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ing what was the best thing to do。 I didn't feel right about leaving the island； but I had a suspicion that it was in or near the town that things might start happening。 I thought of calling Jamie up； but he probably wasn't in the best condition to go traipsing round Porteneil looking for Father or keeping his nostrils open for the smell of burning dog。
I sat down on the path and tried to think。 What would Eric's next move be？ He might wait for night to approach （I was sure he would approach； he wouldn't e all this way just to turn away at the last moment； would he？）； or he might have risked enough already in telephoning and consider he had little left to lose by heading for the house right away。 But of course he might as well have done that yesterday； so what was keeping him ？ He was planning something。 Or maybe I had been too abrupt with him on the phone。 Why had I hung up on him？ Idiot！ Perhaps he was going to give himself up； or turn tail！ All because I had rejected him； his own brother！
I shook my head angrily and stood up。 None of this was getting me anywhere。 I had to assume that Eric was going to get in touch。 That meant that I had to go back to the house； where either he would phone me or he would arrive sooner or later。 Besides； it was the centre of my power and strength； and also the place I had the most need to protect。 Thus resolved； heart lightened now that I had a definite plan…even if it was more a plan of inaction than anything else…I turned for the house and jogged back。
The house had grown still more stuffy while I had been away。
I plonked myself down in a chair in the kitchen； then got up to wash the glass and dispose of the whisky…bottle。 I had a long drink of orange juice； then filled a pitcher full of juice and ice； took a couple of apples； half a loaf of bread and some cheese and transported the lot up into the attic。 I got the chair which normally sits in the Factory and propped it up on a platform of ancient encyclopedias； swung the skylight facing the mainland right back； and made a cushion from some old； faded curtains。
I settled into my little throne and started watching through the binoculars。 After a while I fished out the old bakelite…and…valves radio from the back of a box of toys and plugged it into the second light fixture with an adaptor。 I turned on Radio Three； which was playing a Wagner opera； just the thing to put me in the mood； I thought。 I went back to the skylight。 Holes had broken in the cloud…cover in a few places； they moved slowly； putting patches of land into a brassy； glaring sunlight。 Sometimes the light shone on the house； I watched the shadow of my shed move slowly round as the late afternoon became early evening and the sun moved round above the frayed clouds。 A slow pattern of reflecting windows glinted from the new housing estate in the trees； slightly above the old part of the town。 Gradually one set of windows stopped reflecting； gradually others took their place； all punctuated by occasional stabs as windows were shut or opened； or cars moved in the council streets。 I drank some of the juice； held ice cubes in my mouth； while the hot breath of the house wafted out around me。 I kept the binoculars on their steady sweepings； scanning as far to the north and south as I could without falling out of the skylight。 The opera ended； was replaced by some awful modern music for what sounded like Heretic…on…a…rack and Burning Dog； which I let play because it was stopping me from getting sleepy。
Just after half…past six； the phone rang。 I leaped out of the chair； dived down the door out of the loft and skidded down the stairs； flicking the phone off the cradle and up to my mouth in one clean movement。 I felt a buzz of excitement at how well co…ordinated I was today； and said； quite calmly： 'Yes？'
'Frang？' my father's voice said； slow and slurred。 'Frang； iss at you？'
I let the contempt I felt creep into my voice： 'Yes； Dad； it's me。 What is it？'
''M in the town； son；' he said quietly； as though he was about to start crying。 I heard him take a deep breath。 'Frang； you know 've always loved you。。。 'm 。。。 'm callin' 。。。。 callin' from the town； son。 Want you to e here； son； want you to e。。。 e here。 They've caught Eric； son。'
I froze。 I stared at the wallpaper above the little table in the corner of the turn of the stairs where the phone sat。 The wallpaper was a leafy pattern； green on white； with a sort of trellis…work peeping through the greenery in places。 It was slightly squint。 I hadn't really noticed that wallpaper for years； certainly not in all the years I had been answering the phone。 It was horrible。 My father was a fool to have chosen it。
'Frang？' He cleared his throat。 'Frank； son？' he said； almost clearly； then relapsed： 'Frang； ari therr？ Say somin； son。 'S me。 Say somin； son。 Ah said they caugh' Eric。 Ji hear； son？ Frang； istill therr？'
'I…' My dry mouth tripped me； and the sentence died。 I cleared my throat carefully； began again。 'I heard you； Dad。 They've caught Eric。 I heard。 I'll be right in。 Where'll I meet you； at the police station？'
'Naw； naw； son。 Naw； mee' me ou'side the。。。 ou'side the 。。。 lib'ary。 Yeah； the lib'ary。 Mee' me therr。'
'The library？' I said。 'Why there？'
'Righ'； see y'； son。 Mon hurry up； eh？' I heard him clatter the receiver for a few seconds； then the line went quiet。 I put the phone down slowly； feeling a sharpness in my lungs； a steely sensation that went with the thudding of my heart and my lightened head。
I stood for a while； then went back up the stairs to the loft to close the skylight and turn the radio off。 My legs were a little sore and tired； I realised ； perhaps I had been overdoing things a bit recently。
The breaks in the cloud overhead were moving slowly inland as I walked back up the path towards the town。 It was dark for half…seven； a summery gloom of soft light everywhere over the dry land。 A few birds stirred themselves lethargically as I went past。 Quite a few were perching on the wires of the telephone line snaking its way to the island on skinny poles。 Sheep made their ugly； broken noises； little lambs bleated back。 Birds sat on barbed…wire fences farther on； where the snagged tufts of dirty wool showed the sheep trails underneath。 Despite all the water I had drunk during the day； my head was starting to ache dully again。 I sighed and kept on walking； through the slowly diminishing dunes and past the rough fields and straggly pastureland。
I sat down； back against sand； just before I left the dunes entirely； and wiped my brow。 I flicked a little sweat from my fingers； looked out over the static sheep and the perched birds。 In the town I could hear bells； probably from the Catholic chapel。 Or maybe the word had spread their bloody dogs were safe。 I sneered； snorted through my nose in a sort of half…laugh； and looked over the grass and scrub and weed to the steeple of the Church of Scotland。 I could almost see the library from here。 I felt my feet plain； and knew that I shouldn't have sat down。 They'd be sore when I started walking again。 I knew damn well that I was just delaying getting to the town； just as I had delayed leaving the house after my father had telephoned。 I looked back at the birds； strung like notes along the same wires which had brought the news。 They were avoiding one section； I noticed。
I frowned； looked closer； frowned again。 I felt for my binoculars； but I touched my own chest； I had left them back at the house。 I got up and started walking across the rough ground； away from the path； then I jogged； then I ran； finally sprinting across the weeds and rushes； vaulting a fence on to the pasture where the sheep rose and scattered； cackling plaintively。
I was breathless by the time I got to the telephone line。
And it was down。 The freshly cut wire hung against the wood of the land…side pole。 I looked up； made sure I wasn't seeing things。 A few of the birds nearby had flown off； and they circled； calling in their dark voices through the almost still air over the parched grass。 I ran down to the island…side pole on the other side of the break。 An ear； covered in short white and black fur； and still bleeding； was nailed to the wood。
I touched it and I smiled。 I looked round wildly； then calmed myself again。 I set my face to the town where the steeple pointed like a finger； accusatory。
'You lying bastard； ； I breathed； then took off for the island again； gathering pace as I went； hitting the path and letting rip； pounding down its beaten surface； careering down to the Jump and sailing over it。 I shouted and whooped； then I shut up； and kept my precious breath for running。
I got back to the house； yet again； and raced up lathered in sweat to the loft； stopping briefly at the telephone to check it。
Sure enough； it was quite dead。 I ran on upstairs； back to the loft and the skylight； took a quick look round with the glasses； then got myself together； arming and checking。 I settled back into the chair； switched the radio back on； and kept looking。
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