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a face illumined-第74章

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interest in you; but YOU have won an abiding interest。  You have

been generous enough to forgive me; and now you will have to repel

me resolutely; to prevent my being your friend。  Indeed I shall be

one in heart hereafter; even though you may not permit me to enjoy

your society; for you may very naturally wish to shun one who cannot

fail to remind you of so much that is painful。  As for your story;

it is a revelation to me。  I may never possess your happy faith;

but I will respect it;〃 and although he turned hastily away she

could not fail to see that he was deeply moved。



Mr。 Eltinge received the young man with some surprise; and did

not seem to regard his presence as altogether welcome。  The artist

thought to disarm the old gentleman by a decided manifestation of

frankness and courtesy:



〃I feel that in a certain sense I am an intruder in your beautiful

garden to…day。  Miss Mayhew met me on the road; and I fear I must

own that I had the bad grace almost the same as to invite myself

hither。  At least she saw that I was exceedingly anxious to come。〃



〃Do you know Miss Mayhew's motive in coming hither?〃 asked Mr。

Eltinge; gravely。



〃I do; and I respect it。〃



〃You take safe ground there; sir;〃 said Mr。 Eltinge; with increasing

dignity。  〃Christianity is at least respectable。  But do you believe

it to be absolutely true and binding on the conscience?〃



The artist was silent。



〃Mr。 Van Berg;〃 resumed the old gentleman; with a gravity that tended

even towards sternness; 〃I would not fail in any act of courtesy

towards you; especially her at my own home; but justice; mercy; and

truth are above all other considerations。  Both you and I know this

child's history sufficiently well to be aware that it is a dangerous

thing to exert an influence at random on human lives。  You say

you know her motive in coming hither。  Let me state the truth very

plainly: she has turned her face heavenward; she is taking her first

uncertain steps as a pilgrim towards the better home。  In justice

to you and in mercy to you both let me quote the words of him before

whom we all shall stand;〃 and placing his hand on Ida's shoulder

he repeated with the aspect of one of God's ancient prophets those

solemn words that too many dare to ignore:  〃'Whoso shall offend

one of these little ones which believe in me; it were better for

him that a millstone were hanged about his neck; and that he were

drowned in the depth of the sea。'  Mr。 Van Berg; in memory of the

past; beware lest consciously or even unconsciously; through your

indifference to her faith; you lay a straw in this child's way。

The weak and the helpless are very near to the heart of God; and

the most dangerous act a man ever commits is when he causes one of

these little ones to offend。〃



Ida trembled beneath her friend's hand and wished she had not

permitted the artist to come; but the young man's sincerity and

good…breeding enabled him to pass the ordeal。  Removing his hat; he

replied to Mr。  Eltinge with a fine blending of dignity and humility:



〃I honor you; sir;〃 he said; 〃for your faithfulness to the one who

has come to you for counsel and in a certain sense for protection;

and I condemn myself with bitterness that you will never understand;

that I wronged her in my thoughts and wounded her by any manner。  I

am eager to make any and every atonement in my power。  No language

can express my gladness that she heard and heeded your words。

Pardon me; sir; when I say I am not indifferent to her faith。  It

is; indeed; a mystery to me; but a noble mystery which I revere

from the fruits that I have already witnessed。  In my unpardonable

stupidity and prejudicein a Pharisaic prideI have caused Miss

Mayhew to offend。  She has generously forgiven me。  Myself I shall

never forgive。  If she will honor me with her friendship hereafter;

I pledge you my word that no act of mine; so far as I can help it;

shall ever cause you anxiety for one in whom you have so strong

and natural an interest。〃



Mr。 Eltinge's manner changed decidedly; and when Van Berg concluded

he extended his hand and said cordially:



〃After such manly; straightforward words I can give you the right

hand of respect and confidence; if not of fellowship。  To tell you

the truth; sir; I was inclined to believe that my little friend

here had a better opinion of you than you deserved; but now I can

welcome you instead of scolding her for bringing you。〃



At the reference to herself Ida; seemingly; had an impulse to pluck

a flower that was blooming at a little distance。  The moment he

was unobserved Van Berg seized the old gentleman's hand and said;

earnestly; while tears sprang to his eyes:



〃God bless you for the words you spoke to that poor child。  I owe

you more than she does。  You have saved me from a life that I would

dread more than death;〃 and then he; too; turned away hastily and

pretended to be very busy in finding the materials for his sketch。



Ida returned shyly; and it would seem that some of the color of

her flower had found its way into her cheeks。



〃Mr。 Eltinge;〃 she said; hesitatingly; 〃I don't believe I can make

you understand how much I would like a picture of this pear…tree

and yourself sitting under it as I have seen you for the past two

days。  I must admit that the wish to have such a sketch was one of

the motives that led me to bring Mr。 Van Berg。〃  Then she added;

with deepening color still; 〃my conscience troubles me when I hear

Mr。 Van Berg condemn himself so harshly。  I have learned that I

misjudged him as truly as he did me; and I have since realized how

sadly both facts and appearances were against me。〃



〃Well; Miss Ida;〃 said the old gentleman; musingly; 〃I am inclined

to think there has been more of misunderstanding than of intentional

and deliberate harshness。  My long life has taught me that it is

astonishing how blind we often are to the thoughts and feelings

of others。  But I warn everybody to be careful how they visit this

old garden; for it's a wonderful place for bringing out the truth。

Nature is in the ascendant here;〃 and he looked keenly and humorously

at the artist; who remained; however; unconscious of his scrutiny;

for his eyes were following Ida。  She had suddenly turned her back

upon them both again; and was soon bending over the little brook

whose murmur he faintly heard。



〃These allusions to the past are all painful to her;〃 he thought;

〃and she refers to them only because; as she says; her conscience

compels her to。  It must be my task to make her forget the past in

the present and future。〃



〃Mr。 Van Berg;〃 she said; returning; 〃you have visited the Jordan

I believe; but I doubt whether its waters did you more good than

that little brook over there does me。  That's right;〃 she added;

looking over his shoulder at the outlines he was rapidly tracing;

〃I'm glad you are losing no time。〃



〃I remember the condition on which you allowed me to come;〃 he

replied; looking up with a smile into her face; 〃and I've already

learned; as Mr。 Eltinge suggests; that nothing will do in this

garden but downright honesty。〃  Something in her face caused his

eyes to linger; and he added hastily:  〃You're right about the

Jordan。  The brook seems much more potent; for apparently it has

washed your trouble all away; but has leftwell you might think

it flattery if I should tell you all I see。  this garden seems to

contain the elixir of life for you; Miss Ida。  My heart was aching

to see how pale you were becoming; but here…〃



〃Mr。 Van Berg;〃 said Ida; abruptly; 〃will you pardon a suggestion?〃



He looked up at her again a little wonderingly and bowed。



〃There has been a sort of necessity;〃 she resumed; 〃that my faulty

self should be the theme of our conversation to…day; but all the

mystery in which you imagined me enveloped must have vanished since

you came here。  I now must ask that we dwell hereafter on more

agreeable subjects than Ida Mayhew。〃



〃I must bring this tendency to personal allusions to an end at once;〃

she thought; 〃or else I shall betray myself to my bitter mortification。〃



He looked up with a deprecating smile; 〃I am at your mercy;〃 he

replied; 〃and as I said before I will submit to any conditions。〃



〃This is an easy one;〃 said Ida; with emphasis; and then she took

up the Bible and began reading to Mr。 Eltinge; who from his seat

under the pear…tree had been watching them with a pleased and

placid interest on his serene old face。  Their young life appeared

beautiful now; and full of hope and promise; but he did not envy

it。  The prospect before him was better than the best that earth

could offer。



Van Berg never forgot the hour that followed。  His pencil was busy

but his thoughts were busier。  He felt his artist life and power

kindling within him in a way that was exhilarating and grand。  While

his themes were simple he felt that they were nobl
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