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taking a cigarette that lay on the table; he began to smoke。
CHAPTER XXVI。
LYDIA'S AUNT。
〃Yes; that solitary confinement is terrible for the young;〃 said
the aunt; shaking her head and also lighting a cigarette。
〃I should say for every one;〃 Nekhludoff replied。
〃No; not for all;〃 answered the aunt。 〃For the real
revolutionists; I have been told; it is rest and quiet。 A man who
is wanted by the police lives in continual anxiety; material
want; and fear for himself and others; and for his cause; and at
last; when he is taken up and it is all over; and all
responsibility is off his shoulders; he can sit and rest。 I have
been told they actually feel joyful when taken up。 But the young
and innocent (they always first arrest the innocent; like Lydia);
for them the first shock is terrible。 It is not that they deprive
you of freedom; and the bad food and bad airall that is
nothing。 Three times as many privations would be easily borne if
it were not for the moral shock when one is first taken。〃
〃Have you experienced it?〃
〃I? I was twice in prison;〃 she answered; with a sad; gentle
smile。 〃When I was arrested for the first time I had done
nothing。 I was 22; had a child; and was expecting another。 Though
the loss of freedom and the parting with my child and husband
were hard; they were nothing when compared with what I felt when
I found out that I had ceased being a human creature and had
become a thing。 I wished to say good…bye to my little daughter。 I
was told to go and get into the trap。 I asked where I was being
taken to。 The answer was that I should know when I got there。 I
asked what I was accused of; but got no reply。 After I had been
examined; and after they had undressed me and put numbered prison
clothes on me; they led me to a vault; opened a door; pushed me
in; and left me alone; a sentinel; with a loaded gun; paced up
and down in front of my door; and every now and then looked in
through a crackI felt terribly depressed。 What struck me most
at the time was that the gendarme officer who examined me offered
me a cigarette。 So he knew that people liked smoking; and must
know that they liked freedom and light; and that mothers love
their children; and children their mothers。 Then how could they
tear me pitilessly from all that was dear to me; and lock me up
in prison like a wild animal? That sort of thing could not be
borne without evil effects。 Any one who believes in God and men;
and believes that men love one another; will cease to believe it
after all that。 I have ceased to believe in humanity since then;
and have grown embittered;〃 she finished; with a smile。
Shoustova's mother came in at the door through which her daughter
had gone out; and said that Lydia was very much upset; and would
not come in again。
〃And what has this young life been ruined for?〃 said the aunt。
〃What is especially painful to me is that I am the involuntary
cause of it。〃
〃She will recover in the country; with God's help;〃 said the
mother。 〃We shall send her to her father。〃
〃Yes; if it were not for you she would have perished altogether;〃
said the aunt。 〃Thank you。 But what I wished to see you for is
this: I wished to ask you to take a letter to Vera Doukhova;〃 and
she got the letter out of her pocket。
〃The letter is not closed; you may read and tear it up; or hand
it to her; according to how far it coincides with your
principles;〃 she said。 〃It contains nothing compromising。〃
Nekhludoff took the letter; and; having promised to give it to
Vera Doukhova; he took his leave and went away。 He scaled the
letter without reading it; meaning to take it to its destination。
CHAPTER XXVII。
THE STATE CHURCH AND THE PEOPLE。
The last thing that kept Nekhludoff in Petersburg was the case of
the sectarians; whose petition he intended to get his former
fellow…officer; Aide…de…camp Bogatyreff; to hand to the Tsar。 He
came to Bogatyreff in the morning; and found him about to go out;
though still at breakfast。 Bogatyreff was not tall; but firmly
built and wonderfully strong (he could bend a horseshoe); a kind;
honest; straight; and even liberal man。 In spite of these
qualities; he was intimate at Court; and very fond of the Tsar
and his family; and by some strange method he managed; while
living in that highest circle; to see nothing but the good in it
and to take no part in the evil and corruption。 He never
condemned anybody nor any measure; and either kept silent or
spoke in a bold; loud voice; almost shouting what he had to say;
and often laughing in the same boisterous manner。 And he did not
do it for diplomatic reasons; but because such was his character。
〃Ah; that's right that you have come。 Would you like some
breakfast? Sit down; the beefsteaks are fine! I always begin with
something substantialbegin and finish; too。 Ha! ha! ha! Well;
then; have a glass of wine;〃 he shouted; pointing to a decanter
of claret。 〃I have been thinking of you。 I will hand on the
petition。 I shall put it into his own hands。 You may count on
that; only it occurred to me that it would be best for you to
call on Toporoff。〃
Nekhludoff made a wry face at the mention of Toporoff。
〃It all depends on him。 He will be consulted; anyhow。 And perhaps
he may himself meet your wishes。〃
〃If you advise it I shall go。〃
〃That's right。 Well; and how does Petersburg agree with you?〃
shouted Bogatyreff。 〃Tell me。 Eh?〃
〃I feel myself getting hypnotised;〃 replied Nekhludoff。
〃Hypnotised!〃 Bogatyreff repeated; and burst out laughing。 〃You
won't have anything? Well; just as you please;〃 and he wiped his
moustaches with his napkin。 〃Then you'll go? Eh? If he does not
do it; give the petition to me; and I shall hand it on
to…morrow。〃 Shouting these words; he rose; crossed himself just
as naturally as he had wiped his mouth; and began buckling on his
sword。
〃And now good…bye; I must go。 We are both going out;〃 said
Nekhludoff; and shaking Bogatyreff's strong; broad hand; and with
the sense of pleasure which the impression of something healthy
and unconsciously fresh always gave him; Nekhludoff parted from
Bogatyreff on the door…steps。
Though he expected no good result from his visit; still
Nekhludoff; following Bogatyreff's advice; went to see Toporoff;
on whom the sectarians' fate depended。
The position occupied by Toporoff; involving as it did an
incongruity of purpose; could only be held by a dull man devoid
of moral sensibility。 Toporoff possessed both these negative
qualities。 The incongruity of the position he occupied was this。
It was his duty to keep up and to defend; by external measures;
not excluding violence; that Church which; by its own
declaration; was established by God Himself and could not be
shaken by the gates of hell nor by anything human。 This divine
and immutable God…established institution had to be sustained and
defended by a human institutionthe Holy Synod; managed by
Toporoff and his officials。 Toporoff did not see this
contradiction; nor did he wish to see it; and he was therefore
much concerned lest some Romish priest; some pastor; or some
sectarian should destroy that Church which the gates of hell
could not conquer。
Toporoff; like all those who are quite destitute of the
fundamental religious feeling that recognises the equality and
brotherhood of men; was fully convinced that the common people
were creatures entirely different from himself; and that the
people needed what he could very well do without; for at the
bottom of his heart he believed in nothing; and found such a
state very convenient and pleasant。 Yet he feared lest the people
might also come to such a state; and looked upon it as his sacred
duty; as he called it; to save the people therefrom。
A certain cookery book declares that some crabs like to be boiled
alive。 In the same way he thought and spoke as if the people
liked being kept in superstition; only he meant this in a literal
sense; whereas the cookery book did not mean its words literally。
His feelings towards the religion he was keeping up were the same
as those of the poultry…keeper towards the carrion he fed his
fowls on。 Carrion was very disgusting; but the fowls liked it;
therefore it was right to feed the fowls on carrion。 Of course
all this worship of the images of the Iberian; Kasan and Smolensk
Mothers of God was a gross superstition; but the people liked it
and believed in it; and therefore the superstition must be kept
up。
Thus thought Toporoff; not considering that the people only liked
superstition because there always have been; and still are; men
like himself who; being enlightened; instead of using their light
to help others to struggle out of their dark ignorance; use it to
plunge them still deeper into it。
When Nekhludoff entered the reception…room Toporoff was in his
study talking with an abbess; a lively and aristocratic lady; who
was spreading the Greek orthodox faith in Western Russia among
the Uniates (who acknowledge the Pope of Rome); and who have the
Greek religion enforced on them。 An official who was in the
reception…room inquired what Nekhludoff wanted; and when he heard
that Nekhludoff meant to hand in a petition to the Emperor;