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as he said solemnly：
“Adam； my dear friend； you have had some hard trials in your
life。 You can bear sorrow manfully； as well as act manfully。 God
requires both tasks at our hands。 And there is a heavier sorrow
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coming upon you than any you have yet known。 But you are not
guilty—you have not the worst of all sorrows。 God help him who
has！”
The two pale faces looked at each other； in Adam’s there was
trembling suspense； in Mr。 Irwine’s hesitating； shrinking pity。 But
he went on。
“I have had news of Hetty this morning。 She is not gone to him。
She is in Stonyshire—at Stoniton。”
Adam started up from his chair； as if he thought he could have
leaped to her that moment。 But Mr。 Irwine laid hold of his arm
again and said； persuasively； “Wait； Adam； wait。” So he sat down。
“She is in a very unhappy position—one which will make it
worse for you to find her； my poor friend； than to have lost her for
ever。”
Adam’s lips moved tremulously； but no sound came。 They
moved again； and he whispered； “Tell me。”
“She has been arrested 。 。 。 she is in prison。”
It was as if an insulting blow had brought back the spirit of
resistance into Adam。 The blood rushed to his face； and he said；
loudly and sharply； “For what？”
“For a great crime—the murder of her child。”
“It can’t be！” Adam almost shouted； starting up from his cnair
and making a stride towards the door； but he turned round again；
setting his back against the bookcase； and looking fiercely at Mr。
Irwine。 “It isn’t possible。 She never had a child。 She can’t be
guilty。 Who says it？”
“God grant she may be innocent； Adam。 We can still hope she
is。”
“But who says she is guilty？” said Adam violently。 “Tell me
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everything。”
“Here is a letter from the magistrate before whom she was
taken； and the constable who arrested her is in the dining…room。
She will not confess her name or where she comes from； but I fear；
I fear； there can be no doubt it is Hetty。 The description of her
person corresponds； only that she is said to look very pale and ill。
She had a small red…leather pocket…book in her pocket with two
names written in it—one at the beginning； ‘Hetty Sorrel；
Hayslope；’ and the other near the end； ‘Dinah Morris； Snowfield。’
She will not say which is her own name—she denies everything；
and will answer no questions； and application has been made to
me； as a magistrate； that I may take measures for identifying her；
for it was thought probable that the name which stands first is her
own name。”
“But what proof have they got against her； if it is Hetty？” said
Adam； still violently； with an effort that seemed to shake his whole
frame。 “I’ll not believe it。 It couldn’t ha’ been； and none of us know
it。”
“Terrible proof that she was under the temptation to commit
the crime； but we have room to hope that she did not really
commit it。 Try and read that letter； Adam。”
Adam took the letter between his shaking hands and tried to fix
his eyes steadily on it。 Mr。 Irwine meanwhile went out to give
some orders。 When he came back； Adam’s eyes were still on the
first page—he couldn’t read—he could not put the words together
and make out what they meant。 He threw it down at last and
clenched his fist。
“It’s his doing；” he said； “if there’s been any crime； it’s at his
door； not at hers。 He taught her to deceive—he deceived me first。
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Let ’em put him on his trial—let him stand in court beside her； and
I’ll tell ’em how he got hold of her heart； and ’ticed her t’ evil； and
then lied to me。 Is he to go free； while they lay all the punishment
on her 。 。 。 so weak and young？”
The image called up by these last words gave a new direction to
poor Adam’s maddened feelings。 He was silent； looking at the
corner of the room as if he saw something there。 Then he burst out
again； in a tone of appealing anguish；
“I can’t bear it 。 。 。 O God； it’s too hard to lay upon me—it’s too
hard to think she’s wicked。”
Mr。 Irwine had sat down again in silence。 He was too wise to
utter soothing words at present； and indeed； the sight of Adam
before him； with that look of sudden age which sometimes comes
over a young face in moments of terrible emotion—the hard
bloodless look of the skin； the deep lines about the quivering
mouth； the furrows in the brow—the sight of this strong firm man
shattered by the invisible stroke of sorrow； moved him so deeply
that speech was not easy。 Adam stood motionless； with his eyes
vacantly fixed in this way for a minute or two； in that short space
he was living through all his love again。
“She can’t ha’ done it；” he said； still without moving his eyes； as
if he were only talking to himself： “it was fear made her hide it 。 。 。
I forgive her for deceiving me 。 。 。 I forgive thee； Hetty 。 。 。 thee
wast deceived too 。 。 。 it’s gone hard wi’ thee； my poor Hetty 。 。 。 but
they’ll never make me believe it。”
He was silent again for a few moments； and then he said； with
fierce abruptness； “I’ll go to him—I’ll bring him back—I’ll make
him go and look at her in her misery—he shall look at her till he
can’t forget it—it shall follow him night and day—as long as he
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lives it shall follow him—he shan’t escape wi’ lies this time—I’ll
fetch him； I’ll drag him myself。”
In the act of going towards the door； Adam paused
automatically and looked about for his hat； quite unconscious
where he was or who was present with him。 Mr。 Irwine had
followed him； and now took him by the arm； saying； in a quiet but
decided tone；
“No； Adam； no； I’m sure you will wish to stay and see what good
can be done for her； instead of going on a useless errand of
vengeance。 The punishment will surely fall without your aid。
Besides； he is no longer in Ireland。 He must be on his way home—
or would be； long before you arrived； for his grandfather； I know；
wrote for him to come at least ten days ago。 I want you now to go
with me to Stoniton。 I have ordered a horse for you to ride with us；
as soon as you can compose yourself。”
While Mr。 Irwine was speaking； Adam recovered his
consciousness of the actual scene。 He rubbed his hair off his
forehead and listened。
“Remember；” Mr。 Irwine went on； “there are others to think of；
and act for； besides yourself； Adam： there are Hetty’s friends； the
good Poysers； on whom this stroke will fall more heavily than I can
bear to think。 I expect it from your strength of mind； Adam—from
your sense of duty to God and man—that you will try to act as long
as action can be of any use。”
In reality； Mr。 Irwine proposed this journey to Stoniton for
Adam’s own sake。 Movement； with some object before him； was
the best means of counteracting the violence of suffering in these
first hours。
“You will go with me to Stoniton； Adam？” he said again； after a
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