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； therefore； goeth very far in this his confession； For；
3。 In the third place； To confess that there is nothing in him； done or can be done by him； that should allure； or prevail with God to do any thing for him： for a sinner cannot do good； no； not work up his heart unto one good thought： no； though he should have heaven itself if he could； or was sure to burn in hell…fire for ever and ever if he could not。 For sin； where it is in possession； and bears rule； as it doth in every one that we may properly call a sinner； there it hath the mastery of the man； hath bound up his senses in cords and chains； and made nothing so odious to the soul as the things that are of the Spirit of God。 Wherefore it is said of such； that they are 〃Enemies in their minds；〃 that 〃The carnal mind is enmity against God；〃 and that 〃Wickedness proceedeth of the wicked；〃 and that the Ethiopian may as well change his skin； or the leopard his spots； as they that are accustomed to do evil may learn to do well； Col。 i。； Rom。 viii。； 1 Sam。 xxiv。 13； Jer。 xiii。 23。
4。 In this confession he implicitly acknowledgeth that sin is the worst of things； forasmuch as it layeth the soul out of the reach of all remedy that can be found under heaven。 Nothing below or short of the mercy of God can deliver a poor soul from this fearful malady。 This the Pharisee did not see。 Doubtless he did conclude； that at some time or other he had sinned； but he never in all his life did arrive to a sight of what sin was： his knowledge of it was but false and counterfeit； as is manifest by his cure； to wit； his own righteousness。 For take this for a truth undeniable； that he that thinks himself better before God； because of his reformations； never yet had the true knowledge of his sin： But the poor Publican he had it； he had it in truth； as is manifest； because it drives him to the only sovereign remedy。 For indeed； the right knowledge of sin； in the filth； and guilt； and damning power thereof； makes a man to understand； that not any thing but grace and mercy by Christ can secure him from the hellish ruins thereof。
Suppose a man sick of an apoplexy unto death； and should for his remedy make use only of those things that are good against the second ague； would not this demonstrate that this man was not sensible of the nature and danger of this disease？ The same may be said of every sinner that shall make use only of those means to justify him before God； that can hardly make him go for a good Christian before judicious men。 But the poor Publican； he knew the nature and the danger of his disease； and knew also； that nothing but mercy； infinite mercy； could cure him thereof。
5。 This confession of the Publican declareth； that he himself was borne up now by an almighty though invisible hand。 For sin； when seen in its colours； and when appearing in its monstrous shape； frighteth all away from God。 This is manifest by Cain； Judas； Saul； and others； who could not stand up before God under the sense and appearance of their sin； but fled before him； one to one fruit of despair； and one to another。 But now this Publican； though he apprehends his sin； that himself was one that was a sinner； yet he beareth up； cometh into the temple； approaches the presence of an holy and sin…revenging God； stands before him； and confesses that he is that man that sin had defiled； and that had brought him into the danger of damnation thereby。
This therefore was a mighty act of the Publican。 He went against the voice of conscience； against sense and feeling； against the curse and condemning verdict of the law： he went； as I may say； upon hot burning coals to one that to sin and sinners is a consuming fire。
Now then； did the Publican this of his own head； or from his own mind？ No； verily； there was some super…natural power within that did secretly prompt him on； and strengthen him to this more noble venture。 True； there is nothing more common among wicked men； than to trick and toy； and play with this saying of the Publican； 〃God be merciful to me a sinner：〃 not at all being sensible either what sin is； or of their need of mercy。 And such sinners shall find their speed in the Publican's prayer far otherwise than the Publican sped himself； it will happen unto them much as it happened unto the vagabond Jews； exorcists； who took upon them to call over them that had evil spirits； the name of the Lord Jesus； that were beaten by that spirit； and made fly out of that house naked and wounded； Acts xix。 13。 Poor sinner； thou wilt say the Publican's prayer； and make the Publican's confession； and say； 〃God be merciful to me a sinner。〃 But hold； dost thou do it with the Publican's heart； sense； dread； and simplicity？ If not； thou dost but abuse the Publican and his prayer； and thyself and his God； and shalt find God rejecting of thee and thy prayers； saying； The Publican I know； his prayers and godly tears I know； but who or what art thou？ and will send thee away naked。 They are the hungry that he filleth with good things； but the rich （and the senseless） he sendeth empty away。
For my part； I find it one of the hardest things that I can put my soul upon； even to come to God； when warmly sensible that I am a sinner； for a share in grace and mercy。 Oh！ methinks it seems to me as if the whole face of the heavens were set against me。 Yea； the very thought of God strikes me through； I cannot bear up； I cannot stand before him； I cannot but with a thousand tears say； 〃God be merciful to me a sinner；〃 Ezra ix。 15。
At another time； when my heart is more hard and stupid； and when his terror doth not make me afraid； then I can come before him； and ask mercy at his hand； and scarce be sensible of sin or grace； or that indeed I am before God。 But above all； they are the rare times； when I can go to God as the Publican； sensible of his glorious majesty； sensible of my misery； and bear up； and affectionately cry； 〃God me merciful to me a sinner。〃
But again； the Publican； by his confession； sheweth a piece of the highest wisdom that a mortal man can shew； because； by so doing； he engageth as well as imploreth the grace and mercy of God to save him。 You see by the text he imploreth it； and now I will shew you that he engageth it； and makes himself a sharer in it。
〃He that covereth his sins shall not prosper； but whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy。〃 And again； 〃If we confess our sins； he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness；〃 Prov。 xxviii。 13； 1 John。 i。 9。
First； In the promise of pardon； 〃he shall have mercy；〃 he shall have his sins forgiven。 As also Solomon prays； that God will forgive them that know their own sores； and they are indeed such as are sensible of the plague of their own heart； 2 Chron。 vi。 29； 30； 1 Kings viii。 37； 38。 And the reason is； because the sinner is now driven to the farthest point； for confession is the farthest point； and the utmost bound unto which God has appointed the Publican to go； with reference to his work； as it is said of Saul to David； when he was about to give him Michal his daughter to wife； 〃I desire not any dowry； but an hundred foreskins of the Philistines； to be avenged of the king's enemies。〃
So says God in this matter； I desire no sacrifices； nor legal righteousness to make thee acceptable to me： 〃Only acknowledge and confess thine iniquity； that thou hast transgressed against me；〃 1 Sam。 xviii。 25； Jer。 iii。 12； 13。 And though this by some may be thought to be a very easy way to come at； and partake of the mercy of God； yet let the sensible sinner try it； and he shall find it one of the hardest things in the world。 And there are two things to which man is prone； that makes confession hard：
First； There is a great proneness in us to be partial； and not thorough and plain in our confessions。 We are apt to make half confessions； to confess some； and hide some； or else to make feigned confessions； flattering both ourselves； and also God； while we make confession unto him； or else to confess sin； as our own fancies apprehend； and not as the word descries them。 These things we are very prone to do； men can confess little sins； while they hide great ones。 Men can feign themselves sorry for sin when they are not； or else in their confessions forget to judge of sin by the word。 Hence it is said； They turned to God； 〃not with their whole hearts； but as it were feignedly。〃 〃They spake not aright； saying； What have I done？〃 〃They flatter him with their mouth； and lie unto him with their tongues；〃 and do their wickedness in the dark； and sin against him with a high hand； and then come to him and 〃cover the altar with their tears。〃 These things therefore demonstrate the difficulty of sincere confession of sin； and that to do it as it should； is no such easy thing。
To right confession of sin； several things must go： as；
1。 There must be sound conviction for sin upon the spirit： for before a man shall be convinced of the nature； aggravation； and evil of sin； how shall he make godly confession of it？ Now； to convince the soul of sin； the law must be set home upon the conscience by the Spirit of God： 〃For by the law is the knowledge of sin。〃 And again； 〃I had not known