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a face illumined-第55章

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that Sibley has disgusted her as well as the rest of us; although

she had a strange way of showing it。  It cannot be that a woman

would speak of a man for whom she had any regard; as Ida did of

the wretch with whom we were associating her; and as for Van Berg;

she has taken no pains to conceal her strong dislike for him from

the first day of their meeting。  I can't think of anyone else at

present (although there might be a score) who is disturbing the

shallow waters of her mind。



〃I'm inclined to think that she is deeply mortified at the false

position in which Sibley has placed her; and is too proud to make

explanations。  It may be also that she is realizing more fully the

disgrace of her father's course; and it is also possible that she

is waking up to a sense of her own deficiencies。  Although she

could not fail to dislike such people as Jennie Burton and Van Berg;

she would be apt to contrast herself with them and the impression

which she and they made on society。  Confound it all!  I wish I had

not taken it for granted that she was pining for Sibley and ready

to throw herself away for his sake。  It has placed me in a deucedly

awkward position。  I doubt if she ever fully forgives me; and I

can't blame her if she doesn't。〃



〃Well?〃 said Mrs。 Mayhew; as Stanton moodily approached her。



〃Come with me;〃 he said。  When they were alone he prefaced his

story with the irritable remark:



〃It's a pity you can't understand your daughter better。 She detests

Sibley。〃



〃Thank heaven for that;〃 exclaimed the mother。



〃I should be more inclined to thank both heaven and yourself if

you had discovered the fact before sending me on such an intensely

disagreeable mission。  You must manage your daughter yourself

hereafter; for she'll never take anything more from me;〃 and he told

her substantially the nature of his interview; and his surmises as

to the real causes of her trouble。



〃I think you are right;〃 said Mrs。 Mayhew; whose impressions were

as changeable as superficial; 〃and I'm excessively glad to think so。

With her beauty; Ida can; in spite of her father; make a brilliant

match; in every sense of the word;〃 and with the prospect of this

supreme consummation of life regained; the wife and mother gave a

sigh of great relief。



〃But she's in an awful mood; I can tell you;〃 said Stanton; dubiously。

〃I never knew a woman to look and speak as she did to…night。  If

you don't manage better she'll make us trouble yet。〃



〃Oh; I'm used to Ida's tantrums。  They don't last。  Nothing does

with her。  Time and another admirer will bring her around。〃



〃Well; you ought to know;〃 said Stanton with a shrug; 〃but I retire

from the management。  I can't help saying; however; that something

in her looks and words makes me uneasy。  I regret exceedingly I

spoke as I did; and shall apologize at the first opportunity。〃



〃You'll have that in the morning。  Things are so much better than

I feared that I am greatly relieved。  She'll come around now if

nothing more is said。  Roiled water always settles when kept quiet;〃

and Mrs。  Mayhew returned to the parlor in much better spirits。



Stanton followed his aunt and joined a small group that had gathered

around Miss Burton。  Van Berg gave him a quick; questioning look;

but gathered the impression only that he had been subjected to a

very painful interview。



〃She has evidently realized his worst fears;〃 he thought; 〃curses

on her!〃 and his face grew fairly black for a moment with anger

and disgust。



But Jennie Burton's silver tongue soon charmed away the evil spirits

from both the young men。



She had fine conversation powers; and her keen intuition and her

controlling passion to give pleasure enabled her to detect and draw

out the best thoughts of others。  Her evident sympathy put every

one at ease; and gave people the power of such happy expression

that they were surprised at themselves; and led to believe that

they not only received but gave something better than average。

Therefore; under the magic of her good…will; both eyes and minds

kindled; and even common…place persons became almost brilliant and

eloquent。



Stanton's was the only clouded face in her circle that evening; and

true to her instinct; she set about banishing his trouble; whatever

it might bean easy task with her power over him。



Since it daily became more evident to her that she must wound his

vanity; and perhaps his heart a little; she tried to make amends by

showing him such public consideration as might rob his disappointment

of humiliation and bitterness。



Stanton; therefore; soon forgot Ida's desperate face; and was

enjoying himself at his best。



Yet Ida's face but faintly revealed her heart。  It seemed that the

end had now come in very truth; and she was conscious chiefly of

a wild impulse to escape from her shame and suffering。  There was

also a bitter sense of wrong and a wish to retaliate。



〃I'll teach them all a lesson;〃 she muttered; as she paced her room

swiftly to and fro。  〃This proud artist thinks he can look at me as

if I were empty air; that he can forget me as he has the rose…bud

he tossed away。  I will insure that he looks at me once with

a face as white as mine will then be; and that he remembers me to

his dying day。〃



After becoming more calm; and as if acting under a sudden impulse;

she hastily made a simple but singular toilet。



When completed; her mirror reflected a plain; close…fitting; black

gown; which left her neck and arms bare。  Around her white throat

she placed a black velvet band; and joined it by a small jet poniard

studded with diamonds。  Her sunny hair was wound into a severely

simple coil; and also fastened with a larger poniard; from the haft

and guard of which glistened diamonds of peculiar brilliancy。  She

took off all her rings; and wore no other ornaments。  Then taking

from her table a book; bearing conspicuously as its title the word

〃Misjudged;〃 she went down to the parlor。



She paused a moment on the threshold before she was noticed。  Her

mother was eagerly gossiping with two or three fashionable

women about a scandal that she hoped might cause her own family's

short…comings to be forgotten in part。  Miss Burton was telling a

story in her own inimitable style; and ripples of smiles and laughter

eddied from her constantly。  Stanton's and Van Berg's faces were

aglow with pleasure; and it was plain the speaker absorbed all

their thoughts。



〃In the same way he will forget me; after I am dead;〃 said the

unhappy girl to herself; and the thought sent a colder chill to

her heart; and a deeper pallor to her face。



Her gaze seemed to draw his; for he looked up suddenly。  On

recognizing her his first impulse was to coldly avert his eyes;

but in a second her unusual appearance riveted his attention。  She

saw the impulse; however; and would not look towards him again。  She

entered as quietly and as unexpectedly as a ghost; and the people

seemed as much surprised and perplexed as if she were a ghost。



She took a seat somewhat apart from all others; and apparently

commenced reading。  She was not so far away but that Van Berg could

decipher the title; 〃Misjudged;〃 and having made out the significant

word; its letters grew luminous like the diamonds in her hair。



Never before had he been so impressed by her beauty; and yet there

was an element in it which made him shiver with a dread he could

not explain to himself。  He was surprised and shocked to find how

pale and wan her face had become; but in every severe marble curve

of her features he saw the word; 〃Misjudged。〃  He could scarcely

recognize her as the blooming girl that he had first seen in the

concert garden。  Suffering; trouble of mind; was evidently the dark

magician that was thus transforming her; but why did she suffer so

deeply?  As she sat there before him; not only his deeper instincts;

but his reason refused almost indignantly to associate her any

longer with Sibley。  There was a time when she seemed akin to him;

but now she suggested deep trouble; despair; death even; rather

than a gross 〃bon vivant。〃  Was she ill!  Yes; evidently; but he

doubted if her malady had physical causes。



〃What a very strange toilet she has made!〃 he thought; 〃simple and

plain to the last degree; and yet singularly effective and striking。

Her fingers were once loaded with rings; but she has taken them all

off; and now her hands are as perfect as her features。  She does

not wear a single ornament; save those ominous poniards。  Does she

mean to signify by these that she is wounded; or that she proposes

to inflict wounds?  Ye gods! how strangely; terribly; exasperatingly

beautiful she is!  I have certainly both misjudged and misunderstood

her。〃



These thoughts passed through his mind as he stole an occasional

glance at their object; who sat with her profile towards him almost

in the line
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