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a face illumined-第32章

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she asks for nothing more and thinks of nothing further。  I'm out

of patience with her。〃



Stanton's words contained the most plausible explanation of Ida's

conduct that occurred to Van Berg。  The episode in the stage had

made them acquainted; and her preconceived prejudice and hostility

had been so far removed as to permit a certain degree of social

companionship; whose result would now seem only increased dislike

and distaste。  As he supposed she would express herself; 〃he was

not of her style。〃  Had she not spent the greater part of Sunday

afternoon and evening with Sibley?  What other conclusion was

there save that he was 〃of her style;〃 congenial both in thought

and character!  And yet he still refused to entertain the belief

that she recognized in him more than a fashionable man of the world。



If only as the result of the pique originating on the evening of

the concert; Ida Mayhew had stood aloof from him; he could hope to

remove this early prejudice by better acquaintance。  But if fuller

acquaintance increased her aversion; then he must believe that

the defects in her character were radical; inwrought through the

whole web and woof of her nature。  He could not assume the 〃Sibley

style〃 if he would; and would not if he could; were her beauty a

hundred…fold greater; were that possible。



He was fast coming to the conclusion; therefore; that he must abandon

the project which had so fascinated him; and whose success had so

strongly kindled his imagination。  And yet he did so reluctantly;

very regretfully; chafing as only the strong…willed do; when

confronted and thwarted by that which is only apparently impossible;

and which they still feel might and ought to be accomplished。



〃I feel as the old alchemists must have done;〃 he often thought。

〃Here is a base metal。  Why can I not transmute it into gold?〃



But as the conviction of his impotence grew upon him he felt something

like resentment toward the one who had thwarted his purpose; and so

it naturally happened that when they met again at the supper…table;

his cool and indifferent manner corresponded with that of Miss Mayhew

to a degree that gave her a deeper pain than she could understand。



〃Why should she care?〃 she asked herself a hundred times that

evening。  But the unpleasant truth hourly grew more plain to her

that she did care。



Stanton and her mother quietly ignored her 〃foolish pique;〃 as

they termed it。  In truth the former was so preoccupied with Miss

Burton; and with jealousy of his friend; that he had few thoughts

for anything else。



He admitted to himself that he had never before been so thoroughly

fascinated and awakened; and it was in accordance with his

pleasure…loving; self…indulgent nature to drift on this shining

tide withersoever it might carry him。



But with a growing feeling of disquietude he saw that Van Berg

also was deeply interested in Miss Burton; and; what was worse; he

thought he detected an answering interest on her part。



Occasionally; when the artist's face was turned away so that she

obtained a good profile view of it; Stanton observed her looking

at him with an expression which both puzzled and troubled him。  She

seemed to forget everything and every one; and to gaze for a moment

with a wistful; longing intensity that he would give his fortune

for were the glance directed toward himself。  And yet when Van Berg

addressed her; sought her society; met her suddenly; there was no

heightening of color; nor a trace of the 〃sweet confusion〃 that is

usually inseparable from a new and growing affection in a maiden's

heart。



Apart from this occasion; furtive; and wistful look during which

her cheeks would grow pale and she appear for the moment oblivious

of present surroundings; her manner toward the artist was as frank

and natural as toward any one else。  It was evident that she liked

and respected him; but even his jealousy could not detect the

certainty of anything more。



But what was the tendency of Van Berg's mind toward her?  That was

the question which troubled him more and more every day。  From the

time of their parting on the previous Sabbath evening there had

been a growing reluctance on the part of each to speak of one who

so largely occupied the thoughts of both。  The old jest and banter

about the 〃school ma'am〃 ceased utterly; and they mentioned her only

occasionally as 〃Miss Burton。〃  The old frank confidence between

them diminished daily; and in their secret consciousness they began

to recognize the fact that they might soon become open rivals。



The attitude of Van Berg toward the young stranger who had so deeply

interested him from the first hour of their meeting; was peculiar

but characteristic。  His reason approved of her。  Never before

had he met a woman who had seemed endowed with so many attractive

qualities。  She was not beautiful;a cardinal virtue with himbut

her face often lighted up with something so near akin to beauty

as to leave little cause to regret its absence and the conviction

grew upon him that the spirit enshrined within the graceful and

fragile form was almost perfection itself。



It became clearer to him every day that some deep experience or

sorrow has so thoroughly refined away the dross of her nature as

to make her seem the embodiment of truth and purity。  What though

she still maintained complete reticence as to the past; avoiding

in their conversation all allusion to herself; as far as possible;

he still; in his inmost soul; knew he could trust her; and that

while her smiling face; like the sunlit rippling surface of mountain

lakes not far away; might hide dark; silent depths; it concealed

nothing impure。



He also felt that there was no occasion to imagine any deep mystery

to be part of her past history。  The facts that she was poor and

orphaned suggested all the explanations needed; and he felt sure

that the sorrows she so sacredly and unselfishly shrouded from the

general view would be frankly revealed to the man who might win

the right to comfort and sustain her。



Could he win that right?  Did he wish to win it?  As day after day

passed he felt this question to be growing more and more vitally

important。



He was not one he believed who; like Stanton; could be carried away

by a sudden and absorbing passion。  In any and every case; reason;

judgment; and taste would offer their counsel; and their advice

would be carefully weighed。  With increasing distinctness; this

cabinet within his own breast urged him to observe this maiden well

lest the chief opportunity of his life pass beyond recall。



And he did study her character carefully。  Stanton; with the keen

pain of jealousy; and Ida Mayhew with a disquiet and sinking of

heart that she could not understand; noted that he very quietly

and unobtrusively sought her society。  When she spoke; he listened。

When it was possible without attracting attention his eyes followed

her; and yet his conduct was governed so thoroughly by good taste

and chivalric regard for the lady herself; that only eyes rendered

penetrating by the promptings of the heart would have seen anything

more than the general friendliness which she inspired on every

side。



Stanton; on the contrary; grew more undisguised and demonstrative

in his attentions; although he aimed to conceal his feeling under

the humorous and bantering style of address that was habitual with

him。  The guests of the house were not very long in recognizing in

him an admirer of Miss Burton; but they imagined that his devotion

was caused more by a wish to while away his idle hours than from

any other motive; and it was also quite evident that the young lady

herself took the same view。  She gave a light and humorous aspect

to everything she said; and permitted him scarcely an opportunity

for a solitary 〃tete…a…tete。〃  In vain he placed his bays and buggy

at her disposal。



〃I am social and gregarious in my tastes;〃 she would reply; 〃and

need the exhilaration of a party to enjoy myself。〃



Thus Stanton was led to a course of action decidedly in contrast

with his past tendencies。  He would attach his bays to a roomy

carriage; giving her a 〃carte…blanche〃 in making up the party if

she would be one of the number。  He would perspire like a hero in

any boating excursion or picnic that she would originate; and thus

the fastidious and elegant fellow often found himself in unwonted

company; for; with an instinct peculiarly her own; she soon found

out the comparatively poor and neglected in the hotel; and appeared

to derive her chief pleasure in enlivening their dull days。

Quick…witted Stanton early learned that the surest way to winning

a smile from her was to be polite to people that; hitherto; he had

habitually ignored。  To Miss Burton herself he made no secret of

the fact that his course was prompted only by a desire to please

her; but she smiling persisted in ascribing it
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