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that goes through to the metal plate。 I hide the tip of the rod under a lamp base。 I place a blasting cap at the bottom end of it。 When the time es； I will hit the top of the small table； the rod will crush the blasting cap； and the first bomb will go off； sending us flying。
The other bomb should go off as well； almost immediately。 I keep ing back to that point in my mind because it is the central weakness in my plan。 I hope we will be high enough to take the shock from the second bomb from below so the plate will protect us。
Attaching the bomb beneath the plate takes only minutes。 I use twenty sticks of dynamite； tightly bound。 I place fifty sticks； a whole crate； beside the fireplace in the living room； next to the most fortable chair in the house。 That seat I will offer Yaksha。 We will live or die depending on how accurate my calculations are； and how well we play our parts in front of Yaksha。 That is the other serious weakness in my plan； that Yaksha will sense something amiss。 For that reason I have instructed Ray to say little； or nothing at all。 But I am confident I can lie to Yaksha。 I lie as effortlessly as I tell the truth； perhaps more easily。
Ray and I sit in our special flight chairs and talk。 The bomb in the crate sits thirty feet away； directly in front of us。 Above us I have opened the skylights。 The cold night air feels good for once。 Even with them open； we will still strike glass as we rocket by。 I warn Ray； but he is not worried。
〃I have already died once today；〃 he says。
〃You must have had your nose pressed against the glass to fall with it。〃
〃I didn't until just before he raised his flute。〃
I nod。 〃He glanced at the house then。 He must have pulled you forward with the power of his eyes。 He can do that。 He can do many things。〃
〃He has more power than you？〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Why is that？〃
〃'He's the original vampire。〃 I glance at the time… an hour to dawn。 〃Would you like to hear the story of his birth？〃
〃I would like to hear all your stories。〃
I smile。 〃You sound like Seymour。 I visited him tonight while you slept。 I gave him a present。 I will tell you about it another time。〃
I pause and take a breath。 I need it for strength。 The simple work of a terrorist has exhausted me。 Where to begin the tale？ Where will I end it？ It doesn't seem right that it could all be over in an hour。 Right…what a word choice for a vampire to make。 I who have violated every injunction of the Vedas and the Bible and every other holy book on earth。 Death never es at the right time； despite what mortals believe。 Death always es like a thief。
I tell Ray of the birth of Yaksha； and how he in turn made me a vampire。 I talk to him about meeting Krishna； but here my words fail me。 I do not weep； I do not rave。 I simply cannot talk about him。 Ray understands； he encourages me to tell him about my life in another era。
〃Were you in Ancient Greece？〃 he asks。 〃I was always fascinated by that culture。〃
I nod。 〃I was there for a long time。 I knew Socrates and Plato and Aristotle。 Socrates recognized me as something inhuman； but I didn't scare him。 He was fearless； that man。 He laughed as he drank the poison he was sentenced to drink。〃 I shake my head at the memory。 〃The Greeks were inquisitive。 There was one young man…Cleo。 History does not remember him； but he was as brilliant as the others。〃 My voice falters again。 〃He was dear to me。 I lived with him for many years；〃
〃Did he know you were a vampire？〃
I laugh。 〃He thought I was a witch。 But he liked witches。〃
〃Tell me about him；〃 Ray says。
〃I met Cleo during the time of Socrates。 I had just returned to Greece after being away for many years。 That's my pattern。 I stay in one place only as long as my youth； my constant youth； doesn't bee suspicious。 When I returned to Athens； no one remembered me。 Cleo was one of the first people I encountered。 I was walking in the woods when I found him helping to deliver a baby。 In those days that was unheard of。 Only women were present at births。 Even though he was covered with blood and obviously busy； he took an immediate liking to me。 He asked me to help him； which I did； and when the child was born； he handed it to the mother and we went for a walk。 He explained that he had worked out a better way to deliver babies and had wanted to test his theories。 He also admitted that he was the father of the infant； but that was not important to him。
〃Cleo was a great doctor； but he was never recognized by his peers。 He was ahead of his time。 He refined the technique of the Caesarean delivery。 He experimented with magnets and how they could restore ailing organs： the positive pole of the magnet to stimulate an organ； the negative pole to pacify it。 He had an understanding of how the aromas of certain flowers could affect health。 He was also the first chiropractor。 He was always adjusting people's bodies； cracking their necks and backs。 He tried to adjust me once and sprained his wrists。 You can see why I liked him。〃
I went on to explain how I knew Cleo for many years； and spoke of his one fatal flaw： his obsession with seducing the wives of Athens' powerful men。 How he was eventually caught in bed with the wife of an important general； and beheaded with a smile on his face； while many of the women of Athens wept。 Wonderful Cleo。
I talk of a life I had as an English duchess in the Middle Ages。 What it was like to live in a castle。 My words bring back the memories。 The constant drafts。 The stone walls。 The roaring fires…at night； how black those nights could be。 My name was Melissa and in the summer months I would ride a white horse through the green countryside and laugh at the advances made to me by the knights in shining armor。 I even accepted a couple of offers to jostle； offers the men later regretted making。
I speak of a life in the South during the American Civil War。 The burning and pillaging of the Yankees as they stormed across Mississippi。 A note of bitterness enters my voice； but I do not tell Ray everything。 Not how I was abducted by a battalion of twenty soldiers and tied at the neck with a rope and forced to grovel through a swamp； while the men joked about what pleasure I would give them e sunset。 I do not want to scare Ray； so I do not explain how each of those men died； how they screamed； especially the last ones； as they tried to flee from the swamp in the dark； from the swift white hands that tore off their limbs and crushed their skulls。
Finally I tell him of how I was in Cape Canaveral when Apollo 11 was launched toward the moon。 How proud I was of humanity then； that they had finally reclaimed the adventurous spirit they had known so well in their youth。 Ray takes joy in my pleasure of the memory。 It makes him forget the horror that awaits us； which is part of the reason I share the story。
〃Did you ever want to go to the moon？〃 he asks。
〃Pluto。 Much farther from the sun； you know。 More fortable for a vampire。〃
〃Did you grieve when Cleo died？〃
I smile； although there is suddenly a tear in my eye。 〃No。 He lived the life he wanted。 Had he lived too long； he would have begun to bore himself；〃
〃I understand。〃
〃Good；〃 I say。
But Ray doesn't really understand。 He misconstrues the sentiment I show。 My tear is not for Cleo。 It is for my long life； the totality of it； all the people and places that are a part of it。 Such a rich book of history to slam shut and store away in a forgotten corner。 I grieve for all the stories I will never have a chance to tell Seymour and Ray。 I grieve for the vow I have broken。 I grieve for Yaksha and the love I could never give him。 Most of all I grieve for my soul because even though I do； finally； believe that there is a God； and that I have met him； I do not know if he has given me an immortal soul； but only one that was to last me as long as my body lasted。 I do not know if when the last page of my book is closed； that will be the end of me。
Darkness approaches from outside。
I feel no light inside me strong enough to resist it。
〃He is ing；〃 I say。
13
There is a knock at the door。 I call out to e in。 He enters； he is alone； dressed in black； a cape； a hat…he makes a stunning figure。 He nods and I gesture for him to take the chair across from us。 He has not brought his flute。 He sits in the chair near the crate of dynamite and smiles at both of us。 But there is no joy in the smile； and I think he truly does regret what is about to happen。 Outside； behind us through the broken windows； a hint of light enters the black sky。 Ray sits silently staring at our visitor。 It is up to me to make conversation。
〃Are you happy？〃 I ask。
〃I have known happiness at times；〃 Yaksha says。 〃But it has been a long time。〃
〃But you have what you want；〃 I insist。 〃I have broken my vow。 I have made another evil creature； another thing for you to destroy。〃
〃I feel no pulsions these days； Sita； except to rest。〃
〃I want to rest as well。〃
He raises an eyebrow。 〃You said you wanted to live？〃
〃It is my hope there will be life for me after this life is over。 I assume that is your hope as well。 I assume that is why you are going to all this trouble to wreck my night。〃
〃You always had a way with words。〃
〃Thank you；〃
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