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agony at the air; met my own; and I hauledah; how I
did haul; putting out all the strength that it has
pleased Providence to give me in such abundanceand;
to my joy; in another minute Job was gasping on the
rock beside me。 But the plank! I felt it slip; and
heard it knock against a projecting knob of rock; and
it was gone。
〃Great heavens!〃 I exclaimed。 〃How are we going to get
back?〃
〃I don't。 know;〃 answered Leo; out of the gloom。
〃'Sufficient to the day is the evil thereof'。 I am
thankful enough to be here。〃
But Ayesha merely called to me to take her hand and
creep after her。
CHAPTER XXV
THE SPIRIT OF LIFE
I DID as I was bid; and in fear and trembling felt
myself guided over the edge of the stone。 I sprawled
my legs out; but could touch nothing。
〃I am going to fall!〃 I gasped。
〃Nay; let thyself go; and trust to me;〃 answered
Ayesha。
Now; if the position is considered; it will be easily
understood that this was a greater demand upon my
confidence than was justified by my knowledge of
Ayesha's character。 For all I knew she might be in the
very act of consigning me to a horrible doom。 But in
life we sometimes have to lay our faith upon strange
altars; and so it was now。
〃Let thyself got〃 she cried; and; having no choice; I
did。
I felt myself slide a pace or two down the sloping
surface of the rock; and then pass into the air; and
the thought flashed through my brain that I was lost。
But no! In another instant my feet struck against a
rocky floor; and I felt that I was standing on
something solid; and out of reach of the wind; which I
could hear singing away overhead。 As I stood there
thanking Heaven for these small mercies; there was a
slip and a scuffle; and down came Leo alongside of me。
〃Hullo; old fellow!〃 he called out; 〃are you there?
This is getting interesting; is it not?〃
Just then; with a terrific yell; Job arrived right on
the top of us; knocking us both down。 By the time that
we had struggled to our feet again Ayesha was standing
among us; and bidding us light the lamps; which
fortunately remained uninjured; as also did the spare
jar of oil。
I got out my box of Bryant and May's wax matches; and
they struck as merrily there; in that awful place; as
they could have done in a London drawing…room。
In a couple of minutes both the lamps were alight; and
a curious scene they revealed。 We were huddled
together in a rocky chamber; some ten feet square; and
scared enough we looked; that is; except Ayesha; who
was standing calmly with her arms folded; and waiting
for the lamps to burn up。 The chamber appeared to be
partly natural; and partly hollowed out of the top of
the cone。 The roof of the natural part was formed of
the swinging stone; and that of the back part of the
chamber; which sloped downward; was hewn from the live
rock。 For the rest; the place was warm and drya
perfect haven of rest compared to the giddy pinnacle
above; and the quivering spur that shot out to meet it
in mid…air。
〃So!〃 said _i_ She _i_ ; 〃safely have we come; though
once I feared that the rocking stone would fall with
you; and precipitate you into the bottomless depths
beneath; for I do believe that the cleft goeth down to
the very womb of the world。 The rock whereon the stone
resteth hath crumbled beneath the swinging weight。 And
now that he;〃 nodding towards Job; who was sitting on
the floor; feebly wiping his forehead with a red
cotton pocket…handkerchief; 〃whom they rightly call
the 'Pig' for as a pig is he stupid; hath let fall the
plank; it will not be easy to return across the gulf;
and to that end must I make a plan。 But now rest
awhile; and look upon this place。 What think ye that
it is?〃
〃We know not;〃 I answered。
〃Wouldst thou believe; O Holly; that once a man did
choose this airy nest for a daily habitation; and did
here endure for many years; leaving it only but one
day in every twelve to seek food and water and oil
that the people brought; more than he could carry; and
laid as an offering in the mouth of the tunnel through
which we passed hither?〃
We looked up wonderingly。 and she continued
〃Yet so it was。 There was a manNoot; he named
himselfwho; though he lived in the latter days; had
of the wisdom of the sons of Ko^r。 A hermit was he;
and a philosopher; and skilled in the secrets of
Nature; and he it was who discovered the Fire that I
shall show you; which is Nature's blood and life; and
also that he who bathed therein; and breathed thereof;
should live while Nature lives。 But like unto thee; O
Holly; this man; Noot; would not turn his knowledge to
account。 'Ill;' he said; 'was it for man to live; for
man was born to die。' Therefore did he tell his secret
to none; and therefore did he come and live here;
where the seeker after Life must pass; and was revered
of the Amahagger of the day as holy; and a hermit。 And
when first I came to this countryknowest thou how I
came; Kallikrates? Another time will I tell thee; it
is a strange taleI heard of this philosopher; and
waited for him when he came to fetch his food; and
returned with him hither; though greatly did I fear to
tread the gulf。 Then did I beguile him with my beauty
and my wit; and flatter him with my tongue; so that he
led me down and showed me the Fire; and told me the
secrets of the Fire; but he would not suffer me to
step therein; and; fearing lest he should slay me; I
refrained; knowing that the man was very old; and soon
would die。 And I returned; having learned from him all
that he knew of the wonderful Spirit of the World; and
that was much; the man was wise and very ancient; and
by purity and abstinence; and the contemplations of
his innocent mind; had worn thin the veil between that
which we see and the great invisible truths; the
whisper of whose wings at times we hear as they sweep
through the gross air of the world。 Thenit was but a
very few days after; I met thee; my Kallikrates; who
hadst wandered hither with the beautiful Egyptian
Amenartas; and I learned to love for the first and
last time; once and forever; so that it entered into
my mind to come hither with thee; and receive the gift
of Life for thee and me。 Therefore came we; with that
Egyptian who would not be left behind; and; behold; we
found the old man Noot lying but newly dead。 There he
lay; and his white beard covered him like a garment;〃
and she pointed to a spot near where I was sitting;
〃but surely he hath long since crumbled into dust; and
the wind hath borne his ashes hence。〃
Here I put out my hand and felt in the dust; and
presently my fingers touched something。 It was a human
tooth; very yellow; but sound。 I held it up and showed
it to Ayesha; who laughed。
〃Yes;〃 she said; 〃it is his without a doubt。 Behold
what remaineth of Noot and the wisdom of Nootone
little tooth! And yet that man had all life at his
command; and for his conscience sake would have none
of it。 Well; he lay there newly dead; and we descended
whither I shall lead you; and then; gathering up all
my courage; and courting death that I might perchance
win so glorious a crown of life; I stepped into the
flames; and behold! life such as ye can never know
until ye feel it also; flowed into me; and I came
forth undying; and lovely beyond imagining。 Then did I
stretch out mine arms to thee; Kallikrates; and bid
thee take thine immortal bride; and behold; as I
spoke; thou; blinded by my beauty; didst turn from me
and throw thine arms about the neck of Amenartas。 And
then a great fury filled me; and made me mad; and I
seized the javelin that thou didst bear; and stabbed
thee; so that there; at my very feet; in the Place of
Life; thou didst groan and go down into death。 I knew
not then that I had strength to slay with mine eyes
and by the power of my will; therefore in my madness
slew I with the javelin。
〃And when thou wast dead; ah! I wept; because I was
undying and thou wast dead。 I wept there in the Place
of Life; so that had I been mortal any more my heart
had surely broken。 And she; the swart Egyptianshe
cursed me by her gods。 By Osiris did she curse me; and
by Isis; by Nephthys and by Hekt; by Sekhet; the lion…
headed; and by Set; calling down evil on me; evil and
everlasting desolation。 Ah! I can see her dark face
now lowering o'er me like a storm; but she could not
hurt me; and II know not if I could hurt her。 I did
not try; it was naught to me then; so together we bore
thee hence。 And afterwards I sent herthe Egyptian
away through the swamps; and it seems that she lived
to bear a son and to write the tale that should lead
thee; her husband; back to me; her rival and thy
murderess。
〃Such is the tale; my love; and now is the hour at
hand that shall set a crown upon it。 Like all things
on the earth; it is compounded of evil and goodmore
of evil than of good; perchance; and writ in letters
of blood。 It is the truth; naught have I hidden from
thee; Kallikrates。 And now one thing before the final
moment of thy trial。 We go down into the presence of
Death; for Life an