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of Education； and not without some touch of what we might presume to be anger。
〃My Teachers；〃 says he； 〃were hide…bound Pedants； without knowledge of man's nature； or of boy's； or of aught save their lexicons and quarterly account…books。 Innumerable dead Vocables （no dead Language； for they themselves knew no Language） they crammed into us； and called it fostering the growth of mind。 How can an inanimate； mechanical Gerund…grinder； the like of whom will； in a subsequent century； be manufactured at Nurnberg out of wood and leather； foster the growth of anything； much more of Mind； which grows； not like a vegetable （by having its roots littered with etymological compost）； but like a spirit； by mysterious contact of Spirit； Thought kindling itself at the fire of living Thought？ How shall _he_ give kindling； in whose own inward man there is no live coal； but all is burnt out to a dead grammatical cinder？ The Hinterschlag Professors knew syntax enough； and of the human soul thus much： that it had a faculty called Memory； and could be acted on through the muscular integument by appliance of birch…rods。
〃Alas； so is it everywhere； so will it ever be； till the Hod…man is discharged； or reduced to hod…bearing； and an Architect is hired； and on all hands fitly encouraged： till communities and individuals discover； not without surprise； that fashioning the souls of a generation by Knowledge can rank on a level with blowing their bodies to pieces by Gunpowder； that with Generals and Field…marshals for killing； there should be world…honored Dignitaries； and were it possible； true God…ordained Priests； for teaching。 But as yet； though the Soldier wears openly； and even parades； his butchering…tool； nowhere； far as I have travelled； did the Schoolmaster make show of his instructing…tool： nay； were he to walk abroad with birch girt on thigh； as if he therefrom expected honor； would there not； among the idler class； perhaps a certain levity be excited？〃
In the third year of this Gymnasic period； Father Andreas seems to have died： the young Scholar； otherwise so maltreated； saw himself for the first time clad outwardly in sables； and inwardly in quite inexpressible melancholy。 〃The dark bottomless Abyss； that lies under our feet； had yawned open； the pale kingdoms of Death； with all their innumerable silent nations and generations； stood before him； the inexorable word； NEVER！ now first showed its meaning。 My Mother wept； and her sorrow got vent； but in my heart there lay a whole lake of tears； pent up in silent desolation。 Nevertheless the unworn Spirit is strong； Life is so healthful that it even finds nourishment in Death： these stern experiences； planted down by Memory in my Imagination； rose there to a whole cypress…forest； sad but beautiful； waving； with not unmelodious sighs； in dark luxuriance； in the hottest sunshine； through long years of youth：as in manhood also it does； and will do； for I have now pitched my tent under a Cypress…tree； the Tomb is now my inexpugnable Fortress； ever close by the gate of which I look upon the hostile armaments； and pains and penalties of tyrannous Life placidly enough； and listen to its loudest threatenings with a still smile。 O ye loved ones； that already sleep in the noiseless Bed of Rest； whom in life I could only weep for and never help； and ye； who wide…scattered still toil lonely in the monster…bearing Desert； dyeing the flinty ground with your blood；yet a little while； and we shall all meet THERE； and our Mother's bosom will screen us all； and Oppression's harness； and Sorrow's fire…whip； and all the Gehenna Bailiffs that patrol and inhabit ever…vexed Time； cannot thenceforth harm us any more！ 〃
Close by which rather beautiful apostrophe； lies a labored Character of the deceased Andreas Futteral； of his natural ability； his deserts in life （as Prussian Sergeant）； with long historical inquiries into the genealogy of the Futteral Family； here traced back as far as Henry the Fowler： the whole of which we pass over； not without astonishment。 It only concerns us to add； that now was the time when Mother Gretchen revealed to her foster…son that he was not at all of this kindred； or indeed of any kindred； having come into historical existence in the way already known to us。 〃Thus was I doubly orphaned；〃 says he； 〃bereft not only of Possession； but even of Remembrance。 Sorrow and Wonder； here suddenly united； could not but produce abundant fruit。 Such a disclosure； in such a season； struck its roots through my whole nature： ever till the years of mature manhood； it mingled with my whole thoughts； was as the stem whereon all my day…dreams and night…dreams grew。 A certain poetic elevation； yet also a corresponding civic depression； it naturally imparted： _I was like no other_； in which fixed idea； leading sometimes to highest； and oftener to frightfullest results； may there not lie the first spring of tendencies； which in my Life have become remarkable enough？ As in birth； so in action； speculation； and social position； my fellows are perhaps not numerous。〃
In the Bag _Sagittarius_； as we at length discover； Teufelsdrockh has become a University man； though how； when； or of what quality； will nowhere disclose itself with the smallest certainty。 Few things； in the way of confusion and capricious indistinctness； can now surprise our readers； not even the total want of dates； almost without parallel in a Biographical work。 So enigmatic； so chaotic we have always found； and must always look to find； these scattered Leaves。 In _Sagittarius_； however； Teufelsdrockh begins to show himself even more than usually Sibylline： fragments of all sorts： scraps of regular Memoir； College…Exercises； Programs； Professional Testimoniums； Milkscores； torn Billets； sometimes to appearance of an amatory cast； all blown together as if by merest chance； henceforth bewilder the sane Historian。 To combine any picture of these University； and the subsequent； years； much more； to decipher therein any illustrative primordial elements of the Clothes…Philosophy； becomes such a problem as the reader may imagine。
So much we can see； darkly； as through the foliage of some wavering thicket： a youth of no common endowment； who has passed happily through Childhood； less happily yet still vigorously through Boyhood； now at length perfect in 〃dead vocables；〃 and set down； as he hopes； by the living Fountain； there to superadd Ideas and Capabilities。 From such Fountain he draws； diligently； thirstily； yet never or seldom with his whole heart； for the water nowise suits his palate； discouragements； entanglements； aberrations are discoverable or supposable。 Nor perhaps are even pecuniary distresses wanting； for 〃the good Gretchen； who in spite of advices from not disinterested relatives has sent him hither； must after a time withdraw her willing but too feeble hand。〃 Nevertheless in an atmosphere of Poverty and manifold Chagrin； the Humor of that young Soul； what character is in him； first decisively reveals itself； and； like strong sunshine in weeping skies； gives out variety of colors； some of which are prismatic。 Thus； with the aid of Time and of what Time brings； has the stripling Diogenes Teufelsdrockh waxed into manly stature； and into so questionable an aspect； that we ask with new eagerness； How he specially came by it； and regret anew that there is no more explicit answer。 Certain of the intelligible and partially significant fragments； which are few in number； shall be extracted from that Limbo of a Paper…bag； and presented with the usual preparation。
As if； in the Bag _Scorpio_； Teufelsdrockh had not already expectorated his antipedagogic spleen； as if； from the name _Sagittarius_； he had thought himself called upon to shoot arrows； we here again fall in with such matter as this： 〃The University where I was educated still stands vivid enough in my remembrance； and I know its name well； which name； however； I； from tenderness to existing interests and persons； shall in nowise divulge。 It is my painful duty to say that； out of England and Spain； ours was the worst of all hitherto discovered Universities。 This is indeed a time when right Education is； as nearly as may be； impossible： however； in degrees of wrongness there is no limit： nay； I can conceive a worse system than that of the Nameless itself； as poisoned victual may be worse than absolute hunger。
〃It is written； When the blind lead the blind； both shall fall into the ditch： wherefore； in such circumstances； may it not sometimes be safer； if both leader and led simplysit still？ Had you； anywhere in Crim Tartary； walled in a square enclosure； furnished it with a small； ill…chosen Library； and then turned loose into it eleven hundred Christian striplings； to tumble about as they listed； from three to seven years： certain persons； under the title of Professors； being stationed at the gates； to declare aloud that it was a University； and exact considerable admission…fees；you had； not indeed in mechanical structure； yet in spirit and result； some imperfect resemblance of our High Seminary。 I say； imperfect； for if our mechanical structure was quite other； so neither was our result altogether the same： unhappily； we were not in Cri