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e； are not exquisite； but not at all Artists are not exquisite。 I am； Sebastian； in a kind of way； is exquisite； but the artist is an eternal type； solid； purposeful； observant … and； beneath it all； p…p…passionate； eh； Charles？
'But who recognizes you？ The other day I was speaking to Sebastian about you； and I said； 〃But you know Charles is an artist。 He draws like a young Ingres；〃 and do you know what Sebastian said？ … 〃Yes； Aloysius draws very prettily； too； but of course he's rather more modern。' So charming； so amusing。
'Of course those that have charm don't really need brains。 Stefanie de Vincennes really tickled me four years ago。 My dear； I even used the same coloured varnish for my toe…nails。 I used her words and lit my cigarette in the same way and spoke with her tone on the telephone so that the duke used to carry on long and intimate conversations with me； thinking that I was her。 It was largely that which put his mind on pistol and sabres in such an old…fashioned manner。 My step…father thought it an excellent education for me。 He thought it would make me grow out of what he calls my 〃English habits〃。 Poor man； he is very South American。。。I never heard anyone speak an ill word of Stefanie； except…the Duke： and she； my dear； is positively cretinous。'
Anthony had lost his stammer in the deep waters of his old romance。 It came floating back to him； momentarily； with the coffee and liqueurs。 'Real G…g…green Chartreuse； made before the expulsion of the monks。 There are five distinct tastes as it trickles over the tongue。 It is like swallowing a sp…spectrum。 Do you wish Sebastian was with us？ Of course you do。 Do I？ I wonder。 How our thoughts do run on that little bundle of charm to be sure。 I think you must be mesmerizing me； Charles。 I bring you here； at very considerable expense； my dear； simply to talk about myself； and I find I talk of no one except Sebastian。 It's odd because there's really no mystery about him except how he came to be born of such a very sinister family。
'I forget if you know his family。 I don't suppose he'll ever let you meet them。 He's far too clever。 They're quite； quite gruesome。 Do you ever feel there is something a teeny bit gruesome about Sebastian？ No？ Perhaps I imagine it； it's simply that he looks so like the rest of them； sometimes。
'There's Brideshead who's something archaic； out of a cave that's been sealed for centuries。 He has the face as though an Aztec sculptor had attempted a portrait of Sebastian； he's a learned bigot； a ceremonious barbarian； a snow…bound lama。。。Well； anything you like。 And Julia； you know what she looks like。 Who could help it？ Her photograph appears as regularly in the illustrated papers as the advertisements for Beecham's Pills。 A face of flawless Florentine quattrocento beauty； almost anyone else with those looks would have been tempted to bee artistic； not Lady Julia； she's as smart as … well； as smart as Stefanie。 Nothing greenery…yallery about her。 So gay； so correct； so unaffected。 I wonder if she's incestuous。 I doubt it； all she wants is power。 There ought to be an Inquisition especially set up to burn her。 There's another sister； too； I believe； in the schoolroom。 Nothing is known of her yet except that her governess went mad and drowned herself not long ago。 I'm sure she's abominable。 So you see there was really very little left for poor Sebastian to do except be sweet and charming。
'It's when one gets to the parents that a bottomless pit opens。 My dear； such a pair。 How does Lady Marchmain manage it？ It is one of the questions of the Age。 You have seen her？ Very； very beautiful； no artifice her hair just turning grey in elegant silvery streaks； no rouge very pale； huge…eyed … it is extraordinary how large those eyes look and how the lids are veined blue where anyone else would have touched them with a finger…tip of paint； pearls and a few great starlike jewels； heirlooms； in ancient settings； a voice as quiet as a prayer； and as powerful。 And Lord。 Marchmain； well； a little fleshy perhaps； but very handsome； a magnifico； a voluptuary； Byronic； bored； infectiously slothful； not at all the sort of man you would expect to see easily put down。 And that Reinhardt nun； my dear； has destroyed him but utterly。 He daren't show his great purple face anywhere。 He is the last； historic； authentic case of someone being hounded out of society。 Brideshead won't see him； the girls mayn't； Sebastian does； of course； because he's； so charming。 No one else goes near him。 Why； last September Lady Marchmain was in Venice staying at the Palazzo Fogliere。 To tell you the truth she was just a teeny bit ridiculous in Venice。 She never went near the Lido； of course； but she was always drifting about the canals in a gondola with Sir Adrian Porson … such attitudes； my dear； like Madame R閏amier； once I passed them and I caught the eye of the Fogliere gondolier； whom； of course； I knew； and； my dear； he gave me such a wink。 She came to all the parties in a sort of cocoon of gossamer； my dear； as though she were part of some Celtic play or a heroine from Maeterlinck； and she would go to church。 Well； as you know； Venice is the one town in Italy where no one ever has gone to church。 Anyway； she was rather a figure of fun that year； and then who； should turn up； in the Maltons' yacht； but poor Lord Marchmain。 He'd taken a little palace there； but was he allowed in？ Lord Malton put him and his valet into a dinghy； my dear； and transhipped him there and then into the steamer for Trieste。 He hadn't even his mistress with him。 It was her yearly holiday。 No one ever knew how they heard Lady Marchmain was there。 And； do you know； for a week Lord Malton slunk about as if he was in disgrace？ And he was in disgrace。 The Principessa Fogliere gave a ball and Lord Malton was not asked nor anyone from his yacht … even the de Pa駉ses。 How does Lady Marchmain do it？ She has convinced the world that Lord Marchmain is a monster。 And what is the truth？ They were married for fifteen years or so and then Lord Marchmain went to the war； he never came back but formed a connection with a highly talented dancer。 There are a thousand such cases。 She refuses to divorce him because she is so pious。 Well； there have been cases of that before。 Usually； it arouses sympathy for the adulterer； not for Lord Marchmain though。 You would think that the old reprobate had tortured her； stolen her patrimony； flung her out of doors； roasted； stuffed； and eaten his children； and gone frolicking about wreathed in all the flowers of Sodom and Gomorrah； instead of what？ Begetting four splendid children by her； handing over to her Brideshead and Marchmain House in St James's and all the money she can possibly want to spend； while he sits with a snowy shirt front at Larue's with a personable； middle…aged lady of the theatre； in most conventional Edwardian style。 And she meanwhile keeps a small gang of enslaved and emaciated prisoners for her exclusive enjoyment。 She sucks their blood。 You can see the tooth marks all Adrian Porson's shoulders when he is bathing 。 And he； my dear； was the greatest； the only； poet of our time。 He's bled dry； there's nothing left of him。 There are five or is others of all ages and sexes； like wraiths following her around。 They never escape once she's had her teeth into them。 It is withcraft。 There's no other explanation。
'So you see we mustn't blame Sebastian if at times he seems a little insipid … but then you don't blame him； do you； Charles？ With that very murky background； what could he do except set up as being simple and charming； particularly as he isn't very well endowed in the Top Storey。 We couldn't claim that for him； could we； much as we love him？
'Tell me candidly； have you ever heard Sebastian say anything you have remembered for five minutes？ You know； when I hear him talk； I am reminded of that in some ways nauseating picture of 〃Bubbles〃。 Conversation should be like juggling； up go the balls and the plates； up and over； in and out； good solid objects that glitter in the footlights 'and fall with a bang if you miss them。 But when dear Sebastian speaks it is like a little sphere of soapsud drifting off the end of an old clay pipe； anywhere； full of rainbow light for a second and then phut！ vanished； with nothing left at all； nothing。'
And then Anthony spoke of the proper experiences of an artist； of the appreciation and criticism and stimulus he should expect from his friends； of the hazards he should take in the pursuit of emotion； of one thing and another while I fell drowsy and let my mind wander a little。 So we drove home； but his words； as we swung over Magdalen Bridge； recalled the central theme of our dinner。 'Well； my dear； I've no doubt that first thing tomorrow you'll trot round to Sebastian and tell him everything I've said about him。 And； I will tell you two things； one； that it will not make the slightest difference to Sebastian's feeling for me and secondly； my dear … and I beg you to remember this though I have plainly bored you into condition of a； … that he will immediately start talking about that amusing bear of his。 Good night。 Sleep innocently。'
But I slept ill。 Within an hour of tumbling drowsily to bed I was awake a