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of him!
A photograph hung in his bedroom at Holm Oaks of a group round the
hall door; the Honourable Charlotte Penguin; Mrs。 Dennant; Lady
Bonington; Halidome; Mr。 Dennant; and the stained…glass manall were
there; and on the left…hand side; looking straight in front of her;
Antonia。 Her face in its youthfulness; more than all those others;
expressed their point of view: Behind those calm young eyes lay a
world of safety and tradition。 〃I am not as others are;〃 they seemed
to say。
And from that photograph Mr。 and Mrs。 Dennant singled themselves out;
he could see their faces as they talkedtheir faces with a peculiar
and uneasy look on them; and he could hear their voices; still
decisive; but a little acid; as if they had been quarrelling:
〃He 's made a donkey of himself!〃
〃Ah! it's too distressin'!〃
They; too; thought him unsound; and did n't want him; but to save the
situation they would be glad to keep him。 She did n't want him; but
she refused to lose her right to say; 〃Commoner girls may break their
promises; I will not!〃 He sat down at the table between the candles;
covering his face。 His grief and anger grew and grew within him。 If
she would not free herself; the duty was on him! She was ready
without love to marry him; as a sacrifice to her ideal of what she
ought to be!
But she had n't; after all; the monopoly of pride!
As if she stood before him; he could see the shadows underneath her
eyes that he had dreamed of kissing; the eager movements of her lips。
For several minutes he remained; not moving hand or limb。 Then once
more his anger blazed。 She was going to sacrifice herself andhim!
All his manhood scoffed at such a senseless sacrifice。 That was not
exactly what he wanted!
He went to the bureau; took a piece of paper and an envelope; and
wrote as follows:
There never was; is not; and never would have been any question of
being bound between us。 I refuse to trade on any such thing。 You
are absolutely free。 Our engagement is at an end by mutual consent。
RICHARD SHELTON。
He sealed it; and; sitting with his hands between his knees; he let
his forehead droop lower and lower to the table; till it rested on
his marriage settlement。 And he had a feeling of relief; like one
who drops exhausted at his journey's end。
End