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the colour of life-第2章

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uncaught by a hawk and unpierced。  But if their killing is done so

modestly; so then is their dying also。  Short lives have all these

wild things; but there are innumerable flocks of them always alive;

they must die; then; in innumerable flocks。  And yet they keep the

millions of the dead out of sight。



Now and then; indeed; they may be betrayed。  It happened in a cold

winter。  The late frosts were so sudden; and the famine was so

complete; that the birds were taken unawares。  The sky and the earth

conspired that February to make known all the secrets; everything

was published。  Death was manifest。  Editors; when a great man dies;

are not more resolute than was the frost of ‘95。



The birds were obliged to die in public。  They were surprised and

forced to do thus。  They became like Shelley in the monument which

the art and imagination of England combined to raise to his memory

at Oxford。



Frost was surely at work in both cases; and in both it wrought

wrong。  There is a similarity of unreason in betraying the death of

a bird and in exhibiting the death of Shelley。  The death of a

soldier … passe encore。  But the death of Shelley was not his goal。

And the death of the birds is so little characteristic of them that;

as has just been said; no one in the world is aware of their dying;

except only in the case of birds in cages; who; again; are compelled

to die with observation。  The woodland is guarded and kept by a

rule。  There is no display of the battlefield in the fields。  There

is no tale of the game…bag; no boast。  The hunting goes on; but with

strange decorum。  You may pass a fine season under the trees; and

see nothing dead except here and there where a boy has been by; or a

man with a trap; or a man with a gun。  There is nothing like a

butcher's shop in the woods。



But the biographers have always had other ways than those of the

wild world。  They will not have a man to die out of sight。  I have

turned over scores of 〃Lives;〃 not to read them; but to see whether

now and again there might be a 〃Life〃 which was not more

emphatically a death。  But there never is a modern biography that

has taken the hint of Nature。  One and all; these books have the

disproportionate illness; the death out of all scale。



Even more wanton than the disclosure of a death is that of a mortal

illness。  If the man had recovered; his illness would have been

rightly his own secret。  But because he did not recover; it is

assumed to be news for the first comer。  Which of us would suffer

the details of any physical suffering; over and done in our own

lives; to be displayed and described?  This is not a confidence we

have a mind to make; and no one is authorised to ask for attention

or pity on our behalf。  The story of pain ought not to be told of

us; seeing that by us it would assuredly not be told。



There is only one other thing that concerns a man still more

exclusively; and that is his own mental illness; or the dreams and

illusions of a long delirium。  When he is in common language not

himself; amends should be made for so bitter a paradox; he should be

allowed such solitude as is possible to the alienated spirit; he

should be left to the 〃not himself;〃 and spared the intrusion

against which he can so ill guard that he could hardly have even

resented it。



The double helplessness of delusion and death should keep the door

of Rossetti's house; for example; and refuse him to the reader。  His

mortal illness had nothing to do with his poetry。  Some rather

affected objection is taken every now and then to the publication of

some facts (others being already well known) in the life of Shelley。

Nevertheless; these are all; properly speaking; biography。  What is

not biography is the detail of the accident of the manner of his

death; the detail of his cremation。  Or if it was to be told … told

briefly … it was certainly not for marble。  Shelley's death had no

significance; except inasmuch as he died young。  It was a detachable

and disconnected incident。  Ah; that was a frost of fancy and of the

heart that used it so; dealing with an insignificant fact; and

conferring a futile immortality。  Those are ill…named biographers

who seem to think that a betrayal of the ways of death is a part of

their ordinary duty; and that if material enough for a last chapter

does not lie to their hand they are to search it out。  They; of all

survivors; are called upon; in honour and reason; to look upon a

death with more composure。  To those who loved the dead closely;

this is; for a time; impossible。  To them death becomes; for a year;

disproportionate。  Their dreams are fixed upon it night by night。

They have; in those dreams; to find the dead in some labyrinth; they

have to mourn his dying and to welcome his recovery in such a

mingling of distress and of always incredulous happiness as is not

known even to dreams save in that first year of separation。  But

they are not biographers。



If death is the privacy of the woods; it is the more conspicuously

secret because it is their only privacy。  You may watch or may

surprise everything else。  The nest is retired; not hidden。  The

chase goes on everywhere。  It is wonderful how the perpetual chase

seems to cause no perpetual fear。  The songs are all audible。  Life

is undefended; careless; nimble and noisy。



It is a happy thing that minor artists have ceased; or almost

ceased; to paint dead birds。  Time was when they did it continually

in that British School of water…colour art; stippled; of which

surrounding nations; it was agreed; were envious。  They must have

killed their bird to paint him; for he is not to be caught dead。  A

bird is more easily caught alive than dead。



A poet; on the contrary; is easily … too easily … caught dead。

Minor artists now seldom stipple the bird on its back; but a good

sculptor and a University together modelled their Shelley on his

back; unessentially drowned; and everybody may read about the sick

mind of Dante Rossetti。







CLOUD







During a part of the year London does not see the clouds。  Not to

see the clear sky might seem her chief loss; but that is shared by

the rest of England; and is; besides; but a slight privation。  Not

to see the clear sky is; elsewhere; to see the cloud。  But not so in

London。  You may go for a week or two at a time; even though you

hold your head up as you walk; and even though you have windows that

really open; and yet you shall see no cloud; or but a single edge;

the fragment of a form。



Guillotine windows never wholly open; but are filled with a doubled

glass towards the sky when you open them towards the street。  They

are; therefore; a sure sign that for all the years when no other

windows were used in London; nobody there cared much for the sky; or

even knew so much as whether there were a sky。



But the privation of cloud is indeed a graver loss than the world

knows。  Terrestrial scenery is much; but it is not all。  Men go in

search of it; but the celestial scenery journeys to them。  It goes

its way round the world。  It has no nation; it costs no weariness;

it knows no bonds。  The terrestrial scenery … the tourist's … is a

prisoner compared with this。  The tourist's scenery moves indeed;

but only like Wordsworth's maiden; with earth's diurnal course; it

is made as fast as its own graves。  And for its changes it depends

upon the mobility of the skies。  The mere green flushing of its own

sap makes only the least of its varieties; for the greater it must

wait upon the visits of the light。  Spring and autumn are

inconsiderable events in a landscape compared with the shadows of a

cloud。



The cloud controls the light; and the mountains on earth appear or

fade according to its passage; they wear so simply; from head to

foot; the luminous grey or the emphatic purple; as the cloud

permits; that their own local colour and their own local season are

lost and cease; effaced before the all…important mood of the cloud。



The sea has no mood except that of the sky and of its winds。  It is

the cloud that; holding the sun's rays in a sheaf as a giant holds a

handful of spears; strikes the horizon; touches the extreme edge

with a delicate revelation of light; or suddenly puts it out and

makes the foreground shine。



Every one knows the manifest work of the cloud when it descends and

partakes in the landscape obviously; lies half…way across the

mountain slope; stoops to rain heavily upon the lake; and blots out

part of the view by the rough method of standing in front of it。

But its greatest things are done from its own place; aloft。  Thence

does it distribute the sun。



Thence does it lock away between the hills and valleys more

mysteries than a poet conceals; but; like him; not by interception。

Thence it writes out and cancels all the tracery of Monte Rosa; or

lets the pencils of the sun renew them。  Thence; hiding nothing; a
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