate; was in his life very laborious and devout;
he wrote to a friend of his that he lived only upon biscuit and water;
entreating him to send him a little cheese; to lie by him against he had
a mind to make a feast。 Must it be true; that to be a perfect good man;
we must be so by an occult; natural; and universal propriety; without
law; reason; or example? The debauches wherein I have been engaged; have
not been; I thank God; of the worst sort; and I have condemned them in
myself; for my judgment was never infected by them; on the contrary;
I accuse them more severely in myself than in any other; but that is all;
for; as to the rest。 I oppose too little resistance and suffer myself to
incline too much to the other side of the balance; excepting that I
moderate them; and prevent them from mixing with other vices; which for
the most part will cling together; if a man have not a care。 I have
contracted and curtailed mine; to make them as single and as simple as I
can:
〃Nec ultra
Errorem foveo。〃
'〃Nor do I cherish error further。〃
or: 〃Nor carry wrong further。〃
Juvenal; viii。 164。'
For as to the opinion of the Stoics; who say; 〃That the wise man when he
works; works by all the virtues together; though one be most apparent;
according to the nature of the action〃; and herein the similitude of a
human body might serve them somewhat; for the action of anger cannot
work; unless all the humours assist it; though choler predominate;
if they will thence draw a like consequence; that when the wicked man
does wickedly; he does it by all the vices together; I do not believe it
to be so; or else I understand them not; for I by effect find the
contrary。 These are sharp; unsubstantial subleties; with which
philosophy sometimes amuses itself。 I follow some vices; but I fly
others as much as a saint would do。 The Peripatetics also disown this
indissoluble connection; and Aristotle is of opinion that a prudent and
just man may be intemperate and inconsistent。 Socrates confessed to some
who had discovered a certain inclination to vice in his physiognomy; that
it was; in truth; his natural propension; but that he had by discipline
corrected it。 And such as were familiar with the philosopher Stilpo
said; that being born with addiction to wine and women; he had by study
rendered himself very abstinent both from the one and the other。
What I have in me of good; I have; quite contrary; by the chance of my
birth; and hold it not either by law; precept; or any other instruction;
the innocence that is in me is a simple one; little vigour and no art。
Amongst other vices; I mortally hate cruelty; both by nature and
judgment; as the very extreme of all vices: nay; with so much tenderness
that I cannot see a chicken's neck pulled off without trouble; and cannot
without impatience endure the cry of a hare in my dog's teeth; though the
chase be a violent pleasure。 Such as have sensuality to encounter;
freely make use of this argument; to shew that it is altogether 〃vicious
and unreasonable; that when it is at the height; it masters us to that
degree that a man's reason can have no access;〃 and instance our own
experience in the act of love;
〃Quum jam praesagit gaudia corpus;
Atque in eo est Venus;
ut muliebria conserat arva。〃
'None of the translators of the old editions used for this etext
have been willing to translate this passage from Lucretius; iv。
1099; they take a cop out by bashfully saying: 〃The sense is in the
preceding passage of the text。 D。W。'
wherein they conceive that the pleasure so transports us; that our reason
cannot perform its office; whilst we are in such ecstasy and rapture。 I
know very well it may be otherwise; and that a man may sometimes; if he
will; gain this point over himself to sway his soul; even in the critical
moment; to think of something else; but then he must ply it to that bent。
I know that a man may triumph over the utmost effort of this pleasure: I
have experienced it in myself; and have not found Venus so imperious a
goddess; as many; and much more virtuous men than I; declare。 I do not
consider it a miracle; as the Queen of Navarre does in one of the Tales
of her Heptameron '〃Vu gentil liure pour son estoffe。〃'(which is a
very pretty book of its kind); nor for a thing of extreme difficulty; to
pass whole nights; where a man has all the convenience and liberty he can
desire; with a long…coveted mistress; and yet be true to the pledge first
given to satisfy himself with kisses and suchlike endearments; without
pressing any further。 I conceive that the example of the pleasure of the
chase would be more proper; wherein though the pleasure be less; there is
the higher excitement of unexpected joy; giving no time for the reason;
taken by surprise; to prepare itself for the encounter; when after a long
quest the beast starts up on a sudden in a place where; peradventure; we
least expected it; the shock and the ardour of the shouts and cries of
the hunters so strike us; that it would be hard for those who love this
lesser chase; to turn their thoughts upon the instant another way; and
the poets make Diana triumph over the torch and shafts of Cupid:
〃Quis non malarum; quas amor curas habet;
Haec inter obliviscitur?〃
'〃Who; amongst such delights would not remove out of his thoughts
the anxious cares of love。〃Horace; Epod。; ii。 37。'
To return to what I was saying before; I am tenderly compassionate of
others' afflictions; and should readily cry for company; if; upon any
occasion whatever; I could cry at all。 Nothing tempts my tears but
tears; and not only those that are real and true; but whatever they are;
feigned or painted。 I do not much lament the dead; and should envy them
rather; but I very much lament the dying。 The savages do not so much
offend me; in roasting and eating the bodies of the dead; as they do who
torment and persecute the living。 Nay; I cannot look so much as upon the
ordinary executions of justice; how reasonable soever; with a steady eye。
Some one having to give testimony of Julius Caesar's clemency; 〃he was;〃
says he; 〃mild in his revenges。 Having compelled the pirates to yield by
whom he had before been taken prisoner and put to ransom; forasmuch as he
had threatened them with the cross; he indeed condemned them to it; but
it was after they had been first strangled。 He punished his secretary
Philemon; who had attempted to poison him; with no greater severity than
mere death。〃 Without naming that Latin author;'Suetonius; Life of
Casay; c。 74。' who thus dares to allege as a testimony of mercy the
killing only of those by whom we have been offended; it is easy to guess
that he was struck with the horrid and inhuman examples of cruelty
practised by the Roman tyrants。
For my part; even in justice itself; all that exceeds a simple death
appears to me pure cruelty; especially in us who ought; having regard to
their souls; to dismiss them in a good and calm condition; which cannot
be; when we have agitated them by insufferable torments。 Not long since;
a soldier who was a prisoner; perceiving from a tower where he was shut
up; that the people began to assemble to the place of execution; and that
the carpenters were busy erecting a scaffold; he presently concluded
that the preparation was for him; and therefore entered into a resolution
to kill himself; but could find no instrument to assist him in his design
except an old rusty cart…nail that fortune presented to him; with this he
first gave himself two great wounds about his throat; but finding these
would not do; he presently afterwards gave himself a third in the belly;
where he left the nail sticking up to the head。 The first of his keepers
who came in found him in this condition: yet alive; but sunk down and
exhausted by his wounds。 To make use of time; therefore; before he
should die; they made haste to read his sentence; which having done; and
he hearing that he was only condemned to be beheaded; he seemed to take
new courage; accepted wine which he had before refused; and thanked his
judges for the unhoped…for mildness of their sentence; saying; that he
had taken a resolution to despatch himself for fear of a more severe and
insupportable death; having entertained an opinion; by the preparations
he had seen in the place; that they were resolved to torment him with
some horrible execution; and seemed to be delivered from death in having
it changed from what he apprehended。
I should advise that those examples of severity by which 'tis designed to
retain the people in their duty; might be exercised upon the dead bodies
of criminals; for to see them deprived of sepulture; to see them boiled
and divided into quarters; would almost work as much upon the vulgar; as
the pain they make the living endure; though that in effect be little or
nothing; as God himself says; 〃Who kill the body; and after that have no
more that they can do;〃 'Luke; xii。 4。' and the poets singu