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judged of Amy; then listened with a kind of pleasure to the reports of
the homely but touching laments of all the village。
Laura did not; like her brother and sister; seek for consolation from
Mr。 Ross or Mary。 She went on her own way; saying little; fulfilling
her household cares; writing all the letters that nobody else would
write; providing for Charles's ease; and looking thoroughly cast down
and wretched; but saying nothing; conscious that her brother and sister
did not believe her affection for Guy equal to theirs; and Charles was
too much dejected; and too much displeased with Philip; to try to
console her。
It was a relief to hear; at length; that the travellers had landed; and
would be at home in the evening; not till late; wrote Mrs。 Edmonstone;
because she thought it best for Amabel to go at once to her room; her
own old room; for she particularly wished not to be moved from it。
The evening had long closed in; poor Bustle had been shut up in
Charlotte's room; and the three sat together round the fire; unable to
guess how they should meet her; and thinking how they had lately been
looking forward to greeting their bride; as they used proudly to call
her。 Charles dwelt on that talk on the green; and his 'when shall we
three meet again?' and spoke not a word; Laura tried to read; and
Charlotte heard false alarms of wheels; but all were so still; that
when the wheels really came; they were heard all down the turnpike
road; and along the lane; before they sounded on the gravel drive。
Laura and Charlotte ran into the hall; Charles reached his crutches;
but his hands shook so much that he could not adjust them; and was
obliged to sit down; rising the next minute as the black figures
entered together。 Amy's sweet face was pressed to his; but neither
spoke。 That agitated 'My dear; dear Charlie!' was his mother's; as she
threw her arms around him; with redoubled kisses and streaming tears;
and there was a trembling tone in his father's 'Well; Charlie boy; how
have you got on without us?'
They sat down; Charles with his sister beside him; and holding a hand
steadier than his own; but hot and feverish to the touch。 He leant
forward to look at her face; and; as if in answer; she turned it on
him。 It was the old face; paler and thinner; and the eyelids had a
hard reddened look; from want of sleep: but Charles; like his mother at
first; was almost awed by the melancholy serenity of the expression。
'Have you been quite well?' she asked; in a voice which sounded
strangely familiar; in its fond; low tones。
'Yes; quite。'
There was a pause; followed by an interchange of question and answer
between the others; on the journey; and on various little home
circumstances。 Presently Mrs。 Edmonstone said Amy had better come up…
stairs。
'I have not seen Bustle;' said Amy; looking at Charlotte。
'He is in my room;' faltered Charlotte。
'I should like to see him。'
Charlotte hastened away; glad to wipe her tears when outside the door。
Poor Bustle had been watching for his master ever since his departure;
and hearing the sounds of arrival; was wild to escape from his prison。
He rushed out the moment the door was open; and was scratching to be
let into the drawing…room before Charlotte could come up with him。 He
dashed in; laid his head on Amabel's knee; and wagged his tail for
welcome; gave the same greeting to Mr。 and Mrs。 Edmonstone; but only
for a moment; for he ran restlessly seeking round the room; came to the
door; and by his wistful looks made Charlotte let him out。 She
followed him; and dropping on her knees as soon as she was outside;
pressed her forehead to his glossy black head; whispered that it was of
no use; he would never come back。 The dog burst from her; and the next
moment was smelling and wagging his tail at a portmanteau; which he
knew as well as she did; and she could hardly refrain from a great
outburst of sobbing as she thought what joy its arrival had hitherto
been。
Suddenly Bustle bounded away; and as Charlotte stood trying to compose
herself enough to return to the drawing…room; she heard the poor fellow
whining to be let in at Guy's bed…room door。 At the same time the
drawing…room door opened; and anxious that Amy should neither see nor
hear him; she ran after him; admitted him; and shut herself in with him
in the dark; where; with her hands in his long silky curls; and sitting
on the ground; she sobbed over him as long as he would submit to her
caresses。
Amabel meantime returned to her room; and looked round on its well…
known aspect with a sad smile; as she thought of the prayer with which
she had quitted it on her bridal day; and did not feel as if it had
been unanswered; for surely the hand of a Father had been with her to
support her through her great affliction。
Though she said she was very well; her mother made her go to bed at
once; and Laura attended on her with a sort of frightened; respectful
tenderness; hardly able to bear her looks of gratitude。 The first time
the two sisters were alone; Amabel said; 'Philip is much better。'
Laura; who was settling some things on the table; started back and
coloured; then; unable to resist the desire of hearing of him; looked
earnestly at her sister。
'He is gone to Corfu;' continued Amabel。 'He only kept Arnaud three
days after we were gone; and Arnaud overtook us at Geneva; saying his
strength had improved wonderfully。 Will you give me my basket? I
should like to read you a piece of a note he sent me。'
Laura brought it; and Amabel; holding her hand; looked up at her face;
which she vainly tried to keep in order。 'Dearest; I have been very
sorry for you; and so has Guy。'
'Amy!' and Laura found herself giving way to her tears; in spite of all
her previous exhortations to Charlotte; about self…control; 'my own;
own sister!' To have Amy at home was an unspeakable comfort。
'Papa and mamma were both as kind as possible to Philip;' continued
Amabel; 'but they could not bear to enter on _that_。 So I told him you
had told all; and he was very glad。'
'He was not displeased at my betraying him?' exclaimed Laura。 'Oh; no!
he was glad; he said it was a great relief; for he was very anxious
about you; Laura。 He has been so kind to me;' said Amabel; so
earnestly; that Laura received another comfort; that of knowing that
her sister's indignation against him had all passed by。 'Now I will
read you what he says。 You see his writing is quite itself again。'
But Laura observed that Amabel only held towards her the 'Lady
Morville' on the outside; keeping the note to herself; and reading; 'I
have continued to gain strength since you went; so that there is no
further need of detaining Arnaud。 I have twice been out of doors; and
am convinced that I am equal to the journey; indeed; it is hardly
possible for me to endure remaining here any longer。' She read no
more; but folded it up; saying; 'I had rather no one saw the rest。 He
makes himself so unhappy about that unfortunate going to Sondrio; that
he says what is only painful to hear。 I am glad he is able to join his
regiment; for a change will be the best thing for him。'
She laid her head on the pillow as if she had done with the subject;
and Laura did not venture to pursue it; but went down to hear her
mother's account of her。
Mrs。 Edmonstone was feeling it a great comfort to have her son to talk
to again; and availed herself of it to tell him of Philip; while Laura
was absent; and then to return to speak of Amy on Laura's re…entrance。
She said; all through the journey; Amy had been as passive and tranquil
as possible; chiefly leaning back in the carriage in silence; excepting
that when they finally left the view of the snowy mountains; she gazed
after them as long as the least faint cloud…like summit was visible。
Still she could not sleep; except that now and then she dozed a little
in the carriage; but at night she heard every hour strike in turn; and
lay awake through all; nor had she shed one tear since her mother had
joined her。 Mrs。 Edmonstone's anxiety was very great; for she said she
knew Amy must pay for that unnatural calmness; and the longer it was
before it broke down; the worse it would be for her。 However; she was
at home; that was one thing to be thankful for; and happen what might;
it could not be as distressing as if it had been abroad。
Another night of 'calm unrest;' and Amabel rose in the morning; at her
usual hour; to put on the garments of her widowhood; where she had last
stood as a bride。 Charles was actually startled by her entering the
dressing…room; just as she used to do; before breakfast; to read with
him; and her voice was as steady as ever。 She breakfasted with the
family; and came up afterwards with