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a face illumined-第35章

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secret so interesting to every woman that she would look again;

though cold as ice toward the man cherishing it。  Nor was there the

slightest trace of the constraint and reserve by which all women

who are not coquettes seek to check; as with an early frost; the

first growth of an unwelcome regard。  Her manner was simply what

would be natural toward a gentleman she thoroughly respected and

liked; with whom her thoughts; for no hidden cause; were especially

preoccupied。



Why then had she looked at him so strangely the preceding evening?

Why had she apparently shrunk from the expression of his face; as

if she had seen there a revelation so sudden and overwhelming that

she trembled at it as a shy; sensitive maiden might in recognizing the

fact that a strong; resolute man was seeking entrance to the very

citadel of her heart?  He felt himself utterly unable to explain

her action。



What was more; he was puzzled at himself。  The sympathy he felt

for Miss Burton the previous evening had not by any means left him;

but it was no longer a strong and absorbing emotion。  His pulse

was as calm and quiet as the breathless summer morning。  He was

conscious of no premonitory chills and thrills; which; according to

his preconceived notions of the 〃grand passion;〃 ought to be felt

even in its incipiency。  He even found himself criticising her

face; and wondering how features so ordinary in themselves could

combine in so winning and happy an effect; and then he mentally

cursed his cold…bloodedness; and positively envied Stanton in whose

manner; in spite of his efforts at concealment; an ardent affection

began to manifest itself。



During the day it occurred to him more than once that her course

was changing toward Stanton。  There was no less return on her part

of his light bantering style of conversation。  Indeed; she seemed

to take great pains to give a humorous twist to everything he said;

as if she regarded even the words in which he tried to unfold his

deeper thoughts as mere jests。  But Van Berg imagined she began to

make herself more inaccessible to Stanton。  She entrenched herself

among other guests in the parlor; she took pains to be so occupied

as to make him feel that his approach would be an interruption; and

whenever they did meet at the table and elsewhere; it appeared as

if she were trying to teach him by a smiling; friendly indifference

that he was not in her thoughts at all。



The positive coldness and aversion Ida sought to manifest toward Van

Berg would not have been so disheartening as Miss Burton's device

of seeming to be so agreeably preoccupied with other people that

she could not or would not see the offering Stanton was eager to

lay at her feet。



He felt this keenly; and chafed under it; but her woman's tact made

her shining armor invulnerable。  She persisted in regarding him as

the gay; self…seeking; pleasure…loving man of the world that she

had recognized him to be on the fist day of their acquaintance。  He

imagined that a great and radical change had taken place in his

nature; but she gave him no opportunity of telling her so。  At

first she had; with laughing courtesy; ignored his gallantry; as if

it were only a fashion of his towards any woman who for the time

happened to take his fancy; but so far from shunning him she had

seemed inclined to employ what she regarded as a caprice or a bit

of male coquetry; as the means of adding to the enjoyment of as

many as possible; and Van Berg had often smiled to see his languid

friend of yore seconding Miss Burton's efforts with an apparent

zeal that was quite marvellous。  To Stanton's infinite relief; Van

Berg did not twit him concerning this surprising departure from his

old ways。  Indeed; Miss Burton had become too delicate and sacred

a theme in both of their minds to permit of their old banter。  They

had been friends and were so still; yet each recognized the fact

that events were coming that would sorely test and perhaps destroy

their friendship。  While they gradually fell aloof; as men will who

are learning that their dearest interests are destined to conflict;

they each tried nevertheless to maintain an honorable rivalry; and

their bearing toward each other; although tinged with a growing

reticence and dignity; was genuinely kind and courteous。



As the week drew to a close; however; it gave Van Berg pleasurethough

not by any means in the same degree that it caused Stanton painto

observe that Miss Burton was shunning the latter's society as far

as politeness permitted。



At the same time; while she evidently enjoyed his companionship;

Van Berg observed that she did not seem to specially crave it; nor

in truth did he find himself when away from her 〃distrait;〃 vacant;

and miserable; as was manifestly the case with his friend。  He

concluded that it was difference of temperamentthat it was his

nature to be governed by judgment and taste; as it was that of Stanton

to be swayed by feeling and passion。  All the higher faculties of

his mind gave their voice for this woman with increasing emphasis。

His heart undoubtedly would slowly and surely gravitate in the same

direction。



How to win her therefore was gradually becoming the one interesting

and most difficult question he had to solve。  Although she was

poor and alone in the world; it was evident that mere wealth and

position would count but little with her。  Stanton was handsome;

rich; well…connected; and intelligent; but it seemed clear; as she

recognized the sincerity of his suit; she withdrew from it。  Some

coarse; ill…natured people in the house; who at first; with

significant nods; had intimated that 〃the little school…ma'am〃 was

bent on bettering her fortunes; were soon nonplussed by her course。



Thus far Van Berg's name had not been associated with hers in any

such manner as Stanton's。  His cooler head; or heart more correctly;

had enabled him to act very prudently。  He would enjoy a walk or

conversation with her; and there it would end。  Neither by lingering

glances nor steps did he show that he could not interest himself in

other people and things。  He did not attend the excursions or rides

to which Stanton invited her; and others to please her; because

he knew his friend 〃doted on his absence。〃  He felt too that the

occasion was Stanton's private property; and that it would be mean

not to leave him the full advantage of the device; which might

cause him more effort in a forenoon or an evening than he had been

accustomed to put forth in a week。



But poor Stanton soon learned that his labors of love were destined

to be very promiscuous。  He never could manage to carry her off

alone in a light skiff upon the lake; he could never inveigle her

into the narrow seat of his buggy; nor could his most wily strategy

long separate her from their companions on a picnic that had offered

to his ardent fancy a chance for a stroll into some favoring solitude

by themselves。  Had she been a princess of the blood; surrounded

by a guard of watchful duennas; she could not have been more

unapproachable to lover…like advances。  Yet; with a vexation akin

to that of old Tantalus himself; he constantly cursed his stupidity

for not making better progress toward securing the smiling affable

maiden; who by every law of his pas experience ought to second his

efforts to win her。



Van Berg; who remained at the hotel; or went off by himself on

rambles and sketching expeditions; would watch his opportunity and

quietly and naturally join her on the piazza or in the parlor; as

he might approach any other lady。  As a result they had long animated

conversations; and found they had much in common to talk about。



Stanton would gnaw his lip with envy at these interviews and wonder

how Van Berg brought them about so easily; but found he could not

secure them; save in the immediate presence of others。  Thus it came

about that Van Berg practically enjoyed much more of Miss Burton's

society than the one who made such untiring efforts to obtain it。



In Stanton's too eager suit; Van Berg thought he saw the danger

he must avoid; and he complacently congratulated himself that

he possessed a temperament which permitted thoughtful and wary

approaches。  He would not frighten this shy bird by too hasty

advances。  Through unobtrusive companionship he would first grow

familiar to her thoughts; and then; if possible; would make himself

inseparable from them。



He reached this conclusion during a ramble on Saturday morning;

and with elastic tread returned to the hotel to carry out his well

digested policy。  As he mounted the steps he saw Miss Burton in

the parlor; and at once entered through an open window。  She was

seated in a corner of the room with two or three little girls around

her; and was dressing dolls。



〃Do you enjoy that?〃 he asked; incredulously。



〃I'm not a star;〃 she replied looking up with a quiet smile; 〃but

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