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e heritors would grudge and complain of the expense of a new door; and I supplicated him to let it be as it was: we were; therefore; obligated to go in by a window; and the crowd followed us in the most unreverent manner; making the Lord's house like an inn on a fair day; with their grievous yellyhooing。 During the time of the psalm and the sermon; they behaved themselves better; but when the induction came on; their clamour was dreadful; and Thomas Thorl; the weaver; a pious zealot in that time; he got up and protested; and said; 〃Verily; verily; I say unto you; he that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold; but climbeth up some other way; the same is a thief and a robber。〃 And I thought I would have a hard and sore time of it with such an outstrapolous people。 Mr Given; that was then the minister of Lugton; was a jocose man; and would have his joke even at a solemnity。 When the laying of the hands upon me was adoing; he could not get near enough to put on his; but he stretched out his staff and touched my head; and said; to the great diversion of the rest; 〃This will do well enough; timber to timber;〃 but it was an unfriendly saying of Mr Given; considering the time and the place; and the temper of my people。
After the ceremony; we then got out at the window; and it was a heavy day to me; but we went to the manse; and there we had an excellent dinner; which Mrs Watts of the new inns of Irville {2} prepared at my request; and sent her chaise…driver to serve; for he was likewise her waiter; she having then but one chaise; and that no often called for。
But; although my people received me in this unruly manner; I was resolved to cultivate civility among them; and therefore; the very next morning I began a round of visitations; but; oh! it was a steep brae that I had to climb; and it needed a stout heart。 For I found the doors in some places barred against me; in others; the bairns; when they saw me coming; ran crying to their mothers; 〃Here's the feckless Mess…John!〃 and then; when I went into the houses; their parents wouldna ask me to sit down; but with a scornful way; said; 〃Honest man; what's your pleasure here?〃 Nevertheless; I walked about from door to door like a dejected beggar; till I got the almous deed of a civil receptionand who would have thought it? from no less a person than the same Thomas Thorl that was so bitter against me in the kirk on the foregoing day。
Thomas was standing at the door with his green duffle apron; and his red Kilmarnock nightcapI mind him as well as if it was but yesterdayand he had seen me going from house to house; and in what manner I was rejected; and his bowels were moved; and he said to me in a kind manner; 〃Come in; sir; and ease yoursel': this will never do; the clergy are God's gorbies; and for their Master's sake it behoves us to respect them。 There was no ane in the whole parish mair against you than mysel'; but this early visitation is a symptom of grace that I couldna have expectit from a bird out the nest of patronage。〃 I thanked Thomas; and went in with him; and we had some solid conversation together; and I told him that it was not so much the pastor's duty to feed the flock; as to herd them well; and that; although there might be some abler with the head than me; there wasna a he within the bounds of Scotland more willing to watch the fold by night and by day。 And Thomas said he had not heard a mair sound observe for some time; and that; if I held to that doctrine in the poopit; it wouldna be lang till I would work a change。〃I was mindit;〃 quoth he; 〃never to set my foot within the kirk door while you were there; but to testify; and no to condemn without a trial; I'll be there next Lord's day; and egg my neighbours to be likewise; so ye'll no have to preach just to the bare walls and the laird's family。〃
I have now to speak of the coming of Mrs Malcolm。She was the widow of a Clyde shipmaster; that was lost at sea with his vessel。 She was a genty body; calm and methodical。 From morning to night she sat at her wheel; spinning the finest lint; which suited well with her pale hands。 She never changed her widow's weeds; and she was aye as if she had just been ta'en out of a bandbox。 The tear was aften in her e'e when the bairns were at the school; but when they came home; her spirit was lighted up with gladness; although; poor woman; she had many a time very little to give them。 They were; however; wonderful well…bred things; and took with thankfulness whatever she set before them; for they knew that their father; the breadwinner; was away; and that she had to work sore for their bit and drap。 I dare say; the only vexation that ever she had from any of them; on their own account; was when Charlie; the eldest laddie; had won fourpence at pitch…and…toss at the school; which he brought home with a proud heart to his mother。 I happened to be daunrin' by at the time; and just looked in at the door to say gude…night: it was a sad sight。 There was she sitting with the silent tear on her cheek; and Charlie greeting as if he had done a great fault; and the other four looking on with sorrowful faces。 Never; I am sure; did Charlie Malcolm gamble after that night。
I often wondered what brought Mrs Malcolm to our clachan; instead of going to a populous town; where she might have taken up a huxtry… shop; as she was but of a silly constitution; the which would have been better for her than spinning from morning to far in the night; as if she was in verity drawing the thread of life。 But it was; no doubt; from an honest pride to hide her poverty; for when her daughter Effie was ill with the measlesthe poor lassie was very illnobody thought she could come through; and when she did get the turn; she was for many a day a heavy handful;our session being rich; and nobody on it but cripple Tammy Daidles; that was at that time known through all the country side for begging on a horse; I thought it my duty to call upon Mrs Malcolm in a sympathising way; and offer her some assistance; but she refused it。
〃No; sir;〃 said she; 〃I canna take help from the poor's…box; although it's very true that I am in great need; for it might hereafter be cast up to my bairns; whom it may please God to restore to better circumstances when I am no to see't; but I would fain borrow five pounds; and if; sir; you will write to Mr Maitland; that is now the Lord Provost of Glasgow; and tell him that Marion Shaw would be obliged to him for the lend of that soom; I think he will not fail to send it。〃
I wrote the letter that night to Provost Maitland; and; by the retour of the post; I got an answer; with twenty pounds for Mrs Malcolm; saying; 〃That it was with sorrow he heard so small a trifle could be serviceable。〃 When I took the letter and the money; which was in a bank…bill; she said; 〃This is just like himsel'。〃 She then told me that Mr Maitland had been a gentleman's son of the east country; but driven out of his father's house; when a laddie; by his stepmother; and that he had served as a servant lad with her father; who was the Laird of Yillcogie; but ran through his estate; and left her; his only daughter; in little better than beggary with her auntie; the mother of Captain Malcolm; her husband that was。 Provost Maitland in his servitude had ta'en a notion of her; and when he recovered his patrimony; and had become a great Glasgow merchant; on hearing how she was left by her father; he offered to marry her; but she had promised herself to her cousin the captain; whose widow she was。 He then married a rich lady; and in time grew; as he was; Lord Provost of the city; but his letter with the twenty pounds to me; showed that he had not forgotten his first love。 It was a short; but a well…written letter; in a fair hand of write; containing much of the true gentleman; and Mrs Malcolm said; 〃Who knows but out of the regard he once had for their mother; he may do something for my five helpless orphans。〃
Thirdly; Upon the subject of taking my cousin; Miss Betty Lanshaw; for my first wife; I have little to say。It was more out of a compassionate habitual affection; than the passion of love。 We were brought up by our grandmother in the same house; and it was a thing spoken of from the beginning; that Betty and me were to be married。 So; when she heard that the Laird of Breadland had given me the presentation of Dalmailing; she began to prepare for the wedding; and as soon as the placing was well over; and the manse in order; I gaed to Ayr; where she was; and we were quietly married; and came home in a chaise; bringing with us her little brother Andrew; that died in the East Indies; and he lived and was brought up by us。
Now; this is all; I think; that happened in that year worthy of being mentioned; except that at the sacrament; when old Mr Kilfuddy was preaching in the tent; it came on such a thunder…plump; that there was not a single soul stayed in the kirkyard to hear him; for the which he was greatly mortified; and never after came to our preachings。
CHAPTER II YEAR 1761
It was in this year that the great smuggling trade corrupted all the west coast; especially the laigh lands about the Troon and the Loans。 The tea was going like the chaff; the brandy like well… water