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the crusade of the excelsior-第34章

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in those equivocal circumstances。  I am speaking to a gentleman

who; with the instincts and chivalrous obligations of his order;

must sympathize with my own delicacy in coming to this conclusion;

and who will not take advantage of my confession that I do it with

pain。〃



She spoke with a dry alacrity and precision so unlike her usual

languor and the suggestions of the costume; and even the fan she

still kept shading her faintly glowing eyes; that the man before

her was more troubled by her manner than her words; which he had

but imperfectly understood。



〃You will leave herethis house?〃 he stammered。



〃It is necessary;〃 she returned。



〃But you shall listen to me first!〃 he said hurriedly。  〃Hear me;

Dona BarbaraI have a secretI will to you confess〃



〃You must confess nothing;〃 said Mrs。 Brimmer; dropping her feet

from the hammock; and sitting up primly; 〃I meannothing I may not

hear。〃



The Alcalde cast a look upon her at once blank and imploring。



〃Ah; but you will hear;〃 he said; after a pause。  〃There is a ship

coming here。  In two weeks she will arrive。  None know it but

myself; the Comandante; and the Padre。  It is a secret of the

Government。  She will come at night; she will depart in the

morning; and no one else shall know。  It has ever been that she

brings no one to Todos Santos; that she takes no one from Todos

Santos。  That is the law。  But I swear to you that she shall take

you; your children; and your friend to Acapulco in secret; where

you will be free。  You will join your husband; you will be happy。

I will remain; and I will die。〃



It would have been impossible for any woman but Mrs。 Brimmer to

have regarded the childlike earnestness and melancholy simplicity

of this grown…up man without a pang。  Even this superior woman

experienced a sensible awkwardness as she slipped from the hammock

and regained an upright position。



〃Of course;〃 she; began; 〃your offer is exceedingly generous; and

although I should not; perhaps; take a step of this kind without

the sanction of Mr。 Brimmer; and am not sure that he would not

regard it as rash and premature; I will talk it over with Miss

Chubb; for whom I am partially responsible。  Nothing;〃 she

continued; with a sudden access of feeling; 〃would induce me; for

any selfish consideration; to take any step that would imperil the

future of that child; towards whom I feel as a sister。〃  A slight

suffusion glistened under her pretty brown lashes。  〃If anything

should happen to her; I would never forgive myself; if I should be

the unfortunate means of severing any ties that SHE may have

formed; I could never look her in the face again。  Of course; I can

well understand that our presence here must be onerous to you; and

that you naturally look forward to any sacrificeeven that of the

interests of your country; and the defiance of its lawsto relieve

you from a position so embarrassing as yours has become。  I only

trust; however; that the ill effects you allude to as likely to

occur to yourself after our departure may be exaggerated by your

sensitive nature。  It would be an obligation added to the many that

we owe you; which Mr。 Brimmer would naturally find he could not

returnand that; I can safely say; he would not hear of for a

single moment。〃



While speaking; she had unconsciously laid aside her fan; lifted

her mantilla from her head with both hands; and; drawing it around

her shoulders and under her lifted chin; had crossed it over her

bosom with a certain prim; automatic gesture; as if it had been the

starched kerchief of some remote Puritan ancestress。  With her arms

still unconsciously crossed; she stooped rigidly; picked up her fan

with three fingers; as if it had been a prayer…book; and; with a

slight inclination of her bared head; with its accurately parted

brown hair; passed slowly out of the corridor。



Astounded; bewildered; yet conscious of some vague wound; Don Ramon

remained motionless; staring after her straight; retreating figure。

Unable to follow closely either the meaning of her words or the

logic of her reasoning; he nevertheless comprehended the sudden

change in her manner; her voice; and the frigid resurrection of a

nature he had neither known nor suspected。  He looked blankly at

the collapsed hammock; as if he expected to find in its depths

those sinuous graces; languid fascinations; and the soft; half

sensuous contour cast off by this vanishing figure of propriety。



In the eight months of their enforced intimacy and platonic

seclusion he had learned to love this naive; insinuating woman;

whose frank simplicity seemed equal to his own; without thought of

reserve; secrecy; or deceit。  He had gradually been led to think of

the absent husband with what he believed to be her own feelingsas

of some impalpable; fleshless ancestor from whose remote presence

she derived power; wealth; and importance; but to whom she owed

only respect and certain obligations of honor equal to his own。  He

had never heard her speak of her husband with love; with sympathy;

with fellowship; with regret。  She had barely spoken of him at all;

and then rather as an attractive factor in her own fascinations

than a bar to a free indulgence in them。  He was as little in her

way ashis children。  With what grace she had adapted herself to

hisDon Ramon'slifeshe who frankly confessed she had no

sympathy with her husband's!  With what languid enthusiasm she had

taken up the customs of HIS country; while deploring the habits of

her own!  With what goddess…like indifference she had borne this

interval of waiting!  And yet this womanwho had seemed the

embodiment of romancehad received the announcement of his

sacrificethe only revelation he allowed himself to make of his

hopeless passionwith the frigidity of a duenna!  Had he wounded

her in some other unknown way?  Was she mortified that he had not

first declared his passionhe who had never dared to speak to her

of love before?  Perhaps she even doubted it!  In his ignorance of

the world he had; perhaps; committed some grave offense!  He should

not have let her go!  He should have questioned; implored her

thrown himself at her feet!  Was it too late yet?



He passed hurriedly into the formal little drawing…room; whose

bizarre coloring was still darkened by the closed blinds and

dropped awnings that had shut out the heat of day。  She was not

there。  He passed the open door of her room; it was empty。  At the

end of the passage a faint light stole from a door opening into the

garden that was still ajar。  She must have passed out that way。  He

opened it; and stepped out into the garden。



The sound of voices beside a ruined fountain a hundred yards away

indicated the vicinity of the party; but a single glance showed him

that she was not among them。  So much the betterhe would find her

alone。  Cautiously slipping beside the wall of the house; under the

shadow of a creeper; he gained the long avenue without attracting

attention。  She was not there。  Had she effectively evaded contact

with the others by leaving the garden through the little gate in

the wall that entered the Mission enclosure?  It was partly open;

as if some one had just passed through。  He followed; took a few

steps; and stopped abruptly。  In the shadow of one of the old pear…

trees a man and woman were standing。  An impulse of wild jealousy

seized him; he was about to leap forward; but the next moment the

measured voice of the Comandante; addressing Mrs。 Markham; fell

upon his ear。  He drew back with a sudden flush upon his face。  The

Comandante of Todos Santos; in grave; earnest accents; was actually

offering to Mrs。 Markham the same proposal that he; Don Ramon; had

made to Mrs。 Brimmer but a moment ago!



〃No one;〃 said the Comandante sententiously; 〃will know it but

myself。  You will leave the ship at Acapulco; you will rejoin your

husband in good time; you will be happy; my child; you will forget

the old man who drags out the few years of loneliness still left to

him in Todos Santos。〃



Forgetting himself; Don Ramon leaned breathlessly forward to hear

Mrs。 Markham's reply。  Would she answer the Comandante as Dona

Barbara had answered HIM?  Her words rose distinctly in the evening

air。



〃You're a gentleman; Don Miguel Briones; and the least respect I

can show a man of your kind is not to pretend that I don't

understand the sacrifice you're making。  I shall always remember it

as about the biggest compliment I ever received; and the biggest

risk that any manexcept oneever ran for me。  But as the man who

ran that bigger risk isn't here to speak for himself; and generally

trusts his wife; Susan Markham; to speak for himit's all the same

as if HE thanked you。  There's my hand; Don Miguel: shake it。

Wellif you prefer itkiss it then。  Theredon't be a foolbut

let's go back to Miss Keene。〃





CHAPTER IV。



A GLEAM OF SUNSHINE。





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