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e after me…they will have to solve their own problems。〃
Yet he knew; as he thought again; that this last was not altogether true either。 The people who live in any generation do much; he realized; either to create or to solve the problems for the people who e in the generations later。
In any case; he could not help wondering what would happen to The Tribe in the years that were ahead。 It worried him。 After the Great Disaster; he had thought that the people; if any survived at all; would soon be able to get some things running again and proceed gradually toward re…establishing more and more of civilization。 He had even dreamed of a time when electric lights might go on again。 But nothing like that had happened; and the munity was still dependent upon the leavings of the past。
Now he looked around; as he had often looked before; at the ones who were with him。 They were; so to speak; the bricks out of which a new civilization must be fashioned。 There was Ezra; for instance。 Ish felt himself growing warm with the mere pleasure of friendship as he looked at that thin ruddy face and pleasant smile; even though the smile showed the bad teeth。 Ezra had genius perhaps; but it was the genius of living on easy and friendly terms with people; and not the creative drive that leads toward new civilizations。 No; not Ezra。
And there beside Ezra was George; good old George…heavy and shambling; powerful still; though his hair had turned wholly gray。 George was a good man; too; in his fashion。 He was a first…class carpenter; and had learned to do plumbing and painting and the other odd jobs around the house。 He was a very useful man; and had preserved many basic skills。 Yet Ish always knew that George was essentially stupid; he had probably never read a book in his life。 No; not George。
Next to George; was Evie; the half…witted one。 Molly kept her well groomed; and Evie; blond and slender; was good…looking; if you could forget the vacantness of her face。 She sat there glancing right and left at whoever was talking。 She even gave an illusion of alertness; but Ish knew that she was understanding little; perhaps nothing; of what was being said。 She was no foundation…stone for the future。 Certainly; not Evie。
Then came Molly; Ezra's older wife。 Molly was not a stupid person; but she had had little education and could certainly not be called intellectual。 Besides; like the other women; she had expended her energy at bearing and rearing children; and now five of hers were still alive。 That was enough contribution to ask of anyone。 No; not Molly。
Beyond Molly; the next person was Em。 When Ish looked at Em; so many feelings boiled up within him that he knew any judgment he might try to make of her would be of no value。 She; alone; had made the first decision to have a child。 She had kept her courage and confidence during the Terrible Year。 She it was to whom they all turned in time of trouble。 Some strong power lodged within her; to affirm and never to deny。 Without her they might all have been as nothing。 Yet; her power lay deep in the springs of action; in a particular situation; though she might inspire courage and confidence in others; she herself seldom supplied an idea。 Ish knew that he would always turn to her and that she was greater than he; but he also knew that she would not be of help in planning toward the future。 No…though it seemed disloyalty to say so…not even Em!
Beyond Em; lolling on the floor; were Ralph and Jack and Roger; the three who were still called boys; even though they themselves were married and had children。 Ralph was Molly's son who was married to Ish's daughter; Mary; Jack and Roger were Ish's own sons。 But as he looked at them now; Ish felt very far from them; even though his connection by family was as close as could well be。 Though he was only some twenty years older; still he seemed separated from them by centuries。 They had not known the Old Times; and so they could not look forward much and think how things might again be in the future。 No; probably not the boys either。
Ish's eyes had moved around the circle; and he was looking now at Jean; Ezra's younger wife。 She had borne ten children; and seven of them were still alive。 She had a mind of her own; as her refusal to join in the church…services had shown。 Still; she was not a person of new ideas。 No; not Jean。
As for Maurine; George's wife; she had not even bothered to e to the gathering; but had gone directly from the rock to her own house; where she would already be engaged at sweeping or dusting or some other of her perpetual and beloved tasks of housewifery。 Of all persons; certainly not Maurine。
Three other adults also were not present。 They were Mary; Martha; and young Jeanie; who were married to the three boys。 Mary had always seemed to Ish the most stolid of all his children; and now with her own children ing so fast; she grew a little more bovine; yearly。 Martha and Jeanie also were mothers; and motherhood was absorbing them。 No; none of these。
Present and absent; twelve adults! He still had difficulty in realizing that there was no vast reservoir of humanity from which to draw。
Half a dozen children were interspersed among the adults or circled around restlessly on the outside of the circle。 Instead of going to help with the bonfire; these few had kept with the adults…half…bored; and yet apparently thinking that such a large gathering of their elders was important and should be watched。 Ish let his attention shift to them; speculatively。 Sometimes they listened to what the older people were saying; and sometimes they merely poked each other or scuffled。 Yet; in them; careless as they seemed; rested the hope。 The older people could probably slide along on the present arrangements as long as they lived; but the children might have to adapt。 Could any of them supply the spark?
And now; as he began to focus on the children; Ish saw that one of them was not scuffling with any other; but was sitting there; steadily listening to what the older ones were saying; his big eyes glancing back and forth with a bright glow of intelligence and interest。 This was Joey。
No sooner had Ish's eyes focused for a moment upon Joey; than Joey's alertly wandering glance noticed the attention his father was giving him。 He squirmed with delight; and his face broke into the all…embracing grin of a nine…year…old。 Upon the impulse of the moment; Ish winked slyly at his youngest son。 Joey's grin could scarcely have bee any broader than it was; but in some way it seemed to spread。 Ish caught the flutter of an eyelid in return。 Then; not to embarrass Joey; Ish turned his glance elsewhere。
There was a slow argument going on among George and Ezra and the boys。 Ish had heard it all before; and was not enough interested to participate or even to listen to all of it。
〃One of them things don't weigh more'n four hundred pounds anyway; I think;〃 George was saying。
〃Yes; maybe;〃 Jack replied。 〃But just the same; that's a lot to lug up here。〃
〃Aw; that's not so much!〃 said Ralph; who was heavy…set and powerful; and liked to show off his strength。
And so; thought Ish; the argument would go on; as he had heard it often before; about whether it was possible to get a gas…refrigerator somewhere; and set it up; and supply it with still charged tanks of pressurized gas; and so have ice again。 Yet; in the end; nothing would be done; not because the project was impossible or even inordinately difficult; but merely because everybody was fairly well contented with things as they were; and in a region of notably cool summers there was no great drive which led anyone to want to have ice。 Yet; in a vague way; the old argument disturbed him。
He let his gaze shift back to Joey。 Joey was small; even for his age。 Ish enjoyed watching the little boy's face; the quick way in which his eyes shifted from one speaker to another; never missing a point。 In fact; Ish could see that Joey often picked up the point of a sentence; even before the speaker arrived at the end of it; especially with a slow speaker; like old George。 This must be; Ish reflected; a tremendous day for Joey。 A year had actually been named after him; the Year When Joey Read。 No other child had ever had any such honor as that。 Perhaps it was even such a distinction as to be bad for him。 Yet; the idea had e spontaneously from the other children; a tribute to sheer intellect。
The languid argument was still going on。 George was talking now:
〃No; there shouldn't be no great trick to connecting up the pipes。〃
〃But; George;〃 this voice was Ezra's with its quicker tempo and faint tone of Yorkshire still noticeable after all these years; 〃has gas…pressure kept up in those tanks of pressed gas? I should think; p'raps; after all this time 。。。。。。
Ezra's voice trailed off that moment at a sudden rumpus between two of the children。 Weston; Ezra's own twelve…year…old son; was engaged in a punching contest with Betty; his half…sister。
〃Stop it; Weston;〃 Ezra snapped out。 〃Stop it; I say; or I'll warm your pants for you!〃
The threat did not carry conviction; and as far as Ish could remember; he had never seen the easygoing