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Too bad； though； Dwer thought； noting how the traeki spiked each goblet with a race…specific spray from its chem…synth ring。 Soon the mood in the chamber lightened as intoxicants flowed。 Carving Tongue joined the throng at the cauldron； leaving the three humans alone by the window。
〃That's it； my beauties。 Do it gently；〃 murmured the scholar contracted to teach qheuen children reading and math…a long patient task； given the decades larvae spent in one muddy suite； devouring wrigglers and slowly absorbing the mental habits of sapient beings。 To Dwer's surprise； Mister Shed slipped a functioning rewq over his face。 Lately； most of the symbionts had gone dormant； or even died。
Dwer peered through the window； a rippled convex lens with a broken stem in the middle。 A greasy pool filled the center of the next room； which dim shapes traversed； casting left and right as if in nervous search。
Those may have been Mister Shed's beloved pupils a few days ago； and some would be again； after molting into adolescent qheuens。 But this play hearkened back millions of years； to a time long before the patrons of the qheuen race meddled and reshaped them into starfarers。 It had a bloody logic all its own。
〃That's right； children； do it softly…〃
Shed's hopeful sigh cut off with a yelp as the pond erupted in froth。 Wormlike forms flipped out of the water in a thrashing tangle。 Dwer glimpsed one shape that was already nearly five…sided； with three legs flailing under a glistening carapace of aquamarine。 The new shell bore livid marks of recent raking。 Trailing were tatters of white tissue； the larval body mass that must be sloughed。
Legend said that qheuens who still roamed the stars had ways to ease this transition…machines and artificial environments…but on Jijo； molting was much the same as when qheuens were clever animals； hunting the shallows of the world that gave them birth。
Dwer recalled running home in tears； the first time he saw a molting； seeking fort and understanding from his older brother。 Even then； Lark had been serious； learned； and a bit pedantic。
〃Sapient races have many reproductive styles。 Some focus all their effort on a few offspring； which are cherished from the start。 Any good parent will die to save her child。 Hoons and g'Keks are like humans in this so…called High…K approach。
〃Urs breed much like fish in the sea…that's Low…K…casting hordes of offspring to live wild in the bush； until the survivors sniff their way back to blood relatives。 Early human settlers thought the urrish way heartless； while many urs saw our custom as paranoid and maudlin。
〃Qheuens fall in between。 They care about their young but also know that many in each clutch must die； so that others can live。 It's a sadness that lends poignancy to qheuen poetry。 Truly； I think the wisest of them have a better grasp of life and death than any human ever could。〃
Sometimes Lark got carried away。 Still； Dwer saw truth in what his brother said。 Soon a new generation would shamble out of the humid nursery； to a world that would dry their shells and make them citizens。 Or else no survivors would emerge at all。 Either way； the bitter…sweetness was so intense； anyone wearing rewq； like Mister Shed； must be crazy or a masochist。
He felt a touch on his arm。 Danel motioned…time to make a polite exit； before the rituals resumed。 They had work； provisions and weapons to prepare； as well as the Legacy they were to take over the mountains。
This morning； Lena Strong had returned from the Glade with another young woman Dwer recognized with a wince…Jenin； one of the big； strapping Worley sisters…along with five donkey…loads of books； seeds； and ominous sealed tubes。 He had been expecting Rety as well； but Lena reported that the sages wanted to talk to the sooner girl for a while longer。
No matter。 With or without her as a guide； Dwer was ultimately responsible for getting the small expedition to its goal。
And once there？ Would there be violence？ Death？ Or a brave beginning？
Sighing； Dwer turned to follow Ozawa。
Now we'll never know if Sara would've turned out to be right； or Lark。 Whether the Six were bound on the Low Road； or the High。
From here on； it's all about survival。
Behind him； Mister Shed pressed both hands against the warped pane； his voice hoarse with anguish over small lives that were not his to adore or rightfully to mourn。
The Stranger
He wonders how he knows the thing he knows。 It used to be so easy； back when wisdom came in pact packages called words。 Each one carried a range of meanings； subtly shaded and plex。 Strung together； they conveyed a multitude of concepts； plans； emotions。。。
And lies。
He blinks as that one word es slickly into mind； the way so many used to do。 He rolls it around his tongue； recognizing both sound and meaning at the same time； and this brings on a wash of joy mixed with awe。 Awe to imagine that he once did the same thing countless times during the span of any breath； knowing and using innumerable words。
He relishes this one； repeating it over and over。
Lies。。。 lies。。。 lies。。。
And the miracle redoubles as another； related word slips in…
Liars。。。 liars。。。
On his lap he sees the crumpled sketch； now smoothed almost flat again； a detailed rendition of human figures with expressive faces； staring disdainfully past a multirace crowd of primitive beings。 The newers wear uniforms with bright emblems he finds somehow familiar。
He used to know a name for people like this。 A name…and reasons to avoid them。
So why had he been so eager to go see them； just a little while ago？ Why so insistent？ At the time it seemed as if something welled up from deep inside him。 An urgency。 A need to travel； whatever the cost； to the far…off mountain glen shown in the drawing。 To go confront those depicted on a rumpled sheet of off…white paper。 The journey had seemed terribly important； though right now he cannot quite remember why。
A cloudy haze covers most of his memory。 Things that had waxed vivid during his delirium now can barely be glimpsed as fleeting images…
…like a star that appears dwarfed by a surrounding structure； a made…thing consisting of countless angles and divided ledges； enclosing a reddish sun's brittle heat within a maze of plane surfaces。
…or a world of water； where metal isles jut like mushrooms and the sea is a slow poison to touch。
…or one particular shallow place in space； far from the deep oases where life normally gathers。 Nothing lives in that shoal； far beyond the shining spiral arm。 Yet amid the strange flatness there clusters a vast formation of globelike forms； strangely bright； floating timelessly； resembling a fleet of moons。。。。
His mind flees from that last impression； reburying it with all the other half…real memories。 Losing it along with his past； and almost certainly his future。
XII。 THE BOOK OF THE SEA
Sapient beings are frequently tempted
to believe in purpose。
That they exist in the universe
for a reason。
To serve something greater…
…a race or clan
…patrons or gods
…or an esthetic aim。
Or else to seek individual goals…
…wealth and power；
…reproduction；
…or enhancement of a personal soul。
Deep Philosophers call this search for purpose
nothing more than vanity；
a frantic need to justify
an inherited drive to exist。
But why would our ancestors
have brought us here so far from race； clan；
patrons； gods； or wealth or power；
if not to serve a purpose higher than all
those things？
…The Scroll of Contemplation
Alvin's Tale
I ALWAYS THOUGHT MYSELF A CITY BOY。 AFTER ALL； Wuphon is the biggest port in the south； with almost a thousand souls； if you include nearby farmers and gleaners。 I grew up around docks； warehouses； and cargo hoists。
Still； the Deploying Derrick is really something。 A long； graceful shape made of hundreds of tubes of reamed and cured boo； it was pieced together in a matter of days； crisscrossed and joined by a team of qheuen carpenters； who listened politely each time Urdonnol berated them for straying from the design illustrated on page five hundred and twelve of her precious text； Pre…Contact Terran Machinery； Part VIII： Heavy Lifting Without Gravitics。 Then； with a respectful spin of their cupolas； the qheuens went back to lacing and gluing the crane in their own way； applying lessons learned in real life。
Urdonnol should be more flexible； I thought； watching Uriel's humorless assistant grow ever more frustrated。 True； the books hold great wisdom。 But these guys aren't exactly working with titanium here。 We're castaways who must adapt to the times。
I was glad to see that our pal； Ur…ronn； seemed satisfied with the work so far； after peering and sniffing at every brace； strut； and pulley。 Still； I'd rather Uriel were here； supervising as she had for the first two days； when our group set up camp under the stark shadow of Terminus Rock。 The master smith was a persnickety； demanding taskmistress； often insisting a job be done over； and over again； till it was damn well perfect。
I guess we