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I pleted my round of the Sacrifice Poles； then spent half an hour near the old winch indulging in a bit of target practice。 I set up a few cans on the rusty iron of the drum housing； went back thirty metres and brought them all down with my catapult； using only three extra steelies for the six cans。 I set them up again once I had recovered all but one of the big ball…bearings； went back to the same position and threw pebbles at the cans； this time taking fourteen shots before all the cans were down。 I ended up throwing the knife at a tree by the old sheep…pen a few times and was pleased to find I was judging the number of tumbles well； the blade whacking into the much…cut bark straight each time。
Back in the house I washed； changed my shirt and then appeared in the kitchen in time for Mrs Clamp serving up the first course； which for some reason was piping…hot broth。 I waved a slice of soft； smelly white bread over it while Mrs Clamp bent to the bowl and slurped noisily and my father crumbled wholemeal bread； which appeared to have wood shavings in it； over his plate。
'And how are you； Mrs Clamp？' I asked pleasantly。
'Oh； I'm all right； ' Mrs Clamp said； drawing her brows together like a snagged end of wool being unravelled from a sock。 She pleted the frown and directed it at the dripping spoon just under her chin； telling it： 'Oh； yes； I'm all right。'
'Isn't it hot？' I said； and hummed。 I went on flapping the bread over my soup while my father looked at me darkly。
'It's summer；' Mrs Clamp explained。
'Oh； yes；' I said。 'I'd forgotten。'
'Frank；' my father said rather unclearly； his mouth full of vegetables and wood shavings； 'I don't suppose you recall the capacity of these spoons； do you？'
'A quarter…gill？' I suggested innocently。 He glowered and sipped some more soup。 I kept on flapping； stopping only to disturb the brown skin that was forming over the surface of my broth。 Mrs Clamp sipped again。
'And how are things in the town； Mrs Clamp？' I asked。
'Very well； as far as I know；' Mrs Clamp informed her soup。 I nodded。 My father was blowing at his spoon。 'The Mackies' dog has gone missing； or so I was told；' Mrs Clamp added。 I raised my brows slightly and smiled in a concerned way。 My father stopped and stared； and the noise of his soup dribbling off his spoon…the end of which had started to drop slightly just after Mrs Clamp's sentence…echoed round the room like piss going into a toilet bowl。
'Really？' I said； keeping on flapping。 'What a shame。 Just as well my brother's not around or he'd be getting the blame of it。' I smiled； glanced at my father； then back at Mrs Clamp； who was watching me with narrowed eyes through the rising steam from her soup。 Dough fatigue set into the piece of bread I was using to fan the soup； and it fell apart。 I caught the falling end smartly with my free hand and returned it to my side plate； raising my spoon and taking a tentative sip from the surface of the broth。
'H'm；' Mrs Clamp said。
'Mrs Clamp couldn't get your beefburgers today；' my father said； clearing his throat on the first syllable of 'couldn't'； 'so she got you mince instead。'
'Unions！' Mrs Clamp muttered darkly； spitting into her soup。 I put one elbow on the table； rested my cheek on a fist and looked puzzledly at her。 To no avail。 She didn't look up； and eventually I shrugged to myself and carried on sipping。 My father had put his spoon down； wiping his brow with one sleeve and using a fingernail in an attempt to remove a piece of what I assumed to be wood shaving from between two upper teeth。
'There was a wee fire down by the new house yesterday； Mrs Clamp； I put it out； you know。 I was down there and I saw it and I put it out；' I said。
'Don't boast； boy；' my father said。 Mrs Clamp held her tongue。
'Well； I did；' I smiled。
'I'm sure Mrs Clamp isn't interested。'
'Oh； I wouldn't say that；' Mrs Clamp said； nodding her head in slightly confusing emphasis。
'There； you see？' I said； humming as I looked at my father and nodded towards Mrs Clamp； who slurped noisily。
I kept quiet through the main course； which was a stew； and only noted during the rhubarb and custard that it had a novel addition to the medley of flavours； when in fact the milk it had been made from had obviously been most profoundly off。 I smiled； my father growled and Mrs Clamp slurped her custard and spat her stumps of rhubarb out on to her napkin。 To be fair； it was a little undercooked。
Dinner cheered me up immensely and； although the afternoon was hotter than the morning； I felt more energetic。 There were no slits of distant brightness out over the sea； and there was a thickness about the light ing through the clouds that went with the charge in the air and the slack wind。 I went out； going once round the island at a brisk jog； I watched Mrs Clamp depart for the town； then I walked out in the same direction to sit on top of a tall dune a few hundred metres into the mainland and sweep the sweltering land with my binoculars。
Sweat rolled off me as soon as I stopped moving； and I could feel a slight ache start in my head。 I had taken a little water with me； so I drank it； then refilled the can from the nearest stream。 My father was doubtless right that sheep shat in the streams； but I was sure I had long since grown immune to anything I could catch from the local burns； having drunk from them for years while I had been damming them。 I drank more water than I really felt like and returned to the top of the dune。 In the distance the sheep were still； lying on the grass。 Even the gulls were absent； and only the flies were still active。 The smoke from the dump still drifted； and another line of hazy blue rose from the plantations in the hills； ing up from the edge of a clearing where they were harvesting the trees for the pulp mill farther up the shore of the firth。 I strained to hear the sound of the saws； but couldn't。
I was scanning the binoculars over that view to the south when I saw my father。 I went over him； then jerked back。 He disappeared； then reappeared。 He was on the path； heading for the town。 I was looking over to where the Jump was； and saw him climb the side of the dune I liked to power the bike down； I had first caught sight of him as he had crested the Jump itself。 As I watched； he seemed to stumble on the path just before the summit of the hill； but recovered and kept going。 His cap vanished over the far side of the dune。 I thought he looked unsteady； as though he was drunk。
I put the glasses down and rubbed my slightly scratchy chin。 This was unusual； too。 He hadn't said anything about going into the town。 I wondered what he was up to。
I ran down the dune； leaped the stream and went back to the house at a fast cruise。 I could smell whisky when I went through the back door。 I thought back to how long ago we had eaten and Mrs Clamp had left。 About an hour； an hour and a half。 I went into the kitchen； where the smell of whisky was stronger； and there on the table lay an empty half…bottle of malt； one glass on its side nearby。 I looked in the sink for another glass； but there were only dirty dishes lying in it。 I frowned。
It was unlike my father to leave things unwashed。 I picked up the whisky…bottle and looked for a black biro mark on the label； but there was nothing。 That might mean it had been a fresh bottle。 I shook my head to myself； wiped my forehead with a dishcloth。 I took off my pocketed waistcoat and laid it over a chair。
I went out into the hall。 As soon as I looked upstairs I saw that the phone was off the hook； lying by the side of the set。 I went up to it quickly； picked it up。 It was making an odd noise。 I replaced it on the cradle； waited a few seconds； picked it up again and got the usual dialling tone。 I threw it down and sprinted upstairs to the study； twisting the handle and throwing my weight against it。 It was solid。
'Shit！' I said。 I could guess what had happened and I had hoped my father might have left the study unlocked。 Eric must have called。 Dad gets the call； is shocked； gets drunk。 Probably heading for the town to get more drink。 Gone to the off…licence； or… I glanced at my watch…was this the weekend the Rob Roy's all…day licence started ？ I shook my head； it didn't matter。 Eric must have called。 My father was drunk。 He was probably going to town to get more drunk； or to see Diggs。 Or maybe Eric had arranged a rendezvous。 No； that wasn't likely； surely he would contact me first。
I ran upstairs； went up into the close heat of the loft； opened the land…side skylight again and surveyed the approaches through the glasses。 I came back down； locked the house and went back out； jogging to the bridge and up the path； making detours for all the tall dunes once more。 Everything looked normal。 I stopped at the place I had last seen my father； just on the crest of the hill leading down to the Jump。 I scratched my crotch in exasperation； wondering what was the best thing to do。 I didn't feel right about leaving the isla