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lazy tour of two idle apprentices-第19章

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and only to be torn away from her; by tearing life away from her。



'Eleven years she had lived in the dark house and its gloomy

garden。  He was jealous of the very light and air getting to her;

and they kept her close。  He stopped the wide chimneys; shaded the

little windows; left the strong…stemmed ivy to wander where it

would over the house…front; the moss to accumulate on the untrimmed

fruit…trees in the red…walled garden; the weeds to over…run its

green and yellow walks。  He surrounded her with images of sorrow

and desolation。  He caused her to be filled with fears of the place

and of the stories that were told of it; and then on pretext of

correcting them; to be left in it in solitude; or made to shrink

about it in the dark。  When her mind was most depressed and fullest

of terrors; then; he would come out of one of the hiding…places

from which he overlooked her; and present himself as her sole

resource。



'Thus; by being from her childhood the one embodiment her life

presented to her of power to coerce and power to relieve; power to

bind and power to loose; the ascendency over her weakness was

secured。  She was twenty…one years and twenty…one days old; when he

brought her home to the gloomy house; his half…witted; frightened;

and submissive Bride of three weeks。



'He had dismissed the governess by that time … what he had left to

do; he could best do alone … and they came back; upon a rain night;

to the scene of her long preparation。  She turned to him upon the

threshold; as the rain was dripping from the porch; and said:



'〃O sir; it is the Death…watch ticking for me!〃



'〃Well!〃 he answered。  〃And if it were?〃



'〃O sir!〃 she returned to him; 〃look kindly on me; and be merciful

to me!  I beg your pardon。  I will do anything you wish; if you

will only forgive me!〃



'That had become the poor fool's constant song:  〃I beg your

pardon;〃 and 〃Forgive me!〃



'She was not worth hating; he felt nothing but contempt for her。

But; she had long been in the way; and he had long been weary; and

the work was near its end; and had to be worked out。



'〃You fool;〃 he said。  〃Go up the stairs!〃



'She obeyed very quickly; murmuring; 〃I will do anything you wish!〃

When he came into the Bride's Chamber; having been a little

retarded by the heavy fastenings of the great door (for they were

alone in the house; and he had arranged that the people who

attended on them should come and go in the day); he found her

withdrawn to the furthest corner; and there standing pressed

against the paneling as if she would have shrunk through it:  her

flaxen hair all wild about her face; and her large eyes staring at

him in vague terror。



'〃What are you afraid of?  Come and sit down by me。〃



'〃I will do anything you wish。  I beg your pardon; sir。  Forgive

me!〃  Her monotonous tune as usual。



'〃Ellen; here is a writing that you must write out to…morrow; in

your own hand。  You may as well be seen by others; busily engaged

upon it。  When you have written it all fairly; and corrected all

mistakes; call in any two people there may be about the house; and

sign your name to it before them。  Then; put it in your bosom to

keep it safe; and when I sit here again to…morrow night; give it to

me。〃



'〃I will do it all; with the greatest care。  I will do anything you

wish。〃



'〃Don't shake and tremble; then。〃



'〃I will try my utmost not to do it … if you will only forgive me!〃



'Next day; she sat down at her desk; and did as she had been told。

He often passed in and out of the room; to observe her; and always

saw her slowly and laboriously writing:  repeating to herself the

words she copied; in appearance quite mechanically; and without

caring or endeavouring to comprehend them; so that she did her

task。  He saw her follow the directions she had received; in all

particulars; and at night; when they were alone again in the same

Bride's Chamber; and he drew his chair to the hearth; she timidly

approached him from her distant seat; took the paper from her

bosom; and gave it into his hand。



'It secured all her possessions to him; in the event of her death。

He put her before him; face to face; that he might look at her

steadily; and he asked her; in so many plain words; neither fewer

nor more; did she know that?



'There were spots of ink upon the bosom of her white dress; and

they made her face look whiter and her eyes look larger as she

nodded her head。  There were spots of ink upon the hand with which

she stood before him; nervously plaiting and folding her white

skirts。



'He took her by the arm; and looked her; yet more closely and

steadily; in the face。  〃Now; die!  I have done with you。〃



'She shrunk; and uttered a low; suppressed cry。



'〃I am not going to kill you。  I will not endanger my life for

yours。  Die!〃



'He sat before her in the gloomy Bride's Chamber; day after day;

night after night; looking the word at her when he did not utter

it。  As often as her large unmeaning eyes were raised from the

hands in which she rocked her head; to the stern figure; sitting

with crossed arms and knitted forehead; in the chair; they read in

it; 〃Die!〃  When she dropped asleep in exhaustion; she was called

back to shuddering consciousness; by the whisper; 〃Die!〃  When she

fell upon her old entreaty to be pardoned; she was answered 〃Die!〃

When she had out…watched and out…suffered the long night; and the

rising sun flamed into the sombre room; she heard it hailed with;

〃Another day and not dead? … Die!〃



'Shut up in the deserted mansion; aloof from all mankind; and

engaged alone in such a struggle without any respite; it came to

this … that either he must die; or she。  He knew it very well; and

concentrated his strength against her feebleness。  Hours upon hours

he held her by the arm when her arm was black where he held it; and

bade her Die!



'It was done; upon a windy morning; before sunrise。  He computed

the time to be half…past four; but; his forgotten watch had run

down; and he could not be sure。  She had broken away from him in

the night; with loud and sudden cries … the first of that kind to

which she had given vent … and he had had to put his hands over her

mouth。  Since then; she had been quiet in the corner of the

paneling where she had sunk down; and he had left her; and had gone

back with his folded arms and his knitted forehead to his chair。



'Paler in the pale light; more colourless than ever in the leaden

dawn; he saw her coming; trailing herself along the floor towards

him … a white wreck of hair; and dress; and wild eyes; pushing

itself on by an irresolute and bending hand。



'〃O; forgive me!  I will do anything。  O; sir; pray tell me I may

live!〃



'〃Die!〃



'〃Are you so resolved?  Is there no hope for me?〃



'〃Die!〃



'Her large eyes strained themselves with wonder and fear; wonder

and fear changed to reproach; reproach to blank nothing。  It was

done。  He was not at first so sure it was done; but that the

morning sun was hanging jewels in her hair … he saw the diamond;

emerald; and ruby; glittering among it in little points; as he

stood looking down at her … when he lifted her and laid her on her

bed。



'She was soon laid in the ground。  And now they were all gone; and

he had compensated himself well。



'He had a mind to travel。  Not that he meant to waste his Money;

for he was a pinching man and liked his Money dearly (liked nothing

else; indeed); but; that he had grown tired of the desolate house

and wished to turn his back upon it and have done with it。  But;

the house was worth Money; and Money must not be thrown away。  He

determined to sell it before he went。  That it might look the less

wretched and bring a better price; he hired some labourers to work

in the overgrown garden; to cut out the dead wood; trim the ivy

that drooped in heavy masses over the windows and gables; and clear

the walks in which the weeds were growing mid…leg high。



'He worked; himself; along with them。  He worked later than they

did; and; one evening at dusk; was left working alone; with his

bill…hook in his hand。  One autumn evening; when the Bride was five

weeks dead。



'〃It grows too dark to work longer;〃 he said to himself; 〃I must

give over for the night。〃



'He detested the house; and was loath to enter it。  He looked at

the dark porch waiting for him like a tomb; and felt that it was an

accursed house。  Near to the porch; and near to where he stood; was

a tree whose branches waved before the old bay…window of the

Bride's Chamber; where it had been done。  The tree swung suddenly;

and made him start。  It swung again; although the night was still。

Looking up into it; he saw a figure among the branches。



'It was the figure of a young man。  The face looked down; as his

looked up; the branches cracked and swayed; the figure rapidly

descended; and slid upon its
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